Post by Fizz Raab on Feb 18, 2012 13:39:06 GMT
Prologue: Fizz's loss against Zoey Walters and facing against Alistar Bane.
Another loss on Fizz's record in WEW and she mentally doesn't feel like she wants to wrestle anymore more with the hate she has been getting on twitter as of late. She needs to produce something elsewhere or else she knows she might be at risk of losing her job again and being in the streets. She realises this and now has the chance to wrestle on the PPV. Will she overcome her losses and win the match? Wait and see come Animosity on Monday night.
Scene 1: In hospital. Florence, Italy. Sunday 19th February. 12pm.
Since Thursday night after they got back from Cologne. Stefan was out walking while Fizz was almost trying to give her life up because she just couldn't deal with the hating and abuse that she was getting on twitter. She tried to kill herself by not drinking anything at all, tried to cut herself, tried to chop her head off by using a window and Stefan thinks that she tried it again by not eating anything all day yesterday. Psychically and mentally Fizz wasn't going to be 100% for the match but she was still going to turn up for the fans anyway and begins to speak as she was in bed getting fluids pumped into her body.
The Fizz: I don't know what to do any more Stefan. I mean this is my 3rd loss in a row and people hating me on twitter it's really got to me you know. I know there will be some people thinking that I am an idiot but try putting myself in my shoes wondering what to do in your mind people. Would you think of stupid things or not? I don't know but it really hurt me that people don't seem to give a shit about me.
Stefan really does understand what Fizz was going through as he has been there himself with the history that only Fizz knows about but he was strong and already forgot what happened in the past. He begins to speak as he was sitting at the hospital table.
Stefan Raab: I know how you feel Fizz but this is not the way to do it to put yourself in hospital and almost killing yourself. At least you will be able to come out of hospital tomorrow and realise that you might have a number one title shot match at stake if you win this match against Alistair Bane at the PPV. You got to trust me that somewhere you will find the confidence within yourself to be able to win matches again.
Fizz hears Stefan out as he was right with one thing that she could have a title shot in place if she wins this match on Animosity and she begins to speak.
The Fizz: You are right Stefan in more ways than one that I do have to wrestle against Alistair even if I have to overcome the haters and the losses that I have been having on WEW. I have to somehow fight my way back to the top and not let them get to me like I have already done. This Alistair guy seems to want to fight Vantage before you do but I am not standing for that. He only wants to face Vantage for his title not like for you where you only want to fight him for respect, for your fans and to promote the wrestling business to your country. Let's get out of here now since we got all the paperwork we need to give to the doctor back at home.
So Stefan and Fizz went out of the hospital and went back to the hotel with things to talk about mainly about the match up against Alistair for Monday night.
Scene 2: Looking around Italy. Florence, Italy. Monday 19th February. 1pm.
A day after Fizz got out of hospital because of her suicidal attempts of trying to kill herself. Stefan decided rather than have her sit in the hotel room and doing nothing all day trying to fully recover. He thought for her to go out and discover Italy since they haven't had the chance to do that since Fizz arrived in Italy since it was in the hotel room and then she fainted on the floor. She really wasn't going to say that much today about Alistar Bane cos she wasn't fit enough but she had to as she begins to speak.
The Fizz: I got to admit that I won't be fit going into this match with you Alistar if at all because I been so ill that I haven't had the chance to go out and explore like I am right now. Stefan thought it was a good idea that I would do that and it is helping me getting over the fact that I will have to overcome the odds to not only get over the haters but to get another win in my name which is what I planned to do this week. I nearly wasted an good chance on going for a title shot but I don't deserve it to be honest.
Stefan clearly wasn't happy with the last comment that he heard her say that she wasn't worthy of a title shot and he begins to speak to her while she was looking at Cathedral.
Stefan Raab: Fizz. Snap out of it. You know too god dam well that you deserve this chance to go and wrestle on the Pay Per View to maybe get yourself a chance of a title shot. You have to excuse Fizz here because she isn't usually like that. It's just that people have given her so much hate as of late that she mentally doesn't feel like wrestling you. Not that you are a shit wrestler or anything because I think you are it's just the way Fizz is feeling. I still think you are in the way of my match against Vantage. God you are so stupid thinking that I want to win Vantage's title well I don't. I want to wrestle for my fans, for respect and to promote WEW in Germany not for his title because I need to do it to promote the wrestling business in Germany and that is the only way of doing that.
Stefan was stating the facts that Alistar was in his way of his feud with Vantage and he tells Fizz to stop thinking negative like the doctors told him and think on the positives in live and he gets her to drink as he brought her a Monster Energy drink and she drinks it as Stefan smiles as he knows that she hasn't drank enough fluids as of late. Fizz begins to speak.
The Fizz: Stef said that I might have a chance of going for a title shot whatever this Fatal 4 match is about is beyond me but I reckon that it might be for a title shot. I still remember when I won the ladder match on my 2nd return to the WEW company and chose the tag team titles to go for. I will be different and chose carefully what I want to go for. I do fancy going for the WEW title that Sophie holds but wouldn't mind facing Vantage in the ring again for his title this time that would be the only difference but whatever happens if I decide to face Vantage. I will let Stefan wrestle him first because he has organized the match very well and a well picked opponent. This might give me some confidence boost that I need to get myself out of this situation I was in the last few days.
Stefan thought that was a perfect talk from Fizz stating that what title she might go for as she was unsuccessful the first time she had a title match clause according to the story Fizz told him a while back. Stefan had a few words to say about this Alistar guy as he hears that he wants to face Vantage as he does. He begins to speak.
Stefan Raab: So I hear that you want to face Vantage for his title? Not until I get a chance of beating his ass first you won't get a chance of doing that. You see you can wait for your chance and he will still walk out champion regardless if I win or lose the match against him so you can go for his title shot but I clearly don't want to wrestle him for that. I am not going to repeat myself because I already just said right now. You have to get through Fizz and me if you want to go for a title shot against Vantage that's how the world works my friend. By the way I am more than just a TV host. I am a singer, a poker player and I take part and organize sport events that I said in the ring last week. I am more known as an Entertainer more than a TV host.
Fizz hears Stefan out as he tells her to drink her drink as she does and Stefan kisses her for getting fluids in her system that she needed to do according to the doctors. She begins to speak more about the match as Stefan looks at the white cathedral that Fizz has already looked at while Stefan was talking about the match.
The Fizz: You see unlike my ex husband who would've backed down from a match. My fiancé oh yeah didn't you guys know that Stefan proposed to me on Valentines Day and I agreed to marry him? Yes that's true he did but anyway he will not back down from any challenge I mean you should take a look of his boxing match. He suffered from a broken nose in that fight and all the referee's and even his coaches told him to leave the fight for another day. Stefan said no and carried on fighting. See that's true guts for you and heck he challenged a champion to a wrestling match. When do you see celebrities do that? Yeah that shows how gutsy Stefan really is. This isn't about him though. It's about me and I need to wrestle to get my confidence back and mentally think that I could have a chance on gaining a title shot.
Fizz actually drinks without Stefan telling her to and they walk on to look at other things that the place have in Florence and they see something interesting of a Leonardo da Vinci model that seemed quite interesting to her who seemed so much like Stefan doing more things than what a normal person would do. She begins to speak.
The Fizz: You see people like Leonard da Vinci and Stefan Raab have things in common like they were singers and writers which Stefan has wrote songs for people to sing in the Eurovision Song Contest. How did Germany win the contest in 2010? It was because of Stefan writing a song out for Lena to win the contest. That's what people are forgetting the history these two men have made for their countries. I am about to come back in that ring and face you Alistar. You have way more of an advantage than me at the moment with my critical state but the fact is that I am still going to wrestle. I am not letting this title shot it might be slide away just because of my silly mistake of trying to kill myself. I forgot that I have fans in the wrestling business and that I forgot that Stefan makes me happy no matter what I do win or lose. I need to beat you so I can have the confidence within myself to win matches again.
Stefan was proud that Fizz was thinking about the positive side of things again as he got her to eat some pizza as that was another thing that Fizz didn't do much was eat and she had to take his offer and ate the pizza and continues to speak again as they walk around the Florence town centre which was a pretty big place and that Italy was quite an old fashioned country and was interesting for Fizz and Stefan to look at the history of the country and to know more about it. Fizz begins to speak more.
The Fizz: So Alistar you know that I will be willing to give you an ass kicking and that's exactly what I want to do is giving you a good match and produce something from elsewhere. You see you don't need to win matches while I do to get myself back to where I was before I was in hospital. I need to get in the ring and beat you in the ring because I am on a losing streak for one and two it would be better for my health that I start to win matches. What a kind of name is Bane? Is it some sort of a sword that has a blade on it or is it a name of a dog. Oh wait you are a dog that goes through people and claiming that you are the best. I feel that no one is the best and I will be willing to admit that I am not the best wrestler far from it. I am like in the middle at the moment in time. I have had a title shot and almost won the match until The Hellcats started to cheat to win the match which they did clearly when I had a chance last time.
Fizz has learnt her lesson the last time she had something like this and she learnt it good that never to turn your back on anything that might cause you to lose distraction as they were looking at the statue that looked like a lion and Fizz was very happy to be out with Stefan looking around the area that they hadn't got the chance to since Fizz has been in hospital most of the time. She continues to speak as Stefan has finished what he had to say.
The Fizz: You are going to be prepared for a serious beat down because the way I have been feeling. I am mentally angry with myself knowing that I could've lost a very important match that might happen in my career going towards the PPV to be in the fatal 4 match against likes of John Cena, Ryan Cavallari, Raven and Justin Blade whoever wins their matches this week on Animosity and Adrenaline I don't care who they are but I will tell you that from what I am seeing that I will be the only female in the match up but it's fine with me because I can wrestle on the PPV but I do need to rack up those wins and that's by defeating Alistar Bane to do it. Also from what I might be hearing that Stefan might wrestle on the same PPV too but I still will be managing him regardless of what result comes out of this match.
Fizz had a few more words to say before she had to spend time with Stefan talking about on her counselling sessions that she was going to do when she goes back to America with Stefan on Friday to sort her mind out and dealing with the bullies that she couldn't handle. She continues on as they walk away from the lion and having the long walk back to the hotel.
The Fizz: I hope that you are ready to face me because I am not going to be the nice Fizz that everyone knows and sees. I am going to be a nasty motherfucking bitch that will go out there and destroy you because the way I am feeling I am so pissed with myself on losing matches and knowing I would be getting myself fired if I don't show the performance I need to show to everyone. I will prove that woman do belong in the wrestling business and proving everyone wrong that I do deserve to be in the wrestling business and proving my might and force to wreak everyone that is in my way on achieving something that no other girl has done before winning matches after coming up on serious losses and mentally be happy with winning this match. Let's get fizzicle and your gonna get fizzed very badly Alistar.
Fizz then stopped talking and then went back to the hotel as Stefan and Fizz made a plan of going back to Anaheim, California on Friday to get the counselling sessions sorted to deal with her depression and her suicidal thoughts and the bullying she has been dealing with in the last week.
Another loss on Fizz's record in WEW and she mentally doesn't feel like she wants to wrestle anymore more with the hate she has been getting on twitter as of late. She needs to produce something elsewhere or else she knows she might be at risk of losing her job again and being in the streets. She realises this and now has the chance to wrestle on the PPV. Will she overcome her losses and win the match? Wait and see come Animosity on Monday night.
Scene 1: In hospital. Florence, Italy. Sunday 19th February. 12pm.
Since Thursday night after they got back from Cologne. Stefan was out walking while Fizz was almost trying to give her life up because she just couldn't deal with the hating and abuse that she was getting on twitter. She tried to kill herself by not drinking anything at all, tried to cut herself, tried to chop her head off by using a window and Stefan thinks that she tried it again by not eating anything all day yesterday. Psychically and mentally Fizz wasn't going to be 100% for the match but she was still going to turn up for the fans anyway and begins to speak as she was in bed getting fluids pumped into her body.
The Fizz: I don't know what to do any more Stefan. I mean this is my 3rd loss in a row and people hating me on twitter it's really got to me you know. I know there will be some people thinking that I am an idiot but try putting myself in my shoes wondering what to do in your mind people. Would you think of stupid things or not? I don't know but it really hurt me that people don't seem to give a shit about me.
Stefan really does understand what Fizz was going through as he has been there himself with the history that only Fizz knows about but he was strong and already forgot what happened in the past. He begins to speak as he was sitting at the hospital table.
Stefan Raab: I know how you feel Fizz but this is not the way to do it to put yourself in hospital and almost killing yourself. At least you will be able to come out of hospital tomorrow and realise that you might have a number one title shot match at stake if you win this match against Alistair Bane at the PPV. You got to trust me that somewhere you will find the confidence within yourself to be able to win matches again.
Fizz hears Stefan out as he was right with one thing that she could have a title shot in place if she wins this match on Animosity and she begins to speak.
The Fizz: You are right Stefan in more ways than one that I do have to wrestle against Alistair even if I have to overcome the haters and the losses that I have been having on WEW. I have to somehow fight my way back to the top and not let them get to me like I have already done. This Alistair guy seems to want to fight Vantage before you do but I am not standing for that. He only wants to face Vantage for his title not like for you where you only want to fight him for respect, for your fans and to promote the wrestling business to your country. Let's get out of here now since we got all the paperwork we need to give to the doctor back at home.
So Stefan and Fizz went out of the hospital and went back to the hotel with things to talk about mainly about the match up against Alistair for Monday night.
Scene 2: Looking around Italy. Florence, Italy. Monday 19th February. 1pm.
A day after Fizz got out of hospital because of her suicidal attempts of trying to kill herself. Stefan decided rather than have her sit in the hotel room and doing nothing all day trying to fully recover. He thought for her to go out and discover Italy since they haven't had the chance to do that since Fizz arrived in Italy since it was in the hotel room and then she fainted on the floor. She really wasn't going to say that much today about Alistar Bane cos she wasn't fit enough but she had to as she begins to speak.
The Fizz: I got to admit that I won't be fit going into this match with you Alistar if at all because I been so ill that I haven't had the chance to go out and explore like I am right now. Stefan thought it was a good idea that I would do that and it is helping me getting over the fact that I will have to overcome the odds to not only get over the haters but to get another win in my name which is what I planned to do this week. I nearly wasted an good chance on going for a title shot but I don't deserve it to be honest.
Stefan clearly wasn't happy with the last comment that he heard her say that she wasn't worthy of a title shot and he begins to speak to her while she was looking at Cathedral.
Stefan Raab: Fizz. Snap out of it. You know too god dam well that you deserve this chance to go and wrestle on the Pay Per View to maybe get yourself a chance of a title shot. You have to excuse Fizz here because she isn't usually like that. It's just that people have given her so much hate as of late that she mentally doesn't feel like wrestling you. Not that you are a shit wrestler or anything because I think you are it's just the way Fizz is feeling. I still think you are in the way of my match against Vantage. God you are so stupid thinking that I want to win Vantage's title well I don't. I want to wrestle for my fans, for respect and to promote WEW in Germany not for his title because I need to do it to promote the wrestling business in Germany and that is the only way of doing that.
Stefan was stating the facts that Alistar was in his way of his feud with Vantage and he tells Fizz to stop thinking negative like the doctors told him and think on the positives in live and he gets her to drink as he brought her a Monster Energy drink and she drinks it as Stefan smiles as he knows that she hasn't drank enough fluids as of late. Fizz begins to speak.
The Fizz: Stef said that I might have a chance of going for a title shot whatever this Fatal 4 match is about is beyond me but I reckon that it might be for a title shot. I still remember when I won the ladder match on my 2nd return to the WEW company and chose the tag team titles to go for. I will be different and chose carefully what I want to go for. I do fancy going for the WEW title that Sophie holds but wouldn't mind facing Vantage in the ring again for his title this time that would be the only difference but whatever happens if I decide to face Vantage. I will let Stefan wrestle him first because he has organized the match very well and a well picked opponent. This might give me some confidence boost that I need to get myself out of this situation I was in the last few days.
Stefan thought that was a perfect talk from Fizz stating that what title she might go for as she was unsuccessful the first time she had a title match clause according to the story Fizz told him a while back. Stefan had a few words to say about this Alistar guy as he hears that he wants to face Vantage as he does. He begins to speak.
Stefan Raab: So I hear that you want to face Vantage for his title? Not until I get a chance of beating his ass first you won't get a chance of doing that. You see you can wait for your chance and he will still walk out champion regardless if I win or lose the match against him so you can go for his title shot but I clearly don't want to wrestle him for that. I am not going to repeat myself because I already just said right now. You have to get through Fizz and me if you want to go for a title shot against Vantage that's how the world works my friend. By the way I am more than just a TV host. I am a singer, a poker player and I take part and organize sport events that I said in the ring last week. I am more known as an Entertainer more than a TV host.
Fizz hears Stefan out as he tells her to drink her drink as she does and Stefan kisses her for getting fluids in her system that she needed to do according to the doctors. She begins to speak more about the match as Stefan looks at the white cathedral that Fizz has already looked at while Stefan was talking about the match.
The Fizz: You see unlike my ex husband who would've backed down from a match. My fiancé oh yeah didn't you guys know that Stefan proposed to me on Valentines Day and I agreed to marry him? Yes that's true he did but anyway he will not back down from any challenge I mean you should take a look of his boxing match. He suffered from a broken nose in that fight and all the referee's and even his coaches told him to leave the fight for another day. Stefan said no and carried on fighting. See that's true guts for you and heck he challenged a champion to a wrestling match. When do you see celebrities do that? Yeah that shows how gutsy Stefan really is. This isn't about him though. It's about me and I need to wrestle to get my confidence back and mentally think that I could have a chance on gaining a title shot.
Fizz actually drinks without Stefan telling her to and they walk on to look at other things that the place have in Florence and they see something interesting of a Leonardo da Vinci model that seemed quite interesting to her who seemed so much like Stefan doing more things than what a normal person would do. She begins to speak.
The Fizz: You see people like Leonard da Vinci and Stefan Raab have things in common like they were singers and writers which Stefan has wrote songs for people to sing in the Eurovision Song Contest. How did Germany win the contest in 2010? It was because of Stefan writing a song out for Lena to win the contest. That's what people are forgetting the history these two men have made for their countries. I am about to come back in that ring and face you Alistar. You have way more of an advantage than me at the moment with my critical state but the fact is that I am still going to wrestle. I am not letting this title shot it might be slide away just because of my silly mistake of trying to kill myself. I forgot that I have fans in the wrestling business and that I forgot that Stefan makes me happy no matter what I do win or lose. I need to beat you so I can have the confidence within myself to win matches again.
Stefan was proud that Fizz was thinking about the positive side of things again as he got her to eat some pizza as that was another thing that Fizz didn't do much was eat and she had to take his offer and ate the pizza and continues to speak again as they walk around the Florence town centre which was a pretty big place and that Italy was quite an old fashioned country and was interesting for Fizz and Stefan to look at the history of the country and to know more about it. Fizz begins to speak more.
The Fizz: So Alistar you know that I will be willing to give you an ass kicking and that's exactly what I want to do is giving you a good match and produce something from elsewhere. You see you don't need to win matches while I do to get myself back to where I was before I was in hospital. I need to get in the ring and beat you in the ring because I am on a losing streak for one and two it would be better for my health that I start to win matches. What a kind of name is Bane? Is it some sort of a sword that has a blade on it or is it a name of a dog. Oh wait you are a dog that goes through people and claiming that you are the best. I feel that no one is the best and I will be willing to admit that I am not the best wrestler far from it. I am like in the middle at the moment in time. I have had a title shot and almost won the match until The Hellcats started to cheat to win the match which they did clearly when I had a chance last time.
Fizz has learnt her lesson the last time she had something like this and she learnt it good that never to turn your back on anything that might cause you to lose distraction as they were looking at the statue that looked like a lion and Fizz was very happy to be out with Stefan looking around the area that they hadn't got the chance to since Fizz has been in hospital most of the time. She continues to speak as Stefan has finished what he had to say.
The Fizz: You are going to be prepared for a serious beat down because the way I have been feeling. I am mentally angry with myself knowing that I could've lost a very important match that might happen in my career going towards the PPV to be in the fatal 4 match against likes of John Cena, Ryan Cavallari, Raven and Justin Blade whoever wins their matches this week on Animosity and Adrenaline I don't care who they are but I will tell you that from what I am seeing that I will be the only female in the match up but it's fine with me because I can wrestle on the PPV but I do need to rack up those wins and that's by defeating Alistar Bane to do it. Also from what I might be hearing that Stefan might wrestle on the same PPV too but I still will be managing him regardless of what result comes out of this match.
Fizz had a few more words to say before she had to spend time with Stefan talking about on her counselling sessions that she was going to do when she goes back to America with Stefan on Friday to sort her mind out and dealing with the bullies that she couldn't handle. She continues on as they walk away from the lion and having the long walk back to the hotel.
The Fizz: I hope that you are ready to face me because I am not going to be the nice Fizz that everyone knows and sees. I am going to be a nasty motherfucking bitch that will go out there and destroy you because the way I am feeling I am so pissed with myself on losing matches and knowing I would be getting myself fired if I don't show the performance I need to show to everyone. I will prove that woman do belong in the wrestling business and proving everyone wrong that I do deserve to be in the wrestling business and proving my might and force to wreak everyone that is in my way on achieving something that no other girl has done before winning matches after coming up on serious losses and mentally be happy with winning this match. Let's get fizzicle and your gonna get fizzed very badly Alistar.
Fizz then stopped talking and then went back to the hotel as Stefan and Fizz made a plan of going back to Anaheim, California on Friday to get the counselling sessions sorted to deal with her depression and her suicidal thoughts and the bullying she has been dealing with in the last week.