Post by Konrad Raab on Aug 20, 2013 0:56:41 GMT
Stefan's love bug feeling. San Diego, California. Monday 19th August
After Stefan saw Pete earlier today for his usual counselling session in prison. He demanded to go and see Pete again because there was something else on his mind that had been bothering him since last weekend. They sat down again in the counselling room and Pete begins to speak to Stefan.
Pete Young: Wow. I didn't expect to see you again Stefan. There's something else you want to talk about isn't there?
Stefan Raab: Yes there is Pete.
Pete was wondering why Stefan had demanded to see him twice in one day as he begins to speak.
Pete Young: What is it you really want to talk about?
Stefan felt really strange at one point during his match a couple of weeks ago as he begins to speak.
Stefan Raab: When I faced Kaylyn James Evans in the wrestling ring two weeks ago, There was this one moment that I just suddenly stopped wrestling because I had this warm fuzzy feeling in my heart and stomach for a few seconds. What does this mean?
Pete knows he's going to tell Stefan something that will just shock him as he continues to speak to Stefan.
Pete Young: You are going to hate me telling you this but that feeling meant that you are in love with her.
Stefan Raab: WHAT? That's impossible.
Pete Young: Sorry Stefan but it's the truth. Now every time you see Kaylyn, you will always have those feelings for her.
Stefan Raab: Does this mean I have a soft spot for her all the times I have to wrestle and see her?
Pete Young: Until those feelings go away. Yes you do have a soft spot for her.
It was a major shock for Stefan to know that he actually had a place in his heart for Kaylyn. He never ever had the bug for love towards anyone in his life. It was something he had to deal and cope with now.
Stefan Raab: Oh shit.
Stefan just gulped and he was lost for words as he was embarrassed to have this feeling for her.
Stefan Raab: So that's why I was being nice to Kaylyn on twitter back in April. I honestly thought it was the anti depressant tablets that made me change that day but Jesus Christ that's shocked the fuck out of me to know I have feelings for this girl. I'm not supposed to like let alone love anybody outside of The Black Hand team. Apart from them, my agent and Kaylyn, nobody else should ever find out about this.
Pete Young: No Stefan. It was because you were in love and it's nothing to worry about. Hell it's a good feeling to have.
Stefan Raab: Not when I'm known as the most hated man in APW and being the general manager of Raab-A-Mania is concerned. It spills trouble if I have to wrestle her in the ring again and her walking past me backstage as well.
Pete Young: I highly suggest you should tell her how you feel about her.
Stefan Raab: I can't as I'm too scared to tell her. Also that she's dating somebody as well.
Pete Young: I really do understand Stefan. It's best to keep it to yourself for now until you are ready to tell her. Maybe she might love you back.
Stefan Raab: The thing is that I loved Kaylyn touching me when I wrestled her like she made me happy. It's a feeling I've never gotten with any other female opponents I faced in the past. Since I got back here after I had that warm fuzzy feeling, I kept thinking about Kaylyn like I feel I want to protect her making sure she's alright and talk about things I don't even talk to anybody about and being there for her if she needs someone to talk to or even if she needed help. Dear I say this Pete and this can't leave this room on what I'm about to say but I really want to hug and kiss her to see if I feel any different afterwards.
Pete Young: Yes Stefan you are officially in love with Kaylyn if you got those feelings already. Just be careful on what you do if she's got a bloke especially.
Stefan Raab: Yeah and Level One as well if he finds out. I'm fucked for sure because he's protecting her with his Synndicate team and that's someone I don't want to mess with at all.
Pete Young: Then you just got to keep your feelings for Kaylyn under control Stefan and act normally when she's with Level One, her boyfriend and other people around her and beat her up Stefan especially around The Black Hand team. For now keep it all a secret until you are ready to tell her privately without anybody around and this means doing public tweets in October. Can you do that?
Stefan just couldn't believe he said some of the things but it made him feel good on telling somebody he doesn't know that well outside of wrestling cos it was way too risky to spill it out to the public.
Stefan Raab: Yes I think I can. Thank you for taking your time on listening and helping me with this.
Pete Young: That's what I'm here for to listen, help and advise other inmates what they should do if they want to talk, help or give them advice with or about something. You can chat to me any time Stefan regardless if it's not on the days you get counselling and I say that to the rest of the inmates as well every time they see me. Time to go back to your cell now Stefan.
Stefan then went out of the counselling room as he went straight back into his cell as the guards locked his cage up as Stefan needed to pee in the toilet and then he flushed the chain as he then went to lie in bed thinking about Kaylyn for an hour before he went off to sleep.
After Stefan saw Pete earlier today for his usual counselling session in prison. He demanded to go and see Pete again because there was something else on his mind that had been bothering him since last weekend. They sat down again in the counselling room and Pete begins to speak to Stefan.
Pete Young: Wow. I didn't expect to see you again Stefan. There's something else you want to talk about isn't there?
Stefan Raab: Yes there is Pete.
Pete was wondering why Stefan had demanded to see him twice in one day as he begins to speak.
Pete Young: What is it you really want to talk about?
Stefan felt really strange at one point during his match a couple of weeks ago as he begins to speak.
Stefan Raab: When I faced Kaylyn James Evans in the wrestling ring two weeks ago, There was this one moment that I just suddenly stopped wrestling because I had this warm fuzzy feeling in my heart and stomach for a few seconds. What does this mean?
Pete knows he's going to tell Stefan something that will just shock him as he continues to speak to Stefan.
Pete Young: You are going to hate me telling you this but that feeling meant that you are in love with her.
Stefan Raab: WHAT? That's impossible.
Pete Young: Sorry Stefan but it's the truth. Now every time you see Kaylyn, you will always have those feelings for her.
Stefan Raab: Does this mean I have a soft spot for her all the times I have to wrestle and see her?
Pete Young: Until those feelings go away. Yes you do have a soft spot for her.
It was a major shock for Stefan to know that he actually had a place in his heart for Kaylyn. He never ever had the bug for love towards anyone in his life. It was something he had to deal and cope with now.
Stefan Raab: Oh shit.
Stefan just gulped and he was lost for words as he was embarrassed to have this feeling for her.
Stefan Raab: So that's why I was being nice to Kaylyn on twitter back in April. I honestly thought it was the anti depressant tablets that made me change that day but Jesus Christ that's shocked the fuck out of me to know I have feelings for this girl. I'm not supposed to like let alone love anybody outside of The Black Hand team. Apart from them, my agent and Kaylyn, nobody else should ever find out about this.
Pete Young: No Stefan. It was because you were in love and it's nothing to worry about. Hell it's a good feeling to have.
Stefan Raab: Not when I'm known as the most hated man in APW and being the general manager of Raab-A-Mania is concerned. It spills trouble if I have to wrestle her in the ring again and her walking past me backstage as well.
Pete Young: I highly suggest you should tell her how you feel about her.
Stefan Raab: I can't as I'm too scared to tell her. Also that she's dating somebody as well.
Pete Young: I really do understand Stefan. It's best to keep it to yourself for now until you are ready to tell her. Maybe she might love you back.
Stefan Raab: The thing is that I loved Kaylyn touching me when I wrestled her like she made me happy. It's a feeling I've never gotten with any other female opponents I faced in the past. Since I got back here after I had that warm fuzzy feeling, I kept thinking about Kaylyn like I feel I want to protect her making sure she's alright and talk about things I don't even talk to anybody about and being there for her if she needs someone to talk to or even if she needed help. Dear I say this Pete and this can't leave this room on what I'm about to say but I really want to hug and kiss her to see if I feel any different afterwards.
Pete Young: Yes Stefan you are officially in love with Kaylyn if you got those feelings already. Just be careful on what you do if she's got a bloke especially.
Stefan Raab: Yeah and Level One as well if he finds out. I'm fucked for sure because he's protecting her with his Synndicate team and that's someone I don't want to mess with at all.
Pete Young: Then you just got to keep your feelings for Kaylyn under control Stefan and act normally when she's with Level One, her boyfriend and other people around her and beat her up Stefan especially around The Black Hand team. For now keep it all a secret until you are ready to tell her privately without anybody around and this means doing public tweets in October. Can you do that?
Stefan just couldn't believe he said some of the things but it made him feel good on telling somebody he doesn't know that well outside of wrestling cos it was way too risky to spill it out to the public.
Stefan Raab: Yes I think I can. Thank you for taking your time on listening and helping me with this.
Pete Young: That's what I'm here for to listen, help and advise other inmates what they should do if they want to talk, help or give them advice with or about something. You can chat to me any time Stefan regardless if it's not on the days you get counselling and I say that to the rest of the inmates as well every time they see me. Time to go back to your cell now Stefan.
Stefan then went out of the counselling room as he went straight back into his cell as the guards locked his cage up as Stefan needed to pee in the toilet and then he flushed the chain as he then went to lie in bed thinking about Kaylyn for an hour before he went off to sleep.