Post by Konrad Raab on Jun 11, 2013 1:06:05 GMT
Prison life part 2. San Luis, Maranhão, Brazil. Monday 10th June.
Things had been hard for Stefan since he's in prison due to what he's done being stuck for four months sure wasn't fun. He had to deal with prison life for a bit.
He was getting a little fed up being stuck not able to do anything and not even allowed out of prison except for training and promotional events he does before each matches he's in. He was with another new cell mate this week in Brazil but this time going under the name of Jose Jonah. He begins to speak while they sit on Stefan's bed.
Jose Jonah: "What's happening dude?"
This was unlike Stefan feeling depressed as he begins to speak.
Stefan Raab: "Just missing a few people that's all including somebody I love so much."
Most people didn't even know that Stefan's married because he wanted to protect his wife and his family away from the wrestling business.
Jose Jonah: "You feel really depressed Stefan. Tell me about this person you love."
Stefan Raab: "Na don't worry about it."
Jose Jonah: "You have to tell me Stefan because it's clearly been on your mind for days and you haven't slept at all since you've been here. I won't tell anybody with what you got to say."
Stefan really didn't want to tell Jose because he didn't know he could trust him but it was a dark hidden secret that he had to tell somebody one day about and he begins to speak.
Stefan Raab: "I never really told anybody about this but I'm in fact married to this woman who's done a lot for me in the past and I feel like I let her down. Her name is Fizz and I really miss her a lot. The reason I don't tell anybody around wrestling about Fizz is because I want to protect her and my son as much as I can not getting them involved into this wrestling mess I'm in."
Even in APW wrestling events he thought of Fizz and his kids but he hid his love away from people in the company because he didn't want people to show his weak side of him and that he didn't like or trust anybody in the company.
Jose Jonah: "What? You got a son as well?"
Stefan Raab: "Yes and two daughters from my previous relationship I had. That's not the worst of it Jose that I feel so down with myself."
Jose Jonah: "Tell me dude?"
Stefan Raab: "The worst of it is that Fizz is pregnant again with a baby boy on the way and I can't do anything to give her the love, the support and the help she needs throughout this pregnancy. I wish I hadn't destroyed someone's property but I was livid with how APW management have treated me these last few months giving people title shots and main event matches while only until recently that I wasn't given anything and I've been around Asylum since September. That's why I handed myself an Undisputed title shot against Terry Marvin two weeks ago."
Jose got shocked on Stefan coming out with his private life that he hadn't told anybody and Stefan was so down that he did the one thing he hated to do. He cried and Jose felt sorry for him.
Jose Jonah: "Stefan, I can't tell how hard that is for you to tell me about this girl you love and it's hard to keep your relationship with Fizz a secret in the wrestling business. Hell I would hate to be in your place now on wanting to look after and helping Fizz with the unborn baby. Fucking hell Stefan. It's alright to cry because it makes you a real man on doing so."
Stefan Raab: "I can't help but think I'm a weak person by crying to you about this."
Jose lets Stefan cry as it was something he needed to do now to let out his emotions and feelings for the woman he loved.
Jose Jonah: "You're not weak Stefan. It took guts for you to finally tell somebody about your hidden secret about your personal life. I guess you feel scared about letting yourself out as a person right?"
Stefan Raab: "That's exactly why people see me angry all the time because I'm just scared of trusting people again and for them to see the real me since the last time I trusted someone. They told the world the secret that I didn't want people to know in wrestling and it's the same outside of wrestling as well as I got raped in the past by a woman I was trying to help with her money problems."
Jose really listened in on Stefan as they should be asleep but Jose was worried about Raab as he hadn't slept since he arrived in Brazil on Sunday.
Jose Jonah: "Jesus man you have been through a hard time in your life. Look you just got to forget what's happened in the past."
Stefan Raab: "Easy for you to say but that's something I find difficult. That's why I'm getting mental help in a prison back in California at the moment."
Jose Jonah: "You have to try to let go of the past man because it will just hurt you even more. You are very lucky to have someone who still loves you. Me? I have nobody since I killed somebody while I was on drugs. I had a girlfriend that loved me to death but she broke up with me when she found out I killed this guy that was just pissing me off."
Stefan looked up at Jose and now he felt bad for him as it was something Stefan had never done on killing somebody although he had come close more than once.
Stefan Raab: "I'm sorry to hear that Jose. That must bother you everyday mustn't it?"
Jose Jonah: "Yeah it does man but that's the past and now I'm banged in here for life but at least you've got a chance of getting out of prison doing what's right to fix the mess you've caused."
Stefan stopped crying as he begins to speak.
Stefan Raab: "You know what? You are right that I can fix the mess I've caused. I need to learn to trust myself first before trusting other people."
Jose Jonah: "See I knew you was smart. You're doing well in this T Act Cup tournament thing you are in."
Stefan Raab:" Yeah and I'm surprised that I've even got this far to the semi finals of the tournament. I just take my anger out on CJ Gates this week."
Jose Jonah: "That's right Stefan. I have faith in you to beat this CJ Gates on Wednesday and Terry Marvin on Sunday night. Just send them straight to hell Stefan doing what you are good at. Making everyone a threat to you."
Stefan was much more happier now as it was about time someone gave him confidence with his wrestling.
Stefan Raab: "Yeah I feel better now after talking to you about my relationship but I'm not going to tell anybody about it in APW. I'm going to beat the living crap out of Gates in this falls count anywhere match and go through to the finals of the T Act Cup. Fick APW and WEW will conquer the world."
Jose Jonah: "That's the spirit. Now go to sleep because you need it for your upcoming match Wednesday night. Good night Stefan."
Stefan Raab: "Night Jose."
They then went off to sleep after talking in the dark to each other.
An anti APW crusade. San Luis, Maranhão, Brazil. Tuesday 11th June.
Outside of where Stefan and CJ Gates wrestle against each other tomorrow. Stefan thought to bring out an Anti APW banner along with other fans that were against the company as well. He knew that this will piss CJ off a lot along with Buckson too as he begins to speak.
"Even though I fucking hate APW. I have to admit that my opponent for this week CJ Gates is quite a talented wrestler getting all of these high-profile matches and the fact he actually defeated two opponents getting through the tournament is pretty darn impressive indeed. The thing we both got in common is that we've been or going to face one of the Syndicate/Sindicate members for their titles as of late.
Of course you deserved your shot for the Heavyweight title since you got screwed out of your victory against Level One back at Mayhem so of course APW had to hand you a shot for it as well as being in the Test For The Best tournament. You've been one lucky dude lately to get chances like this.
But let's get to the point Gates. I mean how many times have you actually been given chances to become champion? That makes me sick because I've been waiting for a title shot for a long time ever since I got drafted to Asylum. Eight months I had to wait for a title shot and as my last act of being the General Manager. I had to do something about it and that's to hand myself a title shot against Terry Marvin because I got sick and tired of waiting for a title shot to come and since Reginald wouldn't do it. I did it myself since he cares more about other wrestlers on Asylum than me.
It got me angry that I banged myself in prison because of it but yet you and Buckson have had all the chances in the world to become champions and choked more than once with the chance you both had.
Wait a minute you said that me and you have work together on a regular bases? Don't fucking lie Gates as we rarely ever see eye to eye. Wake the fuck up and realize that we are on different shows with you and Buckson being on Overdrive and me being on Asylum. No we don't work together at all and being quite honest I almost forgot about you being in APW. At least Buckson Douche is known around the company and gets himself noticed while I barely see you on TV if at all."
There was signs from other fans that were against APW company saying things like RIP APW and APW sucks with Stefan doing the same as the main leader of the crusade.
"You and Buckson Douche are so alike with you wanting praise from the fans and giving out respect. I don't want their respect because I want people hating me and not be apart of representing APW. No what I'm doing is representing WEW only a true company that gives something back to me and a true company that would give me a title shot earlier than eight months later.
That's the thing I love about WEW is the fact where my wrestling career began and they let me wrestle against champions like Vantage and Angelica Monroe without even earning anything for it although I had to have those matches not with the title involved because I was and still am a non wrestler over there but that's where my wrestling career took of from there not from being in APW.
You may represent APW in this tournament and sure we are in the same wrestling company but I'm purely here for the World Elite Wrestling fans my true home where I belong. I don't want any part of the company because of them treating me like garbage these past few months now. You and Buckson are nothing much but a bunch of ass kissers to Jeff's ass and maybe I might attach your heads to his ass because it seems the only thing to get title shots around APW.
WEW however you don't have to kiss Alakai Burke's backside to get title shots. We earn our shots for titles the correct way not just by winning matches. Also by performing to our full potential although I'm not a WEW wrestler yet but I will by the end of this year and I might just quit APW being dedicated to that company since I get treated fairly compared to APW trash."
Stefan proudly waves the WEW flag as he continued to speak.
"This is what I live for the wrestling business and I refuse to represent APW now because I was forced to put down the company on the application thanks to ass licker Jeff making me do that.
For sure you are a great wrestler but you like to have the fans praising the fuck out of you but guess what? They don't even give a damn about you on what you do to please them because they will turn on you someday so there's no point of me doing the same for the APW fans since they aren't worth it.
You are just pathetic Gates talking to Buckson Douche on what you both were going to do during the lumberjack match. To think that I would team with both of you makes you both complete fucking idiots as if I would stick up for you swines.
I wrestle for myself and WEW company only not for APW or you both and that other guy in the tournament because you all kiss ass to the fans while I'm the only person left that refuses to bend down to anybody because as you should know by now that I'm the most disrespectful wrestler in APW and I'm a completely different person in WEW because they deserve my support and they sure as hell are louder with the cheers and boos than the APW fans are."
Stefan was pissed off about being forced to represent APW in the tournament but now he doesn't have to because he was facing an APW star. He has an APW flag in his pocket along with circling outside of the T Act Cup arena with anti APW signs as he continued to speak.
"You seem to worry too much about your in ring performance and it's eating you up bad not that I care but the only things you've really done since you been in APW are winning Test For The Best tournament and beating Biggs for the Undisputed title but that was all back in two thousand and eleven. Since then you been given challenges to win titles again and again only to fail multiple times.
Hell you've even had to face Kid Dynamo earlier this year over some bet he pathetically made to you for the Survive and Conquer wager. I just laughed on how you barely even survived in that match against Kid with him coming from an irrelevant company called OWF whatever the fuck that stands for. It's pretty sad that I even remember that match taking place on Overdrive a few months ago.
That, Losing to Terry Marvin and Level One along with being qualified in the Test For The Best tournament are the only things people remember from you this year because they are the only achievements you've really done this year so far.
Even I've done more than you this year especially beating that piece of crap owner at Rasslemania and beating Kaylyn James Evans on Asylum and Reginald Schmidt at Mayhem. I'll get Asylum back under my control Gates don't you worry because I got something up my sleeve that everybody is going to see. You like everybody else will just have to wait.
Until then. I really should talk about the T Act Cup Falls Count Anywhere match. You see over on Overdrive you barely have matches like this while being an Asylum guy I take part in these matches all the time. I live and breathe hardcore matches because that's where I've been quite dangerous with recently.
You saw my match with Biggs recently right where I was almost choking him to death? That's how dangerous I am and sorry to say CJ but you will be in that position tomorrow night here in Brazil showing the dirty pigs how Asylum wrestlers wrestle nearly every night which makes us different to you Hollywood lifestyle boredom Overdrive crap we see all the time."
Stefan was almost getting ready to burn the APW flag as he poured gasoline over it on the pavement with a sick smile on his face.
"It's going to end up in a complete mess tomorrow night CJ Gates because it will be me going through to the finals of the T Act Cup tournament while you will be left in the cold of dust larking in the backgrounds hunting you down knowing you choked once again to win big matches.
You know what I'm going to do next don't you seeing how you've seen something like this before? In case you haven't let me remind you the day I came back where I burned the American, United Kingdom and Canadian flag on Asylum? That's exactly what you are going to see with this pathetic flag because as from tomorrow one person from APW will be out of the tournament and that's you CJ. Say goodbye to APW because you will get prepared to be Raabinated by The Killerplauze from the anti Christ of APW with WEW being gods of wrestling over this trash."
Stefan set the flag on fire as he stood over the burning APW flag and proudly waves the WEW flag as then he got put into handcuffs by the police and took Stefan to the police car as he watches the flag burn into pieces as they drove Stefan back to prison.
Things had been hard for Stefan since he's in prison due to what he's done being stuck for four months sure wasn't fun. He had to deal with prison life for a bit.
He was getting a little fed up being stuck not able to do anything and not even allowed out of prison except for training and promotional events he does before each matches he's in. He was with another new cell mate this week in Brazil but this time going under the name of Jose Jonah. He begins to speak while they sit on Stefan's bed.
Jose Jonah: "What's happening dude?"
This was unlike Stefan feeling depressed as he begins to speak.
Stefan Raab: "Just missing a few people that's all including somebody I love so much."
Most people didn't even know that Stefan's married because he wanted to protect his wife and his family away from the wrestling business.
Jose Jonah: "You feel really depressed Stefan. Tell me about this person you love."
Stefan Raab: "Na don't worry about it."
Jose Jonah: "You have to tell me Stefan because it's clearly been on your mind for days and you haven't slept at all since you've been here. I won't tell anybody with what you got to say."
Stefan really didn't want to tell Jose because he didn't know he could trust him but it was a dark hidden secret that he had to tell somebody one day about and he begins to speak.
Stefan Raab: "I never really told anybody about this but I'm in fact married to this woman who's done a lot for me in the past and I feel like I let her down. Her name is Fizz and I really miss her a lot. The reason I don't tell anybody around wrestling about Fizz is because I want to protect her and my son as much as I can not getting them involved into this wrestling mess I'm in."
Even in APW wrestling events he thought of Fizz and his kids but he hid his love away from people in the company because he didn't want people to show his weak side of him and that he didn't like or trust anybody in the company.
Jose Jonah: "What? You got a son as well?"
Stefan Raab: "Yes and two daughters from my previous relationship I had. That's not the worst of it Jose that I feel so down with myself."
Jose Jonah: "Tell me dude?"
Stefan Raab: "The worst of it is that Fizz is pregnant again with a baby boy on the way and I can't do anything to give her the love, the support and the help she needs throughout this pregnancy. I wish I hadn't destroyed someone's property but I was livid with how APW management have treated me these last few months giving people title shots and main event matches while only until recently that I wasn't given anything and I've been around Asylum since September. That's why I handed myself an Undisputed title shot against Terry Marvin two weeks ago."
Jose got shocked on Stefan coming out with his private life that he hadn't told anybody and Stefan was so down that he did the one thing he hated to do. He cried and Jose felt sorry for him.
Jose Jonah: "Stefan, I can't tell how hard that is for you to tell me about this girl you love and it's hard to keep your relationship with Fizz a secret in the wrestling business. Hell I would hate to be in your place now on wanting to look after and helping Fizz with the unborn baby. Fucking hell Stefan. It's alright to cry because it makes you a real man on doing so."
Stefan Raab: "I can't help but think I'm a weak person by crying to you about this."
Jose lets Stefan cry as it was something he needed to do now to let out his emotions and feelings for the woman he loved.
Jose Jonah: "You're not weak Stefan. It took guts for you to finally tell somebody about your hidden secret about your personal life. I guess you feel scared about letting yourself out as a person right?"
Stefan Raab: "That's exactly why people see me angry all the time because I'm just scared of trusting people again and for them to see the real me since the last time I trusted someone. They told the world the secret that I didn't want people to know in wrestling and it's the same outside of wrestling as well as I got raped in the past by a woman I was trying to help with her money problems."
Jose really listened in on Stefan as they should be asleep but Jose was worried about Raab as he hadn't slept since he arrived in Brazil on Sunday.
Jose Jonah: "Jesus man you have been through a hard time in your life. Look you just got to forget what's happened in the past."
Stefan Raab: "Easy for you to say but that's something I find difficult. That's why I'm getting mental help in a prison back in California at the moment."
Jose Jonah: "You have to try to let go of the past man because it will just hurt you even more. You are very lucky to have someone who still loves you. Me? I have nobody since I killed somebody while I was on drugs. I had a girlfriend that loved me to death but she broke up with me when she found out I killed this guy that was just pissing me off."
Stefan looked up at Jose and now he felt bad for him as it was something Stefan had never done on killing somebody although he had come close more than once.
Stefan Raab: "I'm sorry to hear that Jose. That must bother you everyday mustn't it?"
Jose Jonah: "Yeah it does man but that's the past and now I'm banged in here for life but at least you've got a chance of getting out of prison doing what's right to fix the mess you've caused."
Stefan stopped crying as he begins to speak.
Stefan Raab: "You know what? You are right that I can fix the mess I've caused. I need to learn to trust myself first before trusting other people."
Jose Jonah: "See I knew you was smart. You're doing well in this T Act Cup tournament thing you are in."
Stefan Raab:" Yeah and I'm surprised that I've even got this far to the semi finals of the tournament. I just take my anger out on CJ Gates this week."
Jose Jonah: "That's right Stefan. I have faith in you to beat this CJ Gates on Wednesday and Terry Marvin on Sunday night. Just send them straight to hell Stefan doing what you are good at. Making everyone a threat to you."
Stefan was much more happier now as it was about time someone gave him confidence with his wrestling.
Stefan Raab: "Yeah I feel better now after talking to you about my relationship but I'm not going to tell anybody about it in APW. I'm going to beat the living crap out of Gates in this falls count anywhere match and go through to the finals of the T Act Cup. Fick APW and WEW will conquer the world."
Jose Jonah: "That's the spirit. Now go to sleep because you need it for your upcoming match Wednesday night. Good night Stefan."
Stefan Raab: "Night Jose."
They then went off to sleep after talking in the dark to each other.
An anti APW crusade. San Luis, Maranhão, Brazil. Tuesday 11th June.
Outside of where Stefan and CJ Gates wrestle against each other tomorrow. Stefan thought to bring out an Anti APW banner along with other fans that were against the company as well. He knew that this will piss CJ off a lot along with Buckson too as he begins to speak.
"Even though I fucking hate APW. I have to admit that my opponent for this week CJ Gates is quite a talented wrestler getting all of these high-profile matches and the fact he actually defeated two opponents getting through the tournament is pretty darn impressive indeed. The thing we both got in common is that we've been or going to face one of the Syndicate/Sindicate members for their titles as of late.
Of course you deserved your shot for the Heavyweight title since you got screwed out of your victory against Level One back at Mayhem so of course APW had to hand you a shot for it as well as being in the Test For The Best tournament. You've been one lucky dude lately to get chances like this.
But let's get to the point Gates. I mean how many times have you actually been given chances to become champion? That makes me sick because I've been waiting for a title shot for a long time ever since I got drafted to Asylum. Eight months I had to wait for a title shot and as my last act of being the General Manager. I had to do something about it and that's to hand myself a title shot against Terry Marvin because I got sick and tired of waiting for a title shot to come and since Reginald wouldn't do it. I did it myself since he cares more about other wrestlers on Asylum than me.
It got me angry that I banged myself in prison because of it but yet you and Buckson have had all the chances in the world to become champions and choked more than once with the chance you both had.
Wait a minute you said that me and you have work together on a regular bases? Don't fucking lie Gates as we rarely ever see eye to eye. Wake the fuck up and realize that we are on different shows with you and Buckson being on Overdrive and me being on Asylum. No we don't work together at all and being quite honest I almost forgot about you being in APW. At least Buckson Douche is known around the company and gets himself noticed while I barely see you on TV if at all."
There was signs from other fans that were against APW company saying things like RIP APW and APW sucks with Stefan doing the same as the main leader of the crusade.
"You and Buckson Douche are so alike with you wanting praise from the fans and giving out respect. I don't want their respect because I want people hating me and not be apart of representing APW. No what I'm doing is representing WEW only a true company that gives something back to me and a true company that would give me a title shot earlier than eight months later.
That's the thing I love about WEW is the fact where my wrestling career began and they let me wrestle against champions like Vantage and Angelica Monroe without even earning anything for it although I had to have those matches not with the title involved because I was and still am a non wrestler over there but that's where my wrestling career took of from there not from being in APW.
You may represent APW in this tournament and sure we are in the same wrestling company but I'm purely here for the World Elite Wrestling fans my true home where I belong. I don't want any part of the company because of them treating me like garbage these past few months now. You and Buckson are nothing much but a bunch of ass kissers to Jeff's ass and maybe I might attach your heads to his ass because it seems the only thing to get title shots around APW.
WEW however you don't have to kiss Alakai Burke's backside to get title shots. We earn our shots for titles the correct way not just by winning matches. Also by performing to our full potential although I'm not a WEW wrestler yet but I will by the end of this year and I might just quit APW being dedicated to that company since I get treated fairly compared to APW trash."
Stefan proudly waves the WEW flag as he continued to speak.
"This is what I live for the wrestling business and I refuse to represent APW now because I was forced to put down the company on the application thanks to ass licker Jeff making me do that.
For sure you are a great wrestler but you like to have the fans praising the fuck out of you but guess what? They don't even give a damn about you on what you do to please them because they will turn on you someday so there's no point of me doing the same for the APW fans since they aren't worth it.
You are just pathetic Gates talking to Buckson Douche on what you both were going to do during the lumberjack match. To think that I would team with both of you makes you both complete fucking idiots as if I would stick up for you swines.
I wrestle for myself and WEW company only not for APW or you both and that other guy in the tournament because you all kiss ass to the fans while I'm the only person left that refuses to bend down to anybody because as you should know by now that I'm the most disrespectful wrestler in APW and I'm a completely different person in WEW because they deserve my support and they sure as hell are louder with the cheers and boos than the APW fans are."
Stefan was pissed off about being forced to represent APW in the tournament but now he doesn't have to because he was facing an APW star. He has an APW flag in his pocket along with circling outside of the T Act Cup arena with anti APW signs as he continued to speak.
"You seem to worry too much about your in ring performance and it's eating you up bad not that I care but the only things you've really done since you been in APW are winning Test For The Best tournament and beating Biggs for the Undisputed title but that was all back in two thousand and eleven. Since then you been given challenges to win titles again and again only to fail multiple times.
Hell you've even had to face Kid Dynamo earlier this year over some bet he pathetically made to you for the Survive and Conquer wager. I just laughed on how you barely even survived in that match against Kid with him coming from an irrelevant company called OWF whatever the fuck that stands for. It's pretty sad that I even remember that match taking place on Overdrive a few months ago.
That, Losing to Terry Marvin and Level One along with being qualified in the Test For The Best tournament are the only things people remember from you this year because they are the only achievements you've really done this year so far.
Even I've done more than you this year especially beating that piece of crap owner at Rasslemania and beating Kaylyn James Evans on Asylum and Reginald Schmidt at Mayhem. I'll get Asylum back under my control Gates don't you worry because I got something up my sleeve that everybody is going to see. You like everybody else will just have to wait.
Until then. I really should talk about the T Act Cup Falls Count Anywhere match. You see over on Overdrive you barely have matches like this while being an Asylum guy I take part in these matches all the time. I live and breathe hardcore matches because that's where I've been quite dangerous with recently.
You saw my match with Biggs recently right where I was almost choking him to death? That's how dangerous I am and sorry to say CJ but you will be in that position tomorrow night here in Brazil showing the dirty pigs how Asylum wrestlers wrestle nearly every night which makes us different to you Hollywood lifestyle boredom Overdrive crap we see all the time."
Stefan was almost getting ready to burn the APW flag as he poured gasoline over it on the pavement with a sick smile on his face.
"It's going to end up in a complete mess tomorrow night CJ Gates because it will be me going through to the finals of the T Act Cup tournament while you will be left in the cold of dust larking in the backgrounds hunting you down knowing you choked once again to win big matches.
You know what I'm going to do next don't you seeing how you've seen something like this before? In case you haven't let me remind you the day I came back where I burned the American, United Kingdom and Canadian flag on Asylum? That's exactly what you are going to see with this pathetic flag because as from tomorrow one person from APW will be out of the tournament and that's you CJ. Say goodbye to APW because you will get prepared to be Raabinated by The Killerplauze from the anti Christ of APW with WEW being gods of wrestling over this trash."
Stefan set the flag on fire as he stood over the burning APW flag and proudly waves the WEW flag as then he got put into handcuffs by the police and took Stefan to the police car as he watches the flag burn into pieces as they drove Stefan back to prison.