Post by Konrad Raab on Sept 21, 2017 22:56:33 GMT
Konrad's new way of dealing with stress. Lawerence, Kansas. Thursday 21st September (Off Camera)
There's been a lot of change in Konrad since he returned to wrestling and most people have asked, how Konrad's dealing with the pressure he gets on a consistent bases? How does Konrad cope with the stress and at times anxiety now compared to July and early August? It comes down to something he takes, medical marijuana. Of course usually if you don't have a medical marijuana card, it's against the law and get arrested, but there was no other option for Konrad as he tried anti depressants, but they didn't work.
However now, signs show that Konrad's mentally improved a lot since he was prescribed from his doctor from the advice of his counsellor to combat the stress and anxiety Konrad has with wrestling which were at extreme high levels until he was approved to use marijuana for medical reasons along with being given a medical marijuana card to use it three weeks ago.
There was one problem, most of the places, especially the area he was at was illegal, but he luckily managed to get some for before and after the Showdown event due to a medical marijuana card he had. Of course he left some at the hotel, hidden away to take afterwards. Another issue he's currently combating is his wife not understanding how this is affecting Konrad better than before.
Konrad Raab: "I know a lot of wrestlers don't understand what I'm doing, but this has made me so much better psychically and mentally. There's a chance I'll get caught, but cos I'm on medication with a medical card, it should be allowed."
Konrad has already rolled up some weed in papers you'd get from a shop as he was near an alleyway to smoke it, but before he lights up, he speaks.
Konrad Raab: "I wish Fizz understood why this makes me feel better than taking anti depressants and that it's not against the law when I'm medicated for it. It's something I know she has to understand about me. Maybe I get my doctor to meet with her to tell her this. I'm gonna smoke this now in case I get stressed later on."
He gets a lighter from his pocket and lights up the rolled up weed and smokes it freely as he has gotten a lot more confident of doing so and of course, he doesn't smoke it when he's not wrestling, he only smokes them on the days he wrestles as he sighs in relief, actually enjoying the weed.
Konrad Raab: "I feel much better already."
Of course it would as it's why the loss he had against Avery Miles hasn't affected him as much as it would have and hasn't come home all upset like he did and even feels it's preventing him coming online, talking rubbish as well. Although not really the case, but Konrad has officially changed for the better as he continues to have a few more puffs as he then dropped the paper on the floor and says this.
Konrad Raab: "Now the nerves and pressure is off, I'm ready to do this double tables match, the biggest match of my life and go out there to win."
He stomps the rest of it with his foot, kicking it to the wind before he leaves the alleyway to head towards the Allen Fieldhouse arena to meet up with some of his friends that he interacted with for a while before going to the locker room, without anybody noticing a thing with Konrad smoking weed before he came to the arena and has a quick shower to raise off the weed smell he may had on him before coming out and places his wrestling clothes on with the addition of wearing a black shirt that has the Red L on the white box with blooded style letters saying Hardcore Wrestling Learner and with two stick men using steel chairs to each other on the back as he sits on the bench, looking at the floor to get into focus of the match he's having against Zolton tonight.
NOTES; Just something I written up cos I was bored and that it's apart of Konrad's character that's gonna play a big part in off camera scenes in the future both here and in another fed, but it won't ever been shown on camera due to law reasons obviously, even if Konrad's smoking, eating or using it for medical reasons. No replies please as this is off camera and nobody knows about it. Thank you.
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LYRICS; “Cannibal” by Static-X