Post by Konrad Raab on Sept 14, 2012 11:24:36 GMT
Encouragement from Fizz. Athens Greece. Friday 14th September.
Right now Stefan was distraught. He didn't know where he was with his wrestling career at this moment in time. So much had been going on in his career, He was angry with himself, He even couldn't help but cry when him and his partner lost their Tag Team title match at APW's event last night. He knew he had let everyone down especially his partner and his baby son. For the first time in his life he was scared, He was going into the unknown, He was doubting himself, He didn't know if he could handle the match with Chris Wade, It was for a World Championship Shot if he could pull it off, But he didn't believe he could, His confidence was gone he felt weak, He had lost one title shot and he believed he was only going to fail all over again.
He was putting his head down in his arms in disbelief that he just couldn't believe he blew another title chance he had even though he dominated most of the match and had fire in his eyes but then he couldn't bare himself to think but Fizz was there to reassure him that everything was going to be alright and she begins to speak to him while they were in a hotel room.
Fizz Raab: Stefan. Listen to me. Look I know that you are upset but you got to think to yourself that you will get another chance at the tag team titles someday and I think we should move on to talk about this match against Chris Wade.
Stefan Raab: I don't know if I can wrestle any more. Just every time I do. I always end up losing and I can't take it any more especially that I blew two chances for a title and heck this match alone I am not even sure I can beat Chris. I don't know what to do because I am a useless wrestler that is good at blowing chances for a title shot.
Fizz Raab: Stop thinking like that and get around that you are a good wrestler like you wouldn't be in No Limits Wrestling Federation if you weren't. Listen it's not worth to worry about it any more. You have to remember you have to wrestle for yourself. I don't know anything about Chris Wade at all myself but keep your head up. Also I think it's about time that you go and connect with your daughters as well as your son again.
Fizz was trying to help Stefan as best as she can as he was suffering from really bad depression and he still couldn't remember much about the match other than losing the match and Stefan thought that it was a waste of time to be in Greece for the match but he did it because he had to and he didn't know who his next opponent for APW was but that wasn't the time for Fizz to talk about that as it would confuse him more if she tells him. Stefan had almost forgot about his daughters and he begins to speak.
Stefan Raab: Daughters? Do I really have more than my son as my own kids?
Fizz Raab: Yes you do and I think it's about time you ought to meet them as I know you haven't done that yet for a long time on meeting them and you need to.
Stefan Raab: I don't know where in gods name they live.
Fizz Raab: I can help you with that don't worry.
Stefan's depression hit big time as he couldn't remember anything other than last night's match against Noble Hart for the tag titles and he cried even more just thinking about it so much and it was a bad flashback for him just witnessing him losing the match even though it was Yarmouth that tapped out but Fizz tries to find out where his daughters now live so he could go and visit them and find out their names as well as she know that Stefan had forgotten all about his daughters and even their names even though she had told him but he was so depressed that all he wanted to do was quit the wrestling business all together but at least for Fizz he wasn't losing his temper like he usually does.
Stefan Raab: I don't even remember my daughter's names or nothing Fizz. What shall I do?
Fizz Raab: Look I will find out for you and you can go and see them tomorrow as I think it will be nice for you to meet them and remember to come back to California to wrestle against Chris. I try and find out right now for you.
Fizz has a look online to find out where Stefan's daughters are located as she finds the information that she was looking for as they were living in Cologne, Germany where he used to live permanently writing the address down of where they live and she also found out their names as well as she begins to speak to him
Fizz Raab: OK I found out where they live. They currently live in Cologne, Germany and I written the address down. Also I found out their names for you and they are called Aldetruda and Christa. Want me to write their names down for you?
Stefan Raab: Please do Fizz.
Fizz writes Stefan's daughters names down on the piece of paper that had the address on it as she knows that Stefan has to go and visit them on his own because it was a chance for Stefan to connect with his daughters and she knows he will hate the news about that but for his sake. Fizz had to tell him as she felt that Stefan would be scared of being alone.
Fizz Raab: Stefan. Please don't get upset when I say this but I think that you should see your daughters alone without me.
Stefan Raab: Why Fizz?
Fizz Raab: One is that they are your daughters with your ex wife and not mine and two it gives you a chance to bond with them alone without me being there and I want you to do that.
Stefan got a bit upset as he was kind of scared to be alone but he listened to Fizz and he understands why he has to go and see them on his own without Fizz being there and he knew she brought out two good points as he still felt sad that he couldn't handle the pressure of being in the wrestling business and having another chance for a title shot maybe but at least if he loses the match he wouldn't have to worry about blowing another chance for a title shot. He begins to speak.
Stefan Raab: You made really good points that I need to see them on my own without you. I just can't believe how much my memory is fucked and not even remembering that I had daughters along with my son and even you. That's crazy like everything is right now with wrestling. You have helped me so much.
Fizz Raab: That's what I am here for to help you now you better get some sleep as you had a hard day in the gym and you are feeling really tired. Sleep for me and your kids OK?
Stefan Raab: OK I will try to sleep. Not going to get into any more arguments with you now because I need to listen to you more. Love you.
Fizz Raab: I love you too Stefan.
Fizz gives Stefan a kiss as he hugs Fizz as that was the only thing he could remember to do right now as he didn't know how to kiss a girl or make love with one due to the memory loss that he suffered from due to his depression as Fizz waits for Stefan to go to sleep and strokes his hair to relax him as she knows that he hasn't slept at all until she sees his eyes close and after she left him for an hour. She went to turn the lights off and goes to sleep herself.
Reconnecting with his daughters. Cologne, Germany. Saturday 15th September.
It was time for Stefan to reconnect with his daughters as Fizz has told Stefan's ex girlfriend about the memory loss that he has along with depression but his anger wasn't there and he couldn't be angry as he took his daughters to the zoo as he thought it was a good way on reconnecting with his daughters again on talking about the animals that were at the Cologne Zoo that they were at. Stefan was enjoying himself relaxing away from the wrestling business that he had been needing to do for a while now as he was changing a lot since the memory loss that he was suffering from a lot as he put the Thursday match back of his mind and focused on walking around the Cologne Zoo.
They were looking at the Tree Kangaroos as the two daughters look really happy on being with their dad and he was beginning to see what Fizz meant on reconnecting with his daughters before the match he has got with Chris tomorrow night but he wasn't too worried about that right now as spending time with his daughters was way more important as he was getting away from the stress he had been having and for the first time in months that Stefan smiled as he was really enjoying himself being with his daughters and spending time with them.
Claudia Raab: I am so glad to see you again Daddy.
Aldetruda Raab: I love being in the zoo with you with the animals. Me and Claudia have miss you Daddy.
Stefan Raab: I have missed you both too. These tree kangaroos are amazing aren't they?
Claudia Raab: Yes they are and they look so adorable. I want to see the bears. They are my favourite animals.
Stefan Raab: Oh really? Well in that case. We better go over and see them just for you Claudia and what are your favourite animals in the zoo Aldetruda?
Aldetruda Raab: Elephants daddy.
Stefan Raab: We can see both of the animals if you girls want because this day out is just for both of you. I need to show you girls lots of love right now as your daddy has been very busy doing a tough sport around the world lately.
Claudia Raab: Yes I want to see the bears. They are just so cute and adorable.
Stefan Raab: Yes they are and since you asked first. We will go over and see them now.
Claudia got excited about her daddy going to take her and Aldetruda to see the bears as it was quite a long walk at least he found out one thing about each of his daughters and that was the fact that they each had a favourite animal in the zoo they were in as he was holding both of his daughters hands feeling that they were his fresh and blood as he was a happy man right now spending time with his daughters and they walked over to the bears and Claudia really liked looking at the bears as they were on top of the trees and some of them were eating black berries that was on the floor and when Claudia was smiling Stefan was as well as it was a great day for them to bound as he needed to get to know them again after being away from his Daughters for so long.
It was something Stefan had to discover about that what their interests are and seemed like the Zoo was one of those places that his daughters liked as he had forgotten what his favourite animal was because it had been so long ago that he had been to a Zoo but maybe his daughters might be able to help Stefan remember as he needs a lot of help at the moment on things like that as he thought it was time to leave the bears and go to the elephants.
Stefan Raab: Come on Claudia. It's time for your sister to have a look at the Elephants.
Claudia Raab: Not fair because I like these bears. Can you take a picture of the bears for me please daddy?
Stefan Raab: Sure I can Claudia.
He fiddles with the camera that Claudia gave to her dad as he had forgotten how to use one and Aldetruda the eldest daughter out of the two helped Stefan to show him where the click button was on the camera and he took a picture of the bears for Claudia.
Claudia Raab: Thank you.
Stefan Raab: You are welcome now you girls are ready to see the elephants?
Aldetruda Raab: Yes I am daddy.
Stefan Raab: Good now let's go and see them.
Stefan holds his daughters hands and they walked over to the elephants which weren't that far away from the bears that they saw a few minutes ago and Aldetruda lets go of Stefan's hand and rans to the elephants and what got her interested in the elephants was the trunks that they had and she saw them eating the nuts into their mouth from their trunks and that's what fascinated Aldetruda. He was enjoying spending the quality time he needed with his daughters that he loved and adored so much. It was good for him as he completely lost his anger with Fizz yesterday and today it made him feel better about himself as he took a picture of the elephant for Aldetruda.
Aldetruda Raab: Look at the elephants eating the nuts into their mouths from their trunks Claudia and daddy.
Claudia Raab: That does look funny actually. I already know what our daddy's favourite animals are.
Stefan Raab: Yes it is interesting isn't it how they eat food into their mouths. Do you really girls?
Aldetruda Raab: Yes we do. Come on Claudia let's drag our daddy to his favourite animals.
It was his daughters turn to drag Stefan around as he was really enjoying himself and done the right thing on spending quality time with them on his own. He had to thank Fizz for finding the info for him as it was one of the best days out he has had in a while with anyone as they dragged him to the penguins and Stefan was a little puzzled on how the girls knew that they were Stefan's favourite animals as he didn't even knew that with his memory being gone but he was glad that his daughters helped him on finding his favourite animals.
Stefan Raab: You girls are so clever on knowing what my favourite animals are. Because you girls have been so good that I am going to buy you both a present a cuddly elephant and bear for you girls. Daddy has to go to work in America tomorrow.
Aldetruda Raab: Why?
Stefan Raab: Because daddy has to take part in a big sports event. Not something for you girls to watch though.
Stefan just looks over at the penguins as he was enjoying seeing them swim and walking around the pool which he smiled as he didn't know what to think on him being really happy being with his daughters and he couldn't explain the sport he was doing on Sunday as it was far too violent for them to watch at the age they were at as he was looking over them for 10 minutes as he then decides to go to the shop and buy the girls a cuddly elephant and a bear and then he takes them back home by walking while he was holding his daughter's hands and while they reached to the house. Stefan finds someone across the street so he could have a picture with his daughters so he can help himself remember them better. After that Claudia begins to speak as Stefan crouches down to her level.
Claudia Raab: When will you see me and Aldetruda again?
Stefan Raab: I am not quite sure yet girls as I am very busy at the moment with my work in lots of different countries but I will pop by more often to see you both again. I love you girls so much.
Claudia and Aldetruda Raab: We love you too.
Stefan gave his daughters a hug and a kiss on the cheek as it was right for him to show them love and he knocks on the door and Nike lets the girls in the house before getting her house keys and closes the door behind her as she begins to speak to Stefan because she needed a word with him.
Nike Raab (Stefan's ex girlfriend): Are you doing alright? Fizz was telling me that you been going through a tough time.
Stefan Raab: To be honest Nike yes I have been going through a tough time lately. It was hard for me today like my daughters knew everything more than me. Ever since that match I had with Baron Tomson in All Star Wrestling. I suffered from a memory loss and I got to be straight with you that only until recently that I had forgotten about my daughters. I even forgot Fizz's and my own son's name.
Nike Raab: Yes Fizz was telling me all about that actually Stefan. It's OK. Everyone goes through depression and stress especially in the business you are at. You know you are lucky on having such a caring fiancée like her otherwise you would've been lost with everything.
Stefan Raab: My depression came back yesterday sadly though because again I lost a title match and I was pissed with myself on letting you, Fizz and my kids down. I was crying my eyes out because I felt just so bad with myself.
Nike Raab: Everyone makes mistakes Stefan. Don't let people get to you. Everything happens for a reason as the saying goes. Thank you for taking them out today and buying them presents as they really do miss and love you a lot.
Stefan Raab: Today has made me realize that I have three kids and it helped me remember them.
Nike Raab: You are more than welcome to come over and take your daughters out again as they never been any happier than they have today. You just take care of yourself alright?
Stefan Raab: OK Nike I will do. I will see you soon. Bye.
Although they weren't going out any more. They were still good friends as Stefan and Nike gave each other a hug as Nike went back into the house while Stefan had to make his way to California where not only he will be training at the StarrDome all week but also for his match against Chris Wade for the chance to become a title contender which clearly he wasn't ready for at all.
The shoot.
I don't know what the fuck is going on but it seems like I been placed in some sort of heavyweight tournament against Chris Wade. He seems to be a nice guy and is new to the wrestling business like me but I need to get wins again if I have any confidence about going for title shots again. I admit that I don't deserve this shot at all because I have had far too many losses as of late but this company will help me get my confidence back that I need to wrestle as I fucking blew my chance to win a tag team title recently and I am making sure I am not letting this slip away from me.
I really don't know anything about you Chris but I am not going to be all that nasty on someone I clearly don't know anything about but just so you know that you are meeting one German wrestler that is not going to be a happy person far from it in fact when I am angry. I turn out a much better wrestler than I do if I was my normal self so that's saying something right there.
You might recognised me from elsewhere before but back then when I started in WEW. I was a very bad wrestler without any wins on my back and since being in another wrestling company called APW. I got some wins on my record but the last time I won a match was a couple of weeks ago against Baron Tomson in ASWF where everyone was expecting him to win when I overcame the odds on me winning the match.
This time though I don't seem to be an underdog but I need to win against you because I need to win and that comes tomorrow night when I defeat you in the middle of the ring and you will feel the anger that I have inside of me and I make sure to grab a win from you. I admit that I rather earn myself a spot for a title shot then being thrown in for one but I need to win this match for myself, Fizz and my kids I have back in California and in Germany because I have been letting them down a lot as of late and if I win this match at least then they can look at me as their rolemodel when they grow up.
Tomorrow night this match means a lot to us both and there is no secret that I am going to give everything in for this upcoming match that we are having Chris. It's hard to hate someone like you because you have guts just like I do when I go out to wrestle. Nothing will stop us from fighting because I also going to wrestle for the fans that deserve to see us both fighting for pride and honour that I know that we will use no weapons or anything just a straight flat out fight that will make the fans love us more. Prepare to be Raabinated by The Killerplauze.
Right now Stefan was distraught. He didn't know where he was with his wrestling career at this moment in time. So much had been going on in his career, He was angry with himself, He even couldn't help but cry when him and his partner lost their Tag Team title match at APW's event last night. He knew he had let everyone down especially his partner and his baby son. For the first time in his life he was scared, He was going into the unknown, He was doubting himself, He didn't know if he could handle the match with Chris Wade, It was for a World Championship Shot if he could pull it off, But he didn't believe he could, His confidence was gone he felt weak, He had lost one title shot and he believed he was only going to fail all over again.
He was putting his head down in his arms in disbelief that he just couldn't believe he blew another title chance he had even though he dominated most of the match and had fire in his eyes but then he couldn't bare himself to think but Fizz was there to reassure him that everything was going to be alright and she begins to speak to him while they were in a hotel room.
Fizz Raab: Stefan. Listen to me. Look I know that you are upset but you got to think to yourself that you will get another chance at the tag team titles someday and I think we should move on to talk about this match against Chris Wade.
Stefan Raab: I don't know if I can wrestle any more. Just every time I do. I always end up losing and I can't take it any more especially that I blew two chances for a title and heck this match alone I am not even sure I can beat Chris. I don't know what to do because I am a useless wrestler that is good at blowing chances for a title shot.
Fizz Raab: Stop thinking like that and get around that you are a good wrestler like you wouldn't be in No Limits Wrestling Federation if you weren't. Listen it's not worth to worry about it any more. You have to remember you have to wrestle for yourself. I don't know anything about Chris Wade at all myself but keep your head up. Also I think it's about time that you go and connect with your daughters as well as your son again.
Fizz was trying to help Stefan as best as she can as he was suffering from really bad depression and he still couldn't remember much about the match other than losing the match and Stefan thought that it was a waste of time to be in Greece for the match but he did it because he had to and he didn't know who his next opponent for APW was but that wasn't the time for Fizz to talk about that as it would confuse him more if she tells him. Stefan had almost forgot about his daughters and he begins to speak.
Stefan Raab: Daughters? Do I really have more than my son as my own kids?
Fizz Raab: Yes you do and I think it's about time you ought to meet them as I know you haven't done that yet for a long time on meeting them and you need to.
Stefan Raab: I don't know where in gods name they live.
Fizz Raab: I can help you with that don't worry.
Stefan's depression hit big time as he couldn't remember anything other than last night's match against Noble Hart for the tag titles and he cried even more just thinking about it so much and it was a bad flashback for him just witnessing him losing the match even though it was Yarmouth that tapped out but Fizz tries to find out where his daughters now live so he could go and visit them and find out their names as well as she know that Stefan had forgotten all about his daughters and even their names even though she had told him but he was so depressed that all he wanted to do was quit the wrestling business all together but at least for Fizz he wasn't losing his temper like he usually does.
Stefan Raab: I don't even remember my daughter's names or nothing Fizz. What shall I do?
Fizz Raab: Look I will find out for you and you can go and see them tomorrow as I think it will be nice for you to meet them and remember to come back to California to wrestle against Chris. I try and find out right now for you.
Fizz has a look online to find out where Stefan's daughters are located as she finds the information that she was looking for as they were living in Cologne, Germany where he used to live permanently writing the address down of where they live and she also found out their names as well as she begins to speak to him
Fizz Raab: OK I found out where they live. They currently live in Cologne, Germany and I written the address down. Also I found out their names for you and they are called Aldetruda and Christa. Want me to write their names down for you?
Stefan Raab: Please do Fizz.
Fizz writes Stefan's daughters names down on the piece of paper that had the address on it as she knows that Stefan has to go and visit them on his own because it was a chance for Stefan to connect with his daughters and she knows he will hate the news about that but for his sake. Fizz had to tell him as she felt that Stefan would be scared of being alone.
Fizz Raab: Stefan. Please don't get upset when I say this but I think that you should see your daughters alone without me.
Stefan Raab: Why Fizz?
Fizz Raab: One is that they are your daughters with your ex wife and not mine and two it gives you a chance to bond with them alone without me being there and I want you to do that.
Stefan got a bit upset as he was kind of scared to be alone but he listened to Fizz and he understands why he has to go and see them on his own without Fizz being there and he knew she brought out two good points as he still felt sad that he couldn't handle the pressure of being in the wrestling business and having another chance for a title shot maybe but at least if he loses the match he wouldn't have to worry about blowing another chance for a title shot. He begins to speak.
Stefan Raab: You made really good points that I need to see them on my own without you. I just can't believe how much my memory is fucked and not even remembering that I had daughters along with my son and even you. That's crazy like everything is right now with wrestling. You have helped me so much.
Fizz Raab: That's what I am here for to help you now you better get some sleep as you had a hard day in the gym and you are feeling really tired. Sleep for me and your kids OK?
Stefan Raab: OK I will try to sleep. Not going to get into any more arguments with you now because I need to listen to you more. Love you.
Fizz Raab: I love you too Stefan.
Fizz gives Stefan a kiss as he hugs Fizz as that was the only thing he could remember to do right now as he didn't know how to kiss a girl or make love with one due to the memory loss that he suffered from due to his depression as Fizz waits for Stefan to go to sleep and strokes his hair to relax him as she knows that he hasn't slept at all until she sees his eyes close and after she left him for an hour. She went to turn the lights off and goes to sleep herself.
Reconnecting with his daughters. Cologne, Germany. Saturday 15th September.
It was time for Stefan to reconnect with his daughters as Fizz has told Stefan's ex girlfriend about the memory loss that he has along with depression but his anger wasn't there and he couldn't be angry as he took his daughters to the zoo as he thought it was a good way on reconnecting with his daughters again on talking about the animals that were at the Cologne Zoo that they were at. Stefan was enjoying himself relaxing away from the wrestling business that he had been needing to do for a while now as he was changing a lot since the memory loss that he was suffering from a lot as he put the Thursday match back of his mind and focused on walking around the Cologne Zoo.
They were looking at the Tree Kangaroos as the two daughters look really happy on being with their dad and he was beginning to see what Fizz meant on reconnecting with his daughters before the match he has got with Chris tomorrow night but he wasn't too worried about that right now as spending time with his daughters was way more important as he was getting away from the stress he had been having and for the first time in months that Stefan smiled as he was really enjoying himself being with his daughters and spending time with them.
Claudia Raab: I am so glad to see you again Daddy.
Aldetruda Raab: I love being in the zoo with you with the animals. Me and Claudia have miss you Daddy.
Stefan Raab: I have missed you both too. These tree kangaroos are amazing aren't they?
Claudia Raab: Yes they are and they look so adorable. I want to see the bears. They are my favourite animals.
Stefan Raab: Oh really? Well in that case. We better go over and see them just for you Claudia and what are your favourite animals in the zoo Aldetruda?
Aldetruda Raab: Elephants daddy.
Stefan Raab: We can see both of the animals if you girls want because this day out is just for both of you. I need to show you girls lots of love right now as your daddy has been very busy doing a tough sport around the world lately.
Claudia Raab: Yes I want to see the bears. They are just so cute and adorable.
Stefan Raab: Yes they are and since you asked first. We will go over and see them now.
Claudia got excited about her daddy going to take her and Aldetruda to see the bears as it was quite a long walk at least he found out one thing about each of his daughters and that was the fact that they each had a favourite animal in the zoo they were in as he was holding both of his daughters hands feeling that they were his fresh and blood as he was a happy man right now spending time with his daughters and they walked over to the bears and Claudia really liked looking at the bears as they were on top of the trees and some of them were eating black berries that was on the floor and when Claudia was smiling Stefan was as well as it was a great day for them to bound as he needed to get to know them again after being away from his Daughters for so long.
It was something Stefan had to discover about that what their interests are and seemed like the Zoo was one of those places that his daughters liked as he had forgotten what his favourite animal was because it had been so long ago that he had been to a Zoo but maybe his daughters might be able to help Stefan remember as he needs a lot of help at the moment on things like that as he thought it was time to leave the bears and go to the elephants.
Stefan Raab: Come on Claudia. It's time for your sister to have a look at the Elephants.
Claudia Raab: Not fair because I like these bears. Can you take a picture of the bears for me please daddy?
Stefan Raab: Sure I can Claudia.
He fiddles with the camera that Claudia gave to her dad as he had forgotten how to use one and Aldetruda the eldest daughter out of the two helped Stefan to show him where the click button was on the camera and he took a picture of the bears for Claudia.
Claudia Raab: Thank you.
Stefan Raab: You are welcome now you girls are ready to see the elephants?
Aldetruda Raab: Yes I am daddy.
Stefan Raab: Good now let's go and see them.
Stefan holds his daughters hands and they walked over to the elephants which weren't that far away from the bears that they saw a few minutes ago and Aldetruda lets go of Stefan's hand and rans to the elephants and what got her interested in the elephants was the trunks that they had and she saw them eating the nuts into their mouth from their trunks and that's what fascinated Aldetruda. He was enjoying spending the quality time he needed with his daughters that he loved and adored so much. It was good for him as he completely lost his anger with Fizz yesterday and today it made him feel better about himself as he took a picture of the elephant for Aldetruda.
Aldetruda Raab: Look at the elephants eating the nuts into their mouths from their trunks Claudia and daddy.
Claudia Raab: That does look funny actually. I already know what our daddy's favourite animals are.
Stefan Raab: Yes it is interesting isn't it how they eat food into their mouths. Do you really girls?
Aldetruda Raab: Yes we do. Come on Claudia let's drag our daddy to his favourite animals.
It was his daughters turn to drag Stefan around as he was really enjoying himself and done the right thing on spending quality time with them on his own. He had to thank Fizz for finding the info for him as it was one of the best days out he has had in a while with anyone as they dragged him to the penguins and Stefan was a little puzzled on how the girls knew that they were Stefan's favourite animals as he didn't even knew that with his memory being gone but he was glad that his daughters helped him on finding his favourite animals.
Stefan Raab: You girls are so clever on knowing what my favourite animals are. Because you girls have been so good that I am going to buy you both a present a cuddly elephant and bear for you girls. Daddy has to go to work in America tomorrow.
Aldetruda Raab: Why?
Stefan Raab: Because daddy has to take part in a big sports event. Not something for you girls to watch though.
Stefan just looks over at the penguins as he was enjoying seeing them swim and walking around the pool which he smiled as he didn't know what to think on him being really happy being with his daughters and he couldn't explain the sport he was doing on Sunday as it was far too violent for them to watch at the age they were at as he was looking over them for 10 minutes as he then decides to go to the shop and buy the girls a cuddly elephant and a bear and then he takes them back home by walking while he was holding his daughter's hands and while they reached to the house. Stefan finds someone across the street so he could have a picture with his daughters so he can help himself remember them better. After that Claudia begins to speak as Stefan crouches down to her level.
Claudia Raab: When will you see me and Aldetruda again?
Stefan Raab: I am not quite sure yet girls as I am very busy at the moment with my work in lots of different countries but I will pop by more often to see you both again. I love you girls so much.
Claudia and Aldetruda Raab: We love you too.
Stefan gave his daughters a hug and a kiss on the cheek as it was right for him to show them love and he knocks on the door and Nike lets the girls in the house before getting her house keys and closes the door behind her as she begins to speak to Stefan because she needed a word with him.
Nike Raab (Stefan's ex girlfriend): Are you doing alright? Fizz was telling me that you been going through a tough time.
Stefan Raab: To be honest Nike yes I have been going through a tough time lately. It was hard for me today like my daughters knew everything more than me. Ever since that match I had with Baron Tomson in All Star Wrestling. I suffered from a memory loss and I got to be straight with you that only until recently that I had forgotten about my daughters. I even forgot Fizz's and my own son's name.
Nike Raab: Yes Fizz was telling me all about that actually Stefan. It's OK. Everyone goes through depression and stress especially in the business you are at. You know you are lucky on having such a caring fiancée like her otherwise you would've been lost with everything.
Stefan Raab: My depression came back yesterday sadly though because again I lost a title match and I was pissed with myself on letting you, Fizz and my kids down. I was crying my eyes out because I felt just so bad with myself.
Nike Raab: Everyone makes mistakes Stefan. Don't let people get to you. Everything happens for a reason as the saying goes. Thank you for taking them out today and buying them presents as they really do miss and love you a lot.
Stefan Raab: Today has made me realize that I have three kids and it helped me remember them.
Nike Raab: You are more than welcome to come over and take your daughters out again as they never been any happier than they have today. You just take care of yourself alright?
Stefan Raab: OK Nike I will do. I will see you soon. Bye.
Although they weren't going out any more. They were still good friends as Stefan and Nike gave each other a hug as Nike went back into the house while Stefan had to make his way to California where not only he will be training at the StarrDome all week but also for his match against Chris Wade for the chance to become a title contender which clearly he wasn't ready for at all.
The shoot.
I don't know what the fuck is going on but it seems like I been placed in some sort of heavyweight tournament against Chris Wade. He seems to be a nice guy and is new to the wrestling business like me but I need to get wins again if I have any confidence about going for title shots again. I admit that I don't deserve this shot at all because I have had far too many losses as of late but this company will help me get my confidence back that I need to wrestle as I fucking blew my chance to win a tag team title recently and I am making sure I am not letting this slip away from me.
I really don't know anything about you Chris but I am not going to be all that nasty on someone I clearly don't know anything about but just so you know that you are meeting one German wrestler that is not going to be a happy person far from it in fact when I am angry. I turn out a much better wrestler than I do if I was my normal self so that's saying something right there.
You might recognised me from elsewhere before but back then when I started in WEW. I was a very bad wrestler without any wins on my back and since being in another wrestling company called APW. I got some wins on my record but the last time I won a match was a couple of weeks ago against Baron Tomson in ASWF where everyone was expecting him to win when I overcame the odds on me winning the match.
This time though I don't seem to be an underdog but I need to win against you because I need to win and that comes tomorrow night when I defeat you in the middle of the ring and you will feel the anger that I have inside of me and I make sure to grab a win from you. I admit that I rather earn myself a spot for a title shot then being thrown in for one but I need to win this match for myself, Fizz and my kids I have back in California and in Germany because I have been letting them down a lot as of late and if I win this match at least then they can look at me as their rolemodel when they grow up.
Tomorrow night this match means a lot to us both and there is no secret that I am going to give everything in for this upcoming match that we are having Chris. It's hard to hate someone like you because you have guts just like I do when I go out to wrestle. Nothing will stop us from fighting because I also going to wrestle for the fans that deserve to see us both fighting for pride and honour that I know that we will use no weapons or anything just a straight flat out fight that will make the fans love us more. Prepare to be Raabinated by The Killerplauze.