Post by Konrad Raab on Sept 20, 2012 2:11:54 GMT
Getting some advice. Anaheim, California. Friday 21st September.
Stefan had a great win over Chris Wade last week in California which wasn't far from where he lived but this week he's got a real big challenge ahead of him on facing against Sean Mendez. Stefan has had a few spats with him in the past but he couldn't remember that as he still was remembering a lot of things as last week it was remembering his daughters and Fizz was still there to help him but they weren't at home this time talking about things.
They were in the restaurant along with Matthäus in the pram talking about the latest things that have been going on which wasn't much apart from him being prepared for the other fight he has to do with Jason Kash on Sunday in APW but that was for a another day but right now Fizz really needed to have a serious talk with Stefan about the match up as she knows everything about Sean Mendez especially that she has faced him in the ring before.
Fizz Raab: Alright Stefan. We are going to talk about your match against Sean Mendez today. I know everything about this guy.
Stefan Raab: What? Tell me how you know about this Sean guy?
Fizz Raab: I tell you again since you of course have completely forgotten about this. You see back a good old few years ago. I faced Sean in the ring and he's beaten me before but I beaten him as well and he's your most dangerous opponent that you have come across yet even more dangerous than James Shark.
Stefan Raab: Tell me how he's dangerous Fizz like should I be scared like I am already?
Stefan was really scared as he always was with each wrestling fight as he never knew what sort of mess he gets into especially with Cody Taylor getting involved in his business as well which didn't help things at all whatsoever but Fizz won't talk about Cody because she needed to get Stefan to focus on Sean for now as Matthäus was crying and Fizz was getting him out of the pram and gives him a feed from her nipple and begins to speak.
Fizz Raab: Well he can go really extreme and use weapons on you and can hurt you pretty badly in the ring. He's very dangerous with his strikes and watch out for the highflying moves as well. He is smaller than you but don't underestimate him at all whatsoever because he's really smart and he knows exactly what you are doing in the ring. Just please be careful of him for the sake of me and your kids.
Stefan Raab: Now I am really shitting myself facing him especially for this title shot as well that I may get if I beat Sean. I don't know how I walked away from Chris Wade fight last week. He seems like some kind of legend doesn't he right?
Fizz Raab: Yes he is a legend and I hear there is this Latin American Exchange team short for LAX coming back to the company so you really got to be careful with that as well because Mexicans are nasty brutal fighters. Thankfully I hear you aren't apart of that team or apart of the war but just be careful alright?
Stefan Raab: OK I will. What is this LAX thing all about?
Of course Fizz had to explain to Stefan because he had forgotten everything that has happened in wrestling recently as she was trying to explain to him as best as she can about the whole situation just so he could be aware of what was going on in wrestling. She knew everything about what Cody did to Stefan but of course she wasn't going to bring that up but today was about Stefan getting to know more about Sean Mendez his opponent along with the LAX gang that he needed to know everything about even though Fizz knows that Stefan would be more worried about Cody Taylor rather than LAX anyway.
She sees Stefan being scared about the whole thing while they were eating in a restaurant with Fizz wearing a red dress while Stefan was wearing a suit and Matthäus was still feeding on Fizz since he was quite hungry. He was shaking like anything because he actually was scared of Sean because of what Fizz said about him being a dangerous wrestler.
Fizz Raab: Relax darling. I know you are scared but you need to face your fears in the ring. Anyway this Latin American Exchange guys are basically like a stable just like you and Yarmouth's team as The European Invasion but a stable is more than just two people. They are brutal fighters that would do anything to cheat to win matches. Trust me I been there all before with them but I don't think they will attack you because you aren't American and usually they are more interested in attacking American wrestlers so you will be safe but just be aware of them.
Stefan Raab: That's good enough to know about this stable I might be up against. So what do I need to remember next?
Fizz Raab: That was something I was going to talk to you about actually. I think the next thing is remembering your dead cousin called Abelard who is Jake's brother if you remember him. I got the address of the graves you need to go at in Germany and just take your time to remember him and visit the graves to bring some flowers. Here is the address I written down for you on this piece of paper.
Fizz gets the piece of paper out of her bag and gives it to Stefan where it had the address of where the grave of Abelard Raab was buried as he put it in his coat pocket so he knows where it is because Fizz had already booked him a ticket to go straight to Germany and he had never been to visit someone in a grave before although last time he did. He destroyed a grave but that was when he was a bad guy and before the match with Trisha he had but now he changed since the memory loss and he still can't remember anything he has said or done as of late but that was going to take him sometime to remember everything that had happened and she knew that Stefan was going to ask about Cody attacking him.
She could see it coming but she wanted to not talk about that as much as she can avoid on talking about that but she might if she has to as Fizz had to be completely open with everything with Stefan at the moment due to the memory loss he was still trying to cope with and that would help him remember about his dead cousin that passed away a few years ago.
Stefan Raab: So I got a cousin called Jake who lost his brother? How did it happen Fizz?
Fizz Raab: That's something I want you to find out on your own along with looking for the grave as well as it should be important to remember your cousin. I heard you was close to your cousin though in the past before he died. It will help you a lot but like I said last week. Remember to go to Bangkok, Thailand when you have finished seeing your cousin OK?
Stefan Raab: Yeah I guess you are right that it's best for me to find out what happened and everything on my own as it would be good for me to remember this cousin again. What happened to me last week as some guy attacked me didn't he after my match last week?
Fizz was right that she knew that she was going to have to explain everything about what happened to him last week with Cody attacking him as she could tell that it was going to come but it was when was the problem and that did pop up as Matthäus stopped eating on Fizz and then went back in the pram going straight off to sleep as Stefan was still scared more of him remembering what happened last week but he didn't know who it was that attacked him of course Fizz didn't want to bring it up but she had to and she begins to speak more about it.
Fizz Raab: OK that guy that attacked you last week is someone you know very well more than I do actually called Cody Taylor. He said that he likes you but he doesn't think you are a good wrestler at all. Don't worry about Cody though just focus on Sean Mendez this week as that should be your target of the week. Forget Cody he's in a tag team match while you have a big goal to achieve on not only facing your fears but winning that match against Sean for the chance to become a champion.
Stefan Raab: What? Me becoming champion? Don't be silly. I am not good enough to become champion in wrestling. Look at the times where I have had title shots for the North American and Tag Team titles that I had in APW. I fucked them up and I am sure as hell going to fuck this one up yet again especially this time knowing who Sean is.
Fizz Raab: You are being silly on not having full confidence in yourself Stefan. Those two times haven't been your fault though Stefan like Carmen got involved in the match and screwed you on winning the title and then Evan attacked you with the brass knucks for the three count and then the tag match that was completely not your fault at all as it was Yarmouth that tapped out. You and him have nothing to be ashamed of as both of you gave Noble Hart a real challenge for the tag titles.
Stefan Raab: So it was Cody attacking me? Oh OK I guess I have to owe him a little bit of payback.
Fizz Raab: No you won't Stefan because he's the founder of NLWF and if you touch him you would get fired.
Stefan was trying to relax himself as he was scared but he had to face his fears and listening to every word that Fizz was saying about the match as he rather to know that he was going to fuck up a third chance of a title shot than knowing that he will get one because of the last two title shots that he blew big time but he reminds himself that he feels pretty lucky to be in the wrestling business and how people like to push Stefan for title glory which seemed like it was going to happen sooner rather than later as he was eating his chicken salad dinner that he ordered himself and minutes later. He finished it and begins to speak.
Stefan Raab: You are right that I shouldn't bother with Cody and have full confidence in myself to win the match against Sean on Saturday. I need to go and see my dead cousin don't I?
Fizz Raab: That's right and you are going there tomorrow to see him as you need to remember him. I can't come to Thailand with you because of Matthäus being two months old and he can't go on planes yet but me and your son will be watching you and no matter what happens in the ring on Sunday night. You always make me and Matthäus proud and your daughters as well.
Stefan then decides to pick Matthäus up and cuddles him in his arms being a father that he is to the baby and gently rocks him in his arms being proud on having a baby with Fizz and it was growing very nicely now and is a fully developed baby right now after Fizz feeding him with her nipple everyday with milk that Matthäus needed to grow and he was a lot and gaining a lot of weight which was good for the baby and Stefan was cuddling his son and begins to speak to him in a baby type voice.
Stefan Raab: Little Matthäus. You won't be seeing daddy these next few days because daddy is going to two different countries that are far away from where you and mummy are living at right now. I will always think and remember you. I will come back on Monday and see you. Daddy loves you so much. You are the cutest baby in the world.
Stefan gives his son a kiss and a cuddle as he mainly fights for his family something he loves to be apart of. He really wants Matthäus to meet his half sisters but it was too early at the moment and plus they needed to get him jabs and everything before he can fly anywhere as he then puts Matthäus back in the pram while Fizz came back from paying the money for the food at the till when Stefan was talking to Matthäus. They walked out of the restaurant and Stefan and Fizz were snogging like anything and they went their separate ways like Fizz and Matthäus went back home while Stefan went to catch his plane to Germany to visit his dead cousin.
Abelard Raab's grave. Dussledorf, Germany. Saturday 22nd September.
Thanks to Fizz for helping him finding out about where Stefan's close cousin was buried. He eventually got to the graveyard somewhere he was quite well known for destroying graves but today he wasn't going to do that. He was purely going there to visit Abelard Raab his cousin Jake's brother that died. He didn't know why and when but those were the things he was going to have to find out for himself since he thought Fizz didn't know what happened to his cousin. He finally found the grave that seemed to be quite recent with him passing away back in two thousand and eight and it read on the grave that he passed away due to lung cancer and he was aged at thirty years old.
So already Stefan knew about three things about his close cousin. He died of lung cancer, He died at the age of thirty years old and died in September twentieth two thousand and eight which was four years ago. Stefan just went on his knees just looking at the grave. It was late at night and he was in the graveyard alone where he preferred everything to be quite dark right now and he planted the flowers that he brought from the flower shop which were daffodils because their were his cousin's favourite flowers that Jake told him about before he got to the graveyard that he was at. He watered the daffodils and went back onto his knees and begins to speak to the grave.
Stefan Raab: Abelard. You was a great man and Fizz my fiancée told me all about how me and you were close together when we were kids and now suddenly you have passed away. I really miss you because you helped me a lot about my ways of life of being an entertainer that I once was and now I am a full time wrestler. I am sorry for letting you down in the past but it's not going to happen again. I wish that you never died of cancer at all because you didn't deserve for that to happen at all. I bet you would've been proud of me if you saw me wrestle right now watching me from above and honestly I wish I could remember more about you but I can't because I have lost everything I remembered about you and your brother Jake as well. He's a Mixed Martial Artist fighter now.
Stefan starts to cry because now he hated to visit things like the graveyard but it was helping him on how lucky he was to be alive right now even though Stefan had thought about killing himself in the past and recently as well when he suffered from a memory loss but now he thinks differently and that it should make him understand that he should be blessed on what he has given to him and he dreamt that Abelard would be in attendance watching Stefan's match with Sean Mendez this weekend along with the other match he has got in APW against Jason Kash as well. This was something he had to do on reconnecting with his passed away cousin that he feels he missed so much.
He sees pictures of Stefan and Abelard hanging around while they were on holiday in Malta. They looked like they were more brothers than cousins that they are and he also sees pictures of his family with Jake Raab being brothers and he felt that was why he and Jake were so close because of the closeness that he had with Jake's brother. They were a big part of Stefan's family and he remembered the pranks they did to each other something Stefan loved to do especially when it was his former job he used to do on making people laugh. He was still on his knees looking at the grave late at night.
Stefan Raab: I haven't really been impressing a lot of people in the wrestling business as of late but sooner rather than later. They will see what I am talking about because I been given a huge confidence boost on defeating Chris Wade last week on Rebellion. Something seems to be going my way but I got a lot tougher challenge on my hands this week on Sean Mendez a guy that is known to be the most dangerous wrestler in this other company I am wrestling in on Sunday called No Limits Wrestling Federation. He has plenty more experience than I do in wrestling but that's something I got to deal with especially that I remember that Sean is quite good friends with Fizz so of course I don't really want to beat him up too badly but if he wants it to be a war then that would be fine with me seeing that I been training with a lot of weapon type matches as of late.
Stefan really misses his cousin a lot as his tears come down more and it made him realize that he couldn't let him down at all with the upcoming match that he has against Sean Mendez who was someone that everyone feared in the ring and still had his problems with SM Raye another guy that Stefan respected but he feels that his time facing against him was coming sooner rather than later because Raye did tell Stefan that he would like to face him in the ring someday but that was to come in the future but right now he had to think a lot about the upcoming match and talking to his cousin what it would mean to him if he beats Sean in a match.
Stefan Raab: It would mean so much if I can go out there and beat Sean Mendez in this tournament I am in for the chance to become the heavyweight champion. I would win it for you, our family including mine with my daughters and my newborn son that arrived a couple of months ago and for my soon to be Mrs Raab on Fizz. She has helped me so much overcoming my fears of wrestling against people and reconnecting with my daughters and now with you Abelard. You was my favourite cousin out of all of my family that I have that are alive right now. I really wish that I had a brother that could look out for me but I don't and I feel that you was a real good brother rather than my cousin because from looking at these pictures. We was really close and I am close to Jake right now because of us being so close from when we was kids to the time when you had cancer.
Stefan then got up from his knees and started to touch and kiss the gravestone that was his cousin that he was very close to and he strokes it with his left hand and it's making him remember him very well especially the things he had just said but he hadn't really talked that much about the upcoming match that he has got with Sean Mendez and he thinks he's the leader of the LAX team that was going around in NLWF lately but Stefan wouldn't really care about that as he wasn't really interested in being apart of the LAX team which seemed like a big thing going on at the moment in NLWF. He only cared about one thing and that was to prove himself yet again on being one of the best wrestlers that have transitioned from being in the entertainment business to a full time wrestler.
He was changing a lot as a man and he knew he was putting everything on the line to be able to be the best wrestler that he could be right at this moment on not only getting his third title shot he has had since being in the wrestling business but to succeed at it which he was close both times but major slip up's came at his way as he gently strokes the tombstone.
Stefan Raab: I have to earn everything that I have worked for to beat Sean Mendez on Sunday night and getting through the tournament to get the chance to become champion that of course I want to do badly in order to get confidence in myself and of course I will dedicate this match to you because at least you deserve that with everything that you have gone through. You was a fighter throughout the entire time you had lung cancer and you was healthy not doing any drugs or alcohol. You was a good man and I haven't been a good man on drinking a lot and getting depressed a lot and first time I have said this to anyone not even Fizz knows this but I almost ended up committing suicide because I was so unhappy with myself drinking a lot and it effectively could've ended my life and ended up where you are now but thanks to Fizz and a couple of my friends for encouraging me on staying off the drink. I am off the alcohol addiction and now turning into a man.
He certainly was ever since the memory loss. He was no longer the nasty man that he once was and he was only told about the alcohol addiction from Fizz and his past tweets that he had done that made him remember as it was night time and it was almost time to leave but when it was dark. He could remember a lot more things then he could when it was daylight as he kept asking questions about everything although that was improving but not that much as it was more night time where he could remember more things. He then put his head on the tombstone like he was giving his cousin a cuddle because Stefan felt that his cousin could feel what his cuddle felt like with more tears coming down his eyes.
Stefan Raab: I wish I never done the whole alcohol stuff that I remember doing because I don't want to end up here where you are right now Abelard. I am frightened of Sean Mendez but I have to go into the match against him and get through it alive as he is dangerous wrestler that will do anything to stop me from getting that win. That's what he thinks as he knows that oh I am going to be an easy wrestler to defeat because I have limited experience in the ring but no I have gained a lot of experience in these last few months since I turned into a full time wrestler. I had my first ever match back in April early this year against a man called Vantage and I lost that match but it certainly gained me a lot of confidence on wanting to do this sport that I am doing now. I enjoy it a lot and I am going to continue until I cannot wrestle any more because I feel the energy the fans give me and they cheer for me now don't know why but I think it's because I became a dad for the third time recently and I got to behave in an acceptable manner which means more respect for the fans.
Stefan then stops cuddling the grave that he was at as he just stroked it for a while that he enjoyed so much that he stroked it again for five minutes until he realized that it was almost time to go as it was almost closing hours until the graveyard was closing but he wasn't done talking yet as he wanted to go back down on his knees and he still was crying especially the picture he picked up of him and his cousin out on holiday in Malta a few years ago after Stefan had finished being in the Eurovision Song Contest back in two thousand representing Germany.
Stefan Raab: I don't have that much more time to talk to you because I got to go in a minute but I remember the things you said about have great power comes great responsibility and yes I may have not listened to you on that but right now. I am becoming more responsible on looking after my son and two daughters and I am going to see them more regularly now as I promised them that when I get the time. I will see them you remember Aldetruda and Claudia don't you? I saw them last week and they are the most wonderful girls that I have in my life and now I got a wonderful son called Matthäus who already looks a lot like me but I need to win more matches and earn respect to the other wrestlers that are in the company right now. I am going to do just that on Sunday night in front of the whole world in Thailand where Kick boxing was invented and I have plenty of experience with boxing you know that from the last two boxing matches I had against Regina Halmich. Anyway I got to make my way there to prepare for my match against Sean. I will make sure I will come and see you again soon. Goodbye Abelard.
Stefan then stood up and kissed and stroked his cousin's tombstone and he had been crying throughout the entire time along with kissing the picture of Abelard when he and Stefan were parting in Malta shortly before he was diagnosed with lung cancer and died from it in two thousand and eight as he then went to catch his plane to go to Thailand as it was almost thirteen hour flight away from Germany to Bangkok where he needed to go.
The Shoot.
It all comes down to this doesn't it Sean about both of us being in the same match as each other? I have been dreaming to this day about us wrestling against each other and we have had a few spats in the past on twitter arguing about who the most hated wrestler was but now I have changed. I heard all about you and Fizz having matches against each other but this time it's going to change a whole big deal when we face against each other in the wrestling ring. You maybe a legend but you seem to be more worried about wanting to face SM Raye and this so called LAX stable you got going on than wanting to face me. Me and you do have one thing in common and that's coming back into wrestling from alcohol addiction but I never did drugs though and I never will do in my life because that's as low as you can get and you only stopped because of Christina coming along and helped you to stop doing the drugs and drinking so much alcohol but then I can talk on my girl stopping me from going over the top with alcohol too.
I respect you so much Sean that I can't ever disrespect you as a wrestler because you have achieved a lot in your career and I heard you say that you are a sell out. To me you are not at all and I never will say that you are a bad wrestler because you are not and your fiancée is wonderful believe me I really like her on helping Fizz out and going baby shopping with her during her pregnancy but there are times when friends become enemies and we have kind of been enemies in the past where I claimed myself as the most hated wrestler in WEW which I was but now I am not the most hated wrestler there any more because I have changed my attitude towards other wrestlers that I been told to give respect on because otherwise I get fired but this is No Limits Wrestling Federation and I do whatever it takes to capture my glory to go for the Heavyweight title something you have done over me at the moment in time but I know my time as champion is going to come.
It's good to know that you want to fight in hardcore matches because that is something that is clearly in those type of matches that I am at my strongest at and cage matches as well seeing that I won my first ever match in one against Angelica Monroe in WEW but it's not really worth to talk about different companies because they don't exist in NLWF. What does exist though is the fact that both of us went through to the second round of the tournament for the Heavyweight title that we both badly want and need to win for our families but there is one problem with that and that's the fact that you have become champion before in wrestling while me I haven't even had that chance in wrestling yet because I wanted to prove myself in front of the fans before I go for championship titles.
I much rather have done that before being thrown in for a title shot actually because I like to work my way up the ladder the hard way and that was why I didn't throw my hat in when the Upraising title was up for grabs in the battle royal but I didn't want to take the easy way in since I love to make my challenges difficult and I have got one this week with you but sorry Sean but there is no one that wants this chance for the title as badly as I do because I need to prove myself that I belong in the wrestling business and I am worthy of winning a title that I need to do before it's too late. This company maybe the only chance I can do it because apart from APW. This is the only other place that I wrestle in but I wrestle bi weekly in APW while I wrestle here weekly and that's quite a hard thing to do especially when I also have a match in APW on Sunday night too which funny enough isn't far from Thailand in the Philippines so I can get to wrestle in two wrestling companies in one day quite nicely so it was well good booking on NLWF's part.
But that's not relevant to the match because my focus is completely on you for now seeing that I am going to face you first and it's the most important match of them all seeing that it's to get through to the third round of the tournament but I want it more than you do Sean because you only want it so you can have another championship to your name but I don't just want it. I NEED to get a championship title to my name before people think I am a joke of a wrestler when I am just like everyone else wanting the chance for the title just as much as any other wrestler wants a title shot badly and needing to become champion. That's exactly what I want to do to become champion more than anyone does that is still in this tournament right now. I like you Sean but I am going to fight and win this match for my familia as you Mexicans always say for family.
I really am looking forward to this match because I always wanted to face you and I am lucky that I got that match with you but there is one other opponent I would love to face and it's someone that attacked me last week on Cody Taylor. I am glad you did that Cody because I want to face you more than anyone on the roster. It was meant to happen in TIW and in ASWF but now hopefully this will be the time where me and you can face off in NLWF but for now I got to put my focus on Sean and if you dear to cost me the match with him then there will be a lot of payback for what you would do to me if you cost me the match which hasn't happened yet but you have attacked me from behind after the match I had with Chris Wade.
I guess that's how shit happens when you are in the wrestling business goes. I have had a lot of shit times in wrestling especially at the moment with the amount of losses I been getting but that's all going to change this week starting of on defeating you Sean. You think that you got a chance against me on winning the match against me? The mood I am in you are very well mistaken because I have been trained in a lot of hardcore matches as of late and that's exactly what I might have to do to you bash your brain in making sure that you will get your last ever title shot you will have on The Killerplauze stopping it all because I am in your way and you are in mine. This might be a fight to the end but just so you know that you are meeting one angry German wrestler on Sunday night and not a pleasant one at that.
I bet you would even be a complete pussy and bring down your LAX team to attack me when you are getting beaten up so badly by me and guess what? I am prepared for that because Fizz told me all about how you stupid gang plan to take over No Limits Wrestling Federation and I am not scared of that not even close because I am ready for it and you will be ready to be hit badly and I would get your buddies to attack me but I will attack them just as hard as I would with Cody Taylor if he tries to interfere with the match as well or will SM Raye come out and attack you most likely not seeing that he already has lost one match already and this so called rivalry you want with him might be called off because he's losing so badly. Tomorrow night Sean be prepared to be Raabinated by The Killerplauze with me winning the match overcoming the odds on you having the most embarrassing loss you will have in your life.
Stefan had a great win over Chris Wade last week in California which wasn't far from where he lived but this week he's got a real big challenge ahead of him on facing against Sean Mendez. Stefan has had a few spats with him in the past but he couldn't remember that as he still was remembering a lot of things as last week it was remembering his daughters and Fizz was still there to help him but they weren't at home this time talking about things.
They were in the restaurant along with Matthäus in the pram talking about the latest things that have been going on which wasn't much apart from him being prepared for the other fight he has to do with Jason Kash on Sunday in APW but that was for a another day but right now Fizz really needed to have a serious talk with Stefan about the match up as she knows everything about Sean Mendez especially that she has faced him in the ring before.
Fizz Raab: Alright Stefan. We are going to talk about your match against Sean Mendez today. I know everything about this guy.
Stefan Raab: What? Tell me how you know about this Sean guy?
Fizz Raab: I tell you again since you of course have completely forgotten about this. You see back a good old few years ago. I faced Sean in the ring and he's beaten me before but I beaten him as well and he's your most dangerous opponent that you have come across yet even more dangerous than James Shark.
Stefan Raab: Tell me how he's dangerous Fizz like should I be scared like I am already?
Stefan was really scared as he always was with each wrestling fight as he never knew what sort of mess he gets into especially with Cody Taylor getting involved in his business as well which didn't help things at all whatsoever but Fizz won't talk about Cody because she needed to get Stefan to focus on Sean for now as Matthäus was crying and Fizz was getting him out of the pram and gives him a feed from her nipple and begins to speak.
Fizz Raab: Well he can go really extreme and use weapons on you and can hurt you pretty badly in the ring. He's very dangerous with his strikes and watch out for the highflying moves as well. He is smaller than you but don't underestimate him at all whatsoever because he's really smart and he knows exactly what you are doing in the ring. Just please be careful of him for the sake of me and your kids.
Stefan Raab: Now I am really shitting myself facing him especially for this title shot as well that I may get if I beat Sean. I don't know how I walked away from Chris Wade fight last week. He seems like some kind of legend doesn't he right?
Fizz Raab: Yes he is a legend and I hear there is this Latin American Exchange team short for LAX coming back to the company so you really got to be careful with that as well because Mexicans are nasty brutal fighters. Thankfully I hear you aren't apart of that team or apart of the war but just be careful alright?
Stefan Raab: OK I will. What is this LAX thing all about?
Of course Fizz had to explain to Stefan because he had forgotten everything that has happened in wrestling recently as she was trying to explain to him as best as she can about the whole situation just so he could be aware of what was going on in wrestling. She knew everything about what Cody did to Stefan but of course she wasn't going to bring that up but today was about Stefan getting to know more about Sean Mendez his opponent along with the LAX gang that he needed to know everything about even though Fizz knows that Stefan would be more worried about Cody Taylor rather than LAX anyway.
She sees Stefan being scared about the whole thing while they were eating in a restaurant with Fizz wearing a red dress while Stefan was wearing a suit and Matthäus was still feeding on Fizz since he was quite hungry. He was shaking like anything because he actually was scared of Sean because of what Fizz said about him being a dangerous wrestler.
Fizz Raab: Relax darling. I know you are scared but you need to face your fears in the ring. Anyway this Latin American Exchange guys are basically like a stable just like you and Yarmouth's team as The European Invasion but a stable is more than just two people. They are brutal fighters that would do anything to cheat to win matches. Trust me I been there all before with them but I don't think they will attack you because you aren't American and usually they are more interested in attacking American wrestlers so you will be safe but just be aware of them.
Stefan Raab: That's good enough to know about this stable I might be up against. So what do I need to remember next?
Fizz Raab: That was something I was going to talk to you about actually. I think the next thing is remembering your dead cousin called Abelard who is Jake's brother if you remember him. I got the address of the graves you need to go at in Germany and just take your time to remember him and visit the graves to bring some flowers. Here is the address I written down for you on this piece of paper.
Fizz gets the piece of paper out of her bag and gives it to Stefan where it had the address of where the grave of Abelard Raab was buried as he put it in his coat pocket so he knows where it is because Fizz had already booked him a ticket to go straight to Germany and he had never been to visit someone in a grave before although last time he did. He destroyed a grave but that was when he was a bad guy and before the match with Trisha he had but now he changed since the memory loss and he still can't remember anything he has said or done as of late but that was going to take him sometime to remember everything that had happened and she knew that Stefan was going to ask about Cody attacking him.
She could see it coming but she wanted to not talk about that as much as she can avoid on talking about that but she might if she has to as Fizz had to be completely open with everything with Stefan at the moment due to the memory loss he was still trying to cope with and that would help him remember about his dead cousin that passed away a few years ago.
Stefan Raab: So I got a cousin called Jake who lost his brother? How did it happen Fizz?
Fizz Raab: That's something I want you to find out on your own along with looking for the grave as well as it should be important to remember your cousin. I heard you was close to your cousin though in the past before he died. It will help you a lot but like I said last week. Remember to go to Bangkok, Thailand when you have finished seeing your cousin OK?
Stefan Raab: Yeah I guess you are right that it's best for me to find out what happened and everything on my own as it would be good for me to remember this cousin again. What happened to me last week as some guy attacked me didn't he after my match last week?
Fizz was right that she knew that she was going to have to explain everything about what happened to him last week with Cody attacking him as she could tell that it was going to come but it was when was the problem and that did pop up as Matthäus stopped eating on Fizz and then went back in the pram going straight off to sleep as Stefan was still scared more of him remembering what happened last week but he didn't know who it was that attacked him of course Fizz didn't want to bring it up but she had to and she begins to speak more about it.
Fizz Raab: OK that guy that attacked you last week is someone you know very well more than I do actually called Cody Taylor. He said that he likes you but he doesn't think you are a good wrestler at all. Don't worry about Cody though just focus on Sean Mendez this week as that should be your target of the week. Forget Cody he's in a tag team match while you have a big goal to achieve on not only facing your fears but winning that match against Sean for the chance to become a champion.
Stefan Raab: What? Me becoming champion? Don't be silly. I am not good enough to become champion in wrestling. Look at the times where I have had title shots for the North American and Tag Team titles that I had in APW. I fucked them up and I am sure as hell going to fuck this one up yet again especially this time knowing who Sean is.
Fizz Raab: You are being silly on not having full confidence in yourself Stefan. Those two times haven't been your fault though Stefan like Carmen got involved in the match and screwed you on winning the title and then Evan attacked you with the brass knucks for the three count and then the tag match that was completely not your fault at all as it was Yarmouth that tapped out. You and him have nothing to be ashamed of as both of you gave Noble Hart a real challenge for the tag titles.
Stefan Raab: So it was Cody attacking me? Oh OK I guess I have to owe him a little bit of payback.
Fizz Raab: No you won't Stefan because he's the founder of NLWF and if you touch him you would get fired.
Stefan was trying to relax himself as he was scared but he had to face his fears and listening to every word that Fizz was saying about the match as he rather to know that he was going to fuck up a third chance of a title shot than knowing that he will get one because of the last two title shots that he blew big time but he reminds himself that he feels pretty lucky to be in the wrestling business and how people like to push Stefan for title glory which seemed like it was going to happen sooner rather than later as he was eating his chicken salad dinner that he ordered himself and minutes later. He finished it and begins to speak.
Stefan Raab: You are right that I shouldn't bother with Cody and have full confidence in myself to win the match against Sean on Saturday. I need to go and see my dead cousin don't I?
Fizz Raab: That's right and you are going there tomorrow to see him as you need to remember him. I can't come to Thailand with you because of Matthäus being two months old and he can't go on planes yet but me and your son will be watching you and no matter what happens in the ring on Sunday night. You always make me and Matthäus proud and your daughters as well.
Stefan then decides to pick Matthäus up and cuddles him in his arms being a father that he is to the baby and gently rocks him in his arms being proud on having a baby with Fizz and it was growing very nicely now and is a fully developed baby right now after Fizz feeding him with her nipple everyday with milk that Matthäus needed to grow and he was a lot and gaining a lot of weight which was good for the baby and Stefan was cuddling his son and begins to speak to him in a baby type voice.
Stefan Raab: Little Matthäus. You won't be seeing daddy these next few days because daddy is going to two different countries that are far away from where you and mummy are living at right now. I will always think and remember you. I will come back on Monday and see you. Daddy loves you so much. You are the cutest baby in the world.
Stefan gives his son a kiss and a cuddle as he mainly fights for his family something he loves to be apart of. He really wants Matthäus to meet his half sisters but it was too early at the moment and plus they needed to get him jabs and everything before he can fly anywhere as he then puts Matthäus back in the pram while Fizz came back from paying the money for the food at the till when Stefan was talking to Matthäus. They walked out of the restaurant and Stefan and Fizz were snogging like anything and they went their separate ways like Fizz and Matthäus went back home while Stefan went to catch his plane to Germany to visit his dead cousin.
Abelard Raab's grave. Dussledorf, Germany. Saturday 22nd September.
Thanks to Fizz for helping him finding out about where Stefan's close cousin was buried. He eventually got to the graveyard somewhere he was quite well known for destroying graves but today he wasn't going to do that. He was purely going there to visit Abelard Raab his cousin Jake's brother that died. He didn't know why and when but those were the things he was going to have to find out for himself since he thought Fizz didn't know what happened to his cousin. He finally found the grave that seemed to be quite recent with him passing away back in two thousand and eight and it read on the grave that he passed away due to lung cancer and he was aged at thirty years old.
So already Stefan knew about three things about his close cousin. He died of lung cancer, He died at the age of thirty years old and died in September twentieth two thousand and eight which was four years ago. Stefan just went on his knees just looking at the grave. It was late at night and he was in the graveyard alone where he preferred everything to be quite dark right now and he planted the flowers that he brought from the flower shop which were daffodils because their were his cousin's favourite flowers that Jake told him about before he got to the graveyard that he was at. He watered the daffodils and went back onto his knees and begins to speak to the grave.
Stefan Raab: Abelard. You was a great man and Fizz my fiancée told me all about how me and you were close together when we were kids and now suddenly you have passed away. I really miss you because you helped me a lot about my ways of life of being an entertainer that I once was and now I am a full time wrestler. I am sorry for letting you down in the past but it's not going to happen again. I wish that you never died of cancer at all because you didn't deserve for that to happen at all. I bet you would've been proud of me if you saw me wrestle right now watching me from above and honestly I wish I could remember more about you but I can't because I have lost everything I remembered about you and your brother Jake as well. He's a Mixed Martial Artist fighter now.
Stefan starts to cry because now he hated to visit things like the graveyard but it was helping him on how lucky he was to be alive right now even though Stefan had thought about killing himself in the past and recently as well when he suffered from a memory loss but now he thinks differently and that it should make him understand that he should be blessed on what he has given to him and he dreamt that Abelard would be in attendance watching Stefan's match with Sean Mendez this weekend along with the other match he has got in APW against Jason Kash as well. This was something he had to do on reconnecting with his passed away cousin that he feels he missed so much.
He sees pictures of Stefan and Abelard hanging around while they were on holiday in Malta. They looked like they were more brothers than cousins that they are and he also sees pictures of his family with Jake Raab being brothers and he felt that was why he and Jake were so close because of the closeness that he had with Jake's brother. They were a big part of Stefan's family and he remembered the pranks they did to each other something Stefan loved to do especially when it was his former job he used to do on making people laugh. He was still on his knees looking at the grave late at night.
Stefan Raab: I haven't really been impressing a lot of people in the wrestling business as of late but sooner rather than later. They will see what I am talking about because I been given a huge confidence boost on defeating Chris Wade last week on Rebellion. Something seems to be going my way but I got a lot tougher challenge on my hands this week on Sean Mendez a guy that is known to be the most dangerous wrestler in this other company I am wrestling in on Sunday called No Limits Wrestling Federation. He has plenty more experience than I do in wrestling but that's something I got to deal with especially that I remember that Sean is quite good friends with Fizz so of course I don't really want to beat him up too badly but if he wants it to be a war then that would be fine with me seeing that I been training with a lot of weapon type matches as of late.
Stefan really misses his cousin a lot as his tears come down more and it made him realize that he couldn't let him down at all with the upcoming match that he has against Sean Mendez who was someone that everyone feared in the ring and still had his problems with SM Raye another guy that Stefan respected but he feels that his time facing against him was coming sooner rather than later because Raye did tell Stefan that he would like to face him in the ring someday but that was to come in the future but right now he had to think a lot about the upcoming match and talking to his cousin what it would mean to him if he beats Sean in a match.
Stefan Raab: It would mean so much if I can go out there and beat Sean Mendez in this tournament I am in for the chance to become the heavyweight champion. I would win it for you, our family including mine with my daughters and my newborn son that arrived a couple of months ago and for my soon to be Mrs Raab on Fizz. She has helped me so much overcoming my fears of wrestling against people and reconnecting with my daughters and now with you Abelard. You was my favourite cousin out of all of my family that I have that are alive right now. I really wish that I had a brother that could look out for me but I don't and I feel that you was a real good brother rather than my cousin because from looking at these pictures. We was really close and I am close to Jake right now because of us being so close from when we was kids to the time when you had cancer.
Stefan then got up from his knees and started to touch and kiss the gravestone that was his cousin that he was very close to and he strokes it with his left hand and it's making him remember him very well especially the things he had just said but he hadn't really talked that much about the upcoming match that he has got with Sean Mendez and he thinks he's the leader of the LAX team that was going around in NLWF lately but Stefan wouldn't really care about that as he wasn't really interested in being apart of the LAX team which seemed like a big thing going on at the moment in NLWF. He only cared about one thing and that was to prove himself yet again on being one of the best wrestlers that have transitioned from being in the entertainment business to a full time wrestler.
He was changing a lot as a man and he knew he was putting everything on the line to be able to be the best wrestler that he could be right at this moment on not only getting his third title shot he has had since being in the wrestling business but to succeed at it which he was close both times but major slip up's came at his way as he gently strokes the tombstone.
Stefan Raab: I have to earn everything that I have worked for to beat Sean Mendez on Sunday night and getting through the tournament to get the chance to become champion that of course I want to do badly in order to get confidence in myself and of course I will dedicate this match to you because at least you deserve that with everything that you have gone through. You was a fighter throughout the entire time you had lung cancer and you was healthy not doing any drugs or alcohol. You was a good man and I haven't been a good man on drinking a lot and getting depressed a lot and first time I have said this to anyone not even Fizz knows this but I almost ended up committing suicide because I was so unhappy with myself drinking a lot and it effectively could've ended my life and ended up where you are now but thanks to Fizz and a couple of my friends for encouraging me on staying off the drink. I am off the alcohol addiction and now turning into a man.
He certainly was ever since the memory loss. He was no longer the nasty man that he once was and he was only told about the alcohol addiction from Fizz and his past tweets that he had done that made him remember as it was night time and it was almost time to leave but when it was dark. He could remember a lot more things then he could when it was daylight as he kept asking questions about everything although that was improving but not that much as it was more night time where he could remember more things. He then put his head on the tombstone like he was giving his cousin a cuddle because Stefan felt that his cousin could feel what his cuddle felt like with more tears coming down his eyes.
Stefan Raab: I wish I never done the whole alcohol stuff that I remember doing because I don't want to end up here where you are right now Abelard. I am frightened of Sean Mendez but I have to go into the match against him and get through it alive as he is dangerous wrestler that will do anything to stop me from getting that win. That's what he thinks as he knows that oh I am going to be an easy wrestler to defeat because I have limited experience in the ring but no I have gained a lot of experience in these last few months since I turned into a full time wrestler. I had my first ever match back in April early this year against a man called Vantage and I lost that match but it certainly gained me a lot of confidence on wanting to do this sport that I am doing now. I enjoy it a lot and I am going to continue until I cannot wrestle any more because I feel the energy the fans give me and they cheer for me now don't know why but I think it's because I became a dad for the third time recently and I got to behave in an acceptable manner which means more respect for the fans.
Stefan then stops cuddling the grave that he was at as he just stroked it for a while that he enjoyed so much that he stroked it again for five minutes until he realized that it was almost time to go as it was almost closing hours until the graveyard was closing but he wasn't done talking yet as he wanted to go back down on his knees and he still was crying especially the picture he picked up of him and his cousin out on holiday in Malta a few years ago after Stefan had finished being in the Eurovision Song Contest back in two thousand representing Germany.
Stefan Raab: I don't have that much more time to talk to you because I got to go in a minute but I remember the things you said about have great power comes great responsibility and yes I may have not listened to you on that but right now. I am becoming more responsible on looking after my son and two daughters and I am going to see them more regularly now as I promised them that when I get the time. I will see them you remember Aldetruda and Claudia don't you? I saw them last week and they are the most wonderful girls that I have in my life and now I got a wonderful son called Matthäus who already looks a lot like me but I need to win more matches and earn respect to the other wrestlers that are in the company right now. I am going to do just that on Sunday night in front of the whole world in Thailand where Kick boxing was invented and I have plenty of experience with boxing you know that from the last two boxing matches I had against Regina Halmich. Anyway I got to make my way there to prepare for my match against Sean. I will make sure I will come and see you again soon. Goodbye Abelard.
Stefan then stood up and kissed and stroked his cousin's tombstone and he had been crying throughout the entire time along with kissing the picture of Abelard when he and Stefan were parting in Malta shortly before he was diagnosed with lung cancer and died from it in two thousand and eight as he then went to catch his plane to go to Thailand as it was almost thirteen hour flight away from Germany to Bangkok where he needed to go.
The Shoot.
It all comes down to this doesn't it Sean about both of us being in the same match as each other? I have been dreaming to this day about us wrestling against each other and we have had a few spats in the past on twitter arguing about who the most hated wrestler was but now I have changed. I heard all about you and Fizz having matches against each other but this time it's going to change a whole big deal when we face against each other in the wrestling ring. You maybe a legend but you seem to be more worried about wanting to face SM Raye and this so called LAX stable you got going on than wanting to face me. Me and you do have one thing in common and that's coming back into wrestling from alcohol addiction but I never did drugs though and I never will do in my life because that's as low as you can get and you only stopped because of Christina coming along and helped you to stop doing the drugs and drinking so much alcohol but then I can talk on my girl stopping me from going over the top with alcohol too.
I respect you so much Sean that I can't ever disrespect you as a wrestler because you have achieved a lot in your career and I heard you say that you are a sell out. To me you are not at all and I never will say that you are a bad wrestler because you are not and your fiancée is wonderful believe me I really like her on helping Fizz out and going baby shopping with her during her pregnancy but there are times when friends become enemies and we have kind of been enemies in the past where I claimed myself as the most hated wrestler in WEW which I was but now I am not the most hated wrestler there any more because I have changed my attitude towards other wrestlers that I been told to give respect on because otherwise I get fired but this is No Limits Wrestling Federation and I do whatever it takes to capture my glory to go for the Heavyweight title something you have done over me at the moment in time but I know my time as champion is going to come.
It's good to know that you want to fight in hardcore matches because that is something that is clearly in those type of matches that I am at my strongest at and cage matches as well seeing that I won my first ever match in one against Angelica Monroe in WEW but it's not really worth to talk about different companies because they don't exist in NLWF. What does exist though is the fact that both of us went through to the second round of the tournament for the Heavyweight title that we both badly want and need to win for our families but there is one problem with that and that's the fact that you have become champion before in wrestling while me I haven't even had that chance in wrestling yet because I wanted to prove myself in front of the fans before I go for championship titles.
I much rather have done that before being thrown in for a title shot actually because I like to work my way up the ladder the hard way and that was why I didn't throw my hat in when the Upraising title was up for grabs in the battle royal but I didn't want to take the easy way in since I love to make my challenges difficult and I have got one this week with you but sorry Sean but there is no one that wants this chance for the title as badly as I do because I need to prove myself that I belong in the wrestling business and I am worthy of winning a title that I need to do before it's too late. This company maybe the only chance I can do it because apart from APW. This is the only other place that I wrestle in but I wrestle bi weekly in APW while I wrestle here weekly and that's quite a hard thing to do especially when I also have a match in APW on Sunday night too which funny enough isn't far from Thailand in the Philippines so I can get to wrestle in two wrestling companies in one day quite nicely so it was well good booking on NLWF's part.
But that's not relevant to the match because my focus is completely on you for now seeing that I am going to face you first and it's the most important match of them all seeing that it's to get through to the third round of the tournament but I want it more than you do Sean because you only want it so you can have another championship to your name but I don't just want it. I NEED to get a championship title to my name before people think I am a joke of a wrestler when I am just like everyone else wanting the chance for the title just as much as any other wrestler wants a title shot badly and needing to become champion. That's exactly what I want to do to become champion more than anyone does that is still in this tournament right now. I like you Sean but I am going to fight and win this match for my familia as you Mexicans always say for family.
I really am looking forward to this match because I always wanted to face you and I am lucky that I got that match with you but there is one other opponent I would love to face and it's someone that attacked me last week on Cody Taylor. I am glad you did that Cody because I want to face you more than anyone on the roster. It was meant to happen in TIW and in ASWF but now hopefully this will be the time where me and you can face off in NLWF but for now I got to put my focus on Sean and if you dear to cost me the match with him then there will be a lot of payback for what you would do to me if you cost me the match which hasn't happened yet but you have attacked me from behind after the match I had with Chris Wade.
I guess that's how shit happens when you are in the wrestling business goes. I have had a lot of shit times in wrestling especially at the moment with the amount of losses I been getting but that's all going to change this week starting of on defeating you Sean. You think that you got a chance against me on winning the match against me? The mood I am in you are very well mistaken because I have been trained in a lot of hardcore matches as of late and that's exactly what I might have to do to you bash your brain in making sure that you will get your last ever title shot you will have on The Killerplauze stopping it all because I am in your way and you are in mine. This might be a fight to the end but just so you know that you are meeting one angry German wrestler on Sunday night and not a pleasant one at that.
I bet you would even be a complete pussy and bring down your LAX team to attack me when you are getting beaten up so badly by me and guess what? I am prepared for that because Fizz told me all about how you stupid gang plan to take over No Limits Wrestling Federation and I am not scared of that not even close because I am ready for it and you will be ready to be hit badly and I would get your buddies to attack me but I will attack them just as hard as I would with Cody Taylor if he tries to interfere with the match as well or will SM Raye come out and attack you most likely not seeing that he already has lost one match already and this so called rivalry you want with him might be called off because he's losing so badly. Tomorrow night Sean be prepared to be Raabinated by The Killerplauze with me winning the match overcoming the odds on you having the most embarrassing loss you will have in your life.