Post by Lord Raab on Sept 10, 2019 17:25:20 GMT
After his MMA title defence. Edmonton, Alberta, Canada. Sunday 28th February.
There's been a lot of fights tonight that have been talked about on the card, but of course yet again like every fight he had so far, Raab successfully defended his title without Henry or Samuel being at the event due to doing something wrestling related or that's what Raab thinks anyway, although he felt alone without Samuel which he felt bad because of barely spending time with him after being married to him. He hasn't really shown much love towards Samuel at all and he sits in his locker room, sighing and feeling a little down about it.
Lord Raab: “I love my husband and yet, I'm such an asshole towards him and not even made love with him for such a long time. I do need to make that up with him because I should show him that I am proud of being apart of his life.”
Of course, Raab thought more of what's going to happen to his wrestling career in SCW as he hadn't got any clue where he's gonna target next. He doesn't know as he speaks.
Lord Raab: “The thing is, I have no idea what I want to do in SCW as I've not earned any title shots to be a title contender and it's something I need to sort out. I do well in Amateur MMA fights yes, but wrestling seems to be going way down hill for me and I guess I need to put in the extra work. I hate the cheers from the crowd and I think it's that more than anything that's putting me off from wrestling to my full potential.”
Raab eventually goes silent as he frowns a bit on his face, looking dejected with the wrestling business in SCW. He's struggling to cope a lot of things at the moment of learning about being nice to women and not being afraid of them which he is and hates all of them around the world, wishing every single woman was dead and he decides to stand up and get himself showered and change into the clothes he walked in before he had to fight.
Every MMA fighter loves how different Raab is when it comes to wearing a wrestling mask in the octagon to make him stand out from the other fighters around the world. Suddenly while Raab was finally changed, there's a knock on the door and speaks.
Lord Raab: “Come in.”
It was the only fighter that Raab respected out of everyone he fought in the Amateur MMA promotion, a guy who took Raab to his limits in their last encounter a few months ago, James Deans. He took a seat besides Raab and sees Raab in his thinking mode and Raab looks right into James's eyes and speaks.
Lord Raab: “Is there something I can help you with?”
James Deans: “No, but you won't believe what I heard on the radio just now.”
Lord Raab: “What?”
James Deans: “I heard something about you that Henry Losak said on the Climax Control a few minutes ago that you are in the Blast from the past tournament.”
That's when things got extra nasty as he threw his stuff all over the place and screams his head off as he fights to punch the wall and screams to speak.
Lord Raab: “I'M GONNA FUCKING KILL HENRY WHEN I GET HOME TODAY. I TOLD HIM NOT TO PLACE ME IN THE TOURNAMENT AND HE FUCKING DID.”
Raab eventually picks his stuff up together to place them all in the bag and he zips up the bag as he puts it on his shoulders and stomps his way out of the bingo hall place and he catches his flight straight to Las Vegas.
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A few hours later. Las Vegas, Nevada. Monday 29th February.
Without any time to lose, he walked straight from Las Vegas airport all the way back to the headquarters where he lives and trains every single day and he stomps straight upstairs to the office where Raab knew Henry spends most of his time, doing lots of paperwork and he kicks the door down and grabs him by his shirt and places him against the wall and speaks.
Lord Raab: “YOU SON OF A BITCH, WHAT DID I SAY TO YOU? I SAID DON'T PUT ME IN THE TOURNAMENT.”
Henry Losak: “I knew this would happen and th..................................”
Lord Raab: “OH, SO YOU HAD PLANS TO PUT ME IN SOME BULLSHIT TOURNAMENT WHICH NOW I HAVE TO COMPETE IN. I TOLD YOU NOT TO FUC............................”
Henry Losak: “I had no choice Raab. I placed you in the tournament because Christian and Mark couldn't find anybody else to take Ethan's spot. It's not only for that, i...............”
Raab viciously kicks and punches Henry almost to a point that he's on the ground and the security heard the screaming and yelling to a point where the security guards came in and they used a stun gun straight away so Raab falls on the floor as they help Henry up and one of the security men begins to speak.
Security guard: “Are you alright?”
Henry Losak: “Yeah, I'm fine. It's Raab not taking the news well. I don't know how he heard, but the thing is guys, it's for his own good on putting him in the tournament. I know he hates to tag with women and that's why he didn't want to take part in it, but Christian and Mark simply couldn't find anyone else. At least I didn't have to tell him for once.”
Raab heard most of that while he was stunned down as he got up and gets even more aggressive again, but the security guards stunned him again and the guard speaks.
Security guard: “He really hates women, doesn't he?”
Henry Losak: “Yes he does and I hope this tournament will teach him something with that. I need to get Samuel in here to calm him down.”
He presses on the buzzer for Samuel since of course, he couldn't speak on the phone which when Henry needs something from Samuel, he has a buzzer to press which he comes straight into Henry's office and as he does quite quickly to see what's going on and although Samuel looks down at his husband, Henry of course knew with Samuel being here, it might defuse the situation a bit as Raab gets up and you could tell he wants to cry because of his fear, but he couldn't. Samuel hugs Raab to relax him a bit as Henry speaks.
Henry Losak: “Guys, thanks for coming here in the emergency, but you can leave now since Samuel's here with Raab.”
Raab lets go of the hug he was getting from Samuel and he shakes his head, still being angry as fuck about doing this behind his back and he begins to speak.
Lord Raab: “I'm gonna go to a counsellor tomorrow.”
Henry Losak; “I hope you will because you need to go on your own without me dragging your ass there. Raab, please let me explain. A lot of SCW female wrestlers are afraid of you and I had to protect them from you because of you're violent fights you get into and I want you to overcome your fears with them and talk to them. Goth really wants you to do this because he wants you and his wife to actually talk.”
Lord Raab: “Nobody understands me. I can't express feelings to a woman. I can't even trust a woman and now you are telling me I have to be in this tournament behind my back as well really fucking hurt me Henry. You really are a scumbag.”
Henry Losak: “Wait no, I wasn't stabbing you in the back. It's simply best for business. Raab, I didn't want you to be in the tournament, but Christian and Mark wanted you in that tournament and if you didn't, they've literally said to me that you'd be released from you're contract.”
Raab took a seat for a bit, gathering up his depressed feelings about the whole thing and he still hated women more than anything in the world and being very insecure about them due to his past that's affecting him very heavily. He holds his chest that he feels a very fast pace which has been quite a concern lately for Henry and Samuel to realise Raab could have heart problems as Samuel strokes Raab's back to relax him and breaths in and out slowly as he speaks again.
Lord Raab: “I don't know what the fuck it's meant to be about.”
Henry Losak: “It's about respecting the legends of wrestling that have wrestled over the years and this is just to wrestle them in their honour so to speak. Raab, I know you are thinking that a woman in the match means you can wrestle her in the ring. Well I've been given very strict guidelines that you aren't allowed to hit a woman.”
Lord Raab: “Oh because every male wrestler can, right?”
Henry Losak: “No, they aren't allowed either. You have to find a way to trust Gothika and she might be a sick and demented woman too, but please at least try. You're opponent is against Rage and Samantha Marlowe in the tournament.”
Raab shook his head because he of course doesn't understand and he eventually leaves without a word with Samuel with him as Henry went to his seat on the desk and done a lot of paperwork and knew Raab would react in a very bad way to the news, but he smiled, knowing the decision was right and was going to be for his own good. After all, he promised Henry he'll see a counsellor tomorrow which was the one thing he hoped Raab would do.
Samuel and Raab meanwhile closed the doors in their apartment and did their own business or at least Samuel wanted to do something to make Raab feeling a little happier as they did for a good old few hours as they eventually went to sleep together in the same bed like they are an actual couple and Raab at least slowly closes his eyes to sleep.
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Counselling session about women. Las Vegas, Nevada. Wednesday 2nd March.
It's a new day where Raab discovered he's facing against Rage which he wasn't even a problem for him since he'd wrestle against anybody, but the big problem is him teaming and potentially talking to a woman in the match. He had been stabbing himself with a knife near his wrists due to how hurt he is with the whole situation and he had no idea what to do other than talking to his counsellor, Steven Qivers who for once in his life was proud of Raab to come on his own to talk about his problems, even though it wasn't a Friday, but it still was gonna be a session.
Steven had no idea what Raab wants to talk about as they sit in the office, looking at one another with Raab, breathing heavily as he growls and tightens his fists and rocks backwards and forwards to know how he has to deal with the situation and he begins to speak.
Lord Raab: “I'm just living in hell right now. I can't believe what Henry fucking did, that bastard.”
Steven Qivers: “What happened?”
Lord Raab: “HE PUT ME TO TEAM WITH A FUCKING WOMAN IN A WRESTLING TOURNAMENT.”
Steven Qivers: “I see. I'm guessing today's topic is talking about women.”
Raab sits there in silence, not saying anything as he's feeling like he's completely torn up and he's very confused in his mind of not knowing how to tackle this problem of being afraid of women which of course means Raab is very insecure, possibly one of the most insecure people Steven's ever met when it comes to the type of person Raab is and Steven knows it. He looks on the computer to see what exactly Raab means and it turns out from a very quick search, he knows the problem and speaks.
Steven Qivers: “Oh I see yes, you are facing against Rage and Samantha Marlowe. That's right in the Blast From The Past tournament in SCW. I see the problem with this for sure, a huge problem that you are worried this woman you're teaming with might hurt you mentally again, right?”
Lord Raab: “Um well not exactly, the fact I have to team with her makes me sick to my stomach.”
Steven Qivers: “Yes so I can see. The problem is you can't deal with this change and I know you didn't want this match or even asked for it, but life doesn't care about you're problems and sometimes, we all have to do things we don't want to do and this is sadly one of those times. Another problem is you want to hurt Samantha very badly as well, right?”
Lord Raab: “Yes.”
Steven Qivers: “Damn this is really hard because I'm sure Henry told you not to do so in the tournament. I know you haven't been talking to Henry either since he placed you in the tournament and he's told me how you've tried to shut him out of you're life, but you can't. You can't keep running away from this serious problem.”
Steven writes down everything Raab said and he saw one of the other problems Raab's got with holding his chest. He knew deep down inside, Raab is hurting not only mentally, but psychically as well as he breathes very heavily again, but the pain eventually goes away as he feels weak and useless on not being able to run away from the situation and he spoke his mind on what he wants to do.
Lord Raab: “I'm not gonna wrestle in the stupid tournament. I don't care if it's for some worthless title shot, I rather earn it by beating the living shit out of my opponents rather than teaming up with some woman I've never seen or heard of in my life.”
Steven Qivers: “You have to Raab. I know it's hard, but the main thing is it will help you to overcome your fears. Nobody said you had to talk to Gothika but you do however have to get along and work with her. That's for now you're biggest task to overcome. Thing is you have to try and find a way to get along with Gothika without getting angry at her. At the same time, you have to not attack Samantha as well because you'd cost you're team the match.”
Lord Raab: “The fact I can't beat women limits me here. I know I got to beat down Rage, but I'm like is that all I can wrestle against? I want the chance to viciously beating women and I need to explode on them.”
Steven Qivers: “No you can't. Raab, you need to only face Rage and nobody else which should be just as clear to you. Not all women are like that rapist as I've said to you, but you of course don't see that because you avoid women everywhere you go, even locking yourself in a closet. It's not gonna help you Raab.”
Raab just couldn't take it as he just felt so empty and lost for words on saying something towards Steven as he's right, Raab seems to be so lost at where he's at right now and the biggest problem is women cheering for him and the fans themselves, but that's not important and he couldn't speak and Steven had wrote every single detail Raab said towards him and he looks at him, seeing Raab like he's falling apart and Steven talks about it.
Steven Qivers: “All I'm saying is if you do the match without attacking women and without running away from them, it shows we are going somewhere with this progress. Honestly and you are gonna hate me for saying this, but Henry is trying to help you. He's not being a scumbag and hell, he did say he only accepted the offer because the owners couldn't find anyone else. In a way as well, I think this match is for you're own good to teach you how to learn about everything with women what they are like in their personalities and what they are like in general.”
Lord Raab: “I can't. I just find them all evil and I'm just done with this because even you don't understand me either. Nobody fucking does, not even Samuel or Goth do.”
Steven Qivers: “I do understand, but you can't accept to make any improvements and you need to learn that things aren't going to be you're own way. You have to accept that things happen for a reason and this thing with facing against Rage and Samantha is for a reason of you to not worry about Samantha and Gothika and do the best you can. That's all. Don't be mad at the whole world for this, just go out there and do the best you can to win again.”
Raab in the end just nodded, no matter how much he hated this time to talk and no matter how much he hated this situation he had no business being in, he just had to make the best of it as he stands up and walks towards the front door and opens it before it starts to close slowly to itself and Raab walks straight back to his headquarters to do some training for the match, along with Samuel doing some with him as well before they go straight to sleep at three in the morning in their own bed together.
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Bullshit match ustream.com shoot.
“This has to be the lowest of the low that Henry has ever done. To be honest, I don't care about this tournament or my partner for that fact because I don't know what the purpose of this whole thing is. I don't know anything about the tournament and I don't know who the hell these people are on representing them in this shit match. I'm sorry to break it to you all, but there's gonna be nothing good coming out of this. You think I'm gonna give credit? You think I'm gonna be nice to these stupid women in the match?
Sorry, not happening. Not gonna pretend to like them when I don't. I'm fuming mad that I'm forced to compete in this pointless tournament match. Oh so I get a shot for the Heavyweight title. Been there, done that, worthless to win the same belt again. Yes I'm aware of facing against Rage and Samantha, but you both are just in the way to achieve me walking out of this shit match. Honestly it is and unlike you both who actually asked to be in the tournament. I didn't and I'm not looking forward to it at all.
Gothika can go and fuck herself if she thinks I'm gonna trust her. Yes I fucking get it, we were all champions or are champions currently, but what makes any of you think you are deserving of the shot for the titles or in Samantha's case, what makes you have any right to be in this match? In fact, I don't think you need to be in this match, but one thing I applaud you on is beating the hell out of Mikah for that Bombshells championship because she made the title look like a fucking joke just like she is.
Also like Team Hero as well which the only reason why they are still champions is not just because of the lack of competition, it's also because Roxi has carried the whole team to victory, while Kiera has been playing sex games more than actually training for matches. Sorry girls, but you both are just a bunch of jokes and shit champions that are undeserving of the belts.
Of course Rage, I haven't forgotten about you at all. I don't get you like you took off from wrestling a while ago and a few months later, you came back and I want to ask, why did you come back? Was it because of that stupid team you follow behind you and then you suffered a loss to Ethan Alexander and I pin pointed something as well that in a way when it comes to the women's division, you are right, there is no competition which I stated the above of my feelings on that garbage.
I know I'm seem to be mad on things, but I have no interest in wrestling in this match because of Ethan bitched out of the company which now I have to waste my god damn time, taking his place just so I have to team with a fucking woman. How insulting that is for me to be in this match which to me, means nothing. I'm only wrestling tomorrow night because of enjoying a good fight to hurt people because that's basically what I'm gonna do.
Oh yeah you heard me, I'm completely ignoring the world of having to follow orders on not hitting women in the tournament. Are SCW making the other wrestlers fucking pussies to actually run away from women in the ring? I don't give a fuck if Samantha steps into the ring, I'll demolish her like anything just like with Rage as well. Rage, from what I've heard you talk about recently with nearly all the people I hate, I absolutely agree with you, especially Sean Jackson being overrated who's also bitched out of SCW because he couldn't handle the ass beating Goth gave him.
Goth is past his prime did you say Rage? Oh, I didn't know that being the 2nd male grand slam in SCW's history is passing Goth's time in this business. You are delusional as fuck for saying such bullshit and although I've not seen him this week, he's much better than you in the ring from what I've seen from you so far. Yes we get it Rage, you captured the Heavyweight belt, but going for another reign? Did you know winning the same belt over and over again doesn't mean shit? I for one am proud with the time I was champion and although yes we get the fact it's another chance of us being title contenders again, but I didn't want to be in this tournament to win that. I didn't want to be in it at all. It's fucking Henry who forced me into it.
Wait a second Rage, are you telling me just because you are in a team with Despayre that you don't want to face him in matches? You are without a shadow of a doubt the biggest pussy I've ever met in my life honestly. If Goth and I fought each other, we'd beat the living shit out of each other yet again like we did last year because it's about being the best wrestler. Ha and the nickname of The Sin of Wrath is so god damn pathetic. Go ahead Rage, go and let that anger out at me because I'll do exactly the same, but even worse to you and even Samantha too. Fucking hell, this match is only for a bunch of bitches who are too scared to fight women.
I much enjoy beating women up for a living because all women are fucking evil and should bury themselves deep into the ground. I will go in the ring myself male or female wrestlers and beat them all on my own and I don't mean winning the match either. I want to end this pathetic tournament to have this match as a tie and even burning it to pieces. So you see I am only competing because Henry and my counsellor told me to. Never wanted another Heavyweight title shot since I'd rather have the tag team title shot with Samuel which I'd be proud to swap positions with. See you out there idiots as I'm just gonna have fun ripping both Rage and Samantha apart.
Since it's my fucking job to do so and honestly, I don't give a fuck what you both say, but you'll give a fuck when I smash you're heads together and knock you off your feet so I, not Gothika will either pin you or make you tap out like a fucking bitch. Tomorrow night Rage and Samantha, you will prepare yourselves for the most violent beatings in you're lives and it's only because Henry and the SCW staff have themselves to blame. I don't want to be cheered by the fans who put me off in every single match I wrestle in with them.
Anyway, I'm done talking about this shit tournament because it's of course Henry's way of me talking to women and overcoming my fears of it, but I will not let you idiots beat me, oh no I won't because I'm not scared of shit other than women and everyone around them. Tomorrow night Rage and Samantha's, prepare to be Raabinated by The Masked German Monster.”
There's been a lot of fights tonight that have been talked about on the card, but of course yet again like every fight he had so far, Raab successfully defended his title without Henry or Samuel being at the event due to doing something wrestling related or that's what Raab thinks anyway, although he felt alone without Samuel which he felt bad because of barely spending time with him after being married to him. He hasn't really shown much love towards Samuel at all and he sits in his locker room, sighing and feeling a little down about it.
Lord Raab: “I love my husband and yet, I'm such an asshole towards him and not even made love with him for such a long time. I do need to make that up with him because I should show him that I am proud of being apart of his life.”
Of course, Raab thought more of what's going to happen to his wrestling career in SCW as he hadn't got any clue where he's gonna target next. He doesn't know as he speaks.
Lord Raab: “The thing is, I have no idea what I want to do in SCW as I've not earned any title shots to be a title contender and it's something I need to sort out. I do well in Amateur MMA fights yes, but wrestling seems to be going way down hill for me and I guess I need to put in the extra work. I hate the cheers from the crowd and I think it's that more than anything that's putting me off from wrestling to my full potential.”
Raab eventually goes silent as he frowns a bit on his face, looking dejected with the wrestling business in SCW. He's struggling to cope a lot of things at the moment of learning about being nice to women and not being afraid of them which he is and hates all of them around the world, wishing every single woman was dead and he decides to stand up and get himself showered and change into the clothes he walked in before he had to fight.
Every MMA fighter loves how different Raab is when it comes to wearing a wrestling mask in the octagon to make him stand out from the other fighters around the world. Suddenly while Raab was finally changed, there's a knock on the door and speaks.
Lord Raab: “Come in.”
It was the only fighter that Raab respected out of everyone he fought in the Amateur MMA promotion, a guy who took Raab to his limits in their last encounter a few months ago, James Deans. He took a seat besides Raab and sees Raab in his thinking mode and Raab looks right into James's eyes and speaks.
Lord Raab: “Is there something I can help you with?”
James Deans: “No, but you won't believe what I heard on the radio just now.”
Lord Raab: “What?”
James Deans: “I heard something about you that Henry Losak said on the Climax Control a few minutes ago that you are in the Blast from the past tournament.”
That's when things got extra nasty as he threw his stuff all over the place and screams his head off as he fights to punch the wall and screams to speak.
Lord Raab: “I'M GONNA FUCKING KILL HENRY WHEN I GET HOME TODAY. I TOLD HIM NOT TO PLACE ME IN THE TOURNAMENT AND HE FUCKING DID.”
Raab eventually picks his stuff up together to place them all in the bag and he zips up the bag as he puts it on his shoulders and stomps his way out of the bingo hall place and he catches his flight straight to Las Vegas.
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A few hours later. Las Vegas, Nevada. Monday 29th February.
Without any time to lose, he walked straight from Las Vegas airport all the way back to the headquarters where he lives and trains every single day and he stomps straight upstairs to the office where Raab knew Henry spends most of his time, doing lots of paperwork and he kicks the door down and grabs him by his shirt and places him against the wall and speaks.
Lord Raab: “YOU SON OF A BITCH, WHAT DID I SAY TO YOU? I SAID DON'T PUT ME IN THE TOURNAMENT.”
Henry Losak: “I knew this would happen and th..................................”
Lord Raab: “OH, SO YOU HAD PLANS TO PUT ME IN SOME BULLSHIT TOURNAMENT WHICH NOW I HAVE TO COMPETE IN. I TOLD YOU NOT TO FUC............................”
Henry Losak: “I had no choice Raab. I placed you in the tournament because Christian and Mark couldn't find anybody else to take Ethan's spot. It's not only for that, i...............”
Raab viciously kicks and punches Henry almost to a point that he's on the ground and the security heard the screaming and yelling to a point where the security guards came in and they used a stun gun straight away so Raab falls on the floor as they help Henry up and one of the security men begins to speak.
Security guard: “Are you alright?”
Henry Losak: “Yeah, I'm fine. It's Raab not taking the news well. I don't know how he heard, but the thing is guys, it's for his own good on putting him in the tournament. I know he hates to tag with women and that's why he didn't want to take part in it, but Christian and Mark simply couldn't find anyone else. At least I didn't have to tell him for once.”
Raab heard most of that while he was stunned down as he got up and gets even more aggressive again, but the security guards stunned him again and the guard speaks.
Security guard: “He really hates women, doesn't he?”
Henry Losak: “Yes he does and I hope this tournament will teach him something with that. I need to get Samuel in here to calm him down.”
He presses on the buzzer for Samuel since of course, he couldn't speak on the phone which when Henry needs something from Samuel, he has a buzzer to press which he comes straight into Henry's office and as he does quite quickly to see what's going on and although Samuel looks down at his husband, Henry of course knew with Samuel being here, it might defuse the situation a bit as Raab gets up and you could tell he wants to cry because of his fear, but he couldn't. Samuel hugs Raab to relax him a bit as Henry speaks.
Henry Losak: “Guys, thanks for coming here in the emergency, but you can leave now since Samuel's here with Raab.”
Raab lets go of the hug he was getting from Samuel and he shakes his head, still being angry as fuck about doing this behind his back and he begins to speak.
Lord Raab: “I'm gonna go to a counsellor tomorrow.”
Henry Losak; “I hope you will because you need to go on your own without me dragging your ass there. Raab, please let me explain. A lot of SCW female wrestlers are afraid of you and I had to protect them from you because of you're violent fights you get into and I want you to overcome your fears with them and talk to them. Goth really wants you to do this because he wants you and his wife to actually talk.”
Lord Raab: “Nobody understands me. I can't express feelings to a woman. I can't even trust a woman and now you are telling me I have to be in this tournament behind my back as well really fucking hurt me Henry. You really are a scumbag.”
Henry Losak: “Wait no, I wasn't stabbing you in the back. It's simply best for business. Raab, I didn't want you to be in the tournament, but Christian and Mark wanted you in that tournament and if you didn't, they've literally said to me that you'd be released from you're contract.”
Raab took a seat for a bit, gathering up his depressed feelings about the whole thing and he still hated women more than anything in the world and being very insecure about them due to his past that's affecting him very heavily. He holds his chest that he feels a very fast pace which has been quite a concern lately for Henry and Samuel to realise Raab could have heart problems as Samuel strokes Raab's back to relax him and breaths in and out slowly as he speaks again.
Lord Raab: “I don't know what the fuck it's meant to be about.”
Henry Losak: “It's about respecting the legends of wrestling that have wrestled over the years and this is just to wrestle them in their honour so to speak. Raab, I know you are thinking that a woman in the match means you can wrestle her in the ring. Well I've been given very strict guidelines that you aren't allowed to hit a woman.”
Lord Raab: “Oh because every male wrestler can, right?”
Henry Losak: “No, they aren't allowed either. You have to find a way to trust Gothika and she might be a sick and demented woman too, but please at least try. You're opponent is against Rage and Samantha Marlowe in the tournament.”
Raab shook his head because he of course doesn't understand and he eventually leaves without a word with Samuel with him as Henry went to his seat on the desk and done a lot of paperwork and knew Raab would react in a very bad way to the news, but he smiled, knowing the decision was right and was going to be for his own good. After all, he promised Henry he'll see a counsellor tomorrow which was the one thing he hoped Raab would do.
Samuel and Raab meanwhile closed the doors in their apartment and did their own business or at least Samuel wanted to do something to make Raab feeling a little happier as they did for a good old few hours as they eventually went to sleep together in the same bed like they are an actual couple and Raab at least slowly closes his eyes to sleep.
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Counselling session about women. Las Vegas, Nevada. Wednesday 2nd March.
It's a new day where Raab discovered he's facing against Rage which he wasn't even a problem for him since he'd wrestle against anybody, but the big problem is him teaming and potentially talking to a woman in the match. He had been stabbing himself with a knife near his wrists due to how hurt he is with the whole situation and he had no idea what to do other than talking to his counsellor, Steven Qivers who for once in his life was proud of Raab to come on his own to talk about his problems, even though it wasn't a Friday, but it still was gonna be a session.
Steven had no idea what Raab wants to talk about as they sit in the office, looking at one another with Raab, breathing heavily as he growls and tightens his fists and rocks backwards and forwards to know how he has to deal with the situation and he begins to speak.
Lord Raab: “I'm just living in hell right now. I can't believe what Henry fucking did, that bastard.”
Steven Qivers: “What happened?”
Lord Raab: “HE PUT ME TO TEAM WITH A FUCKING WOMAN IN A WRESTLING TOURNAMENT.”
Steven Qivers: “I see. I'm guessing today's topic is talking about women.”
Raab sits there in silence, not saying anything as he's feeling like he's completely torn up and he's very confused in his mind of not knowing how to tackle this problem of being afraid of women which of course means Raab is very insecure, possibly one of the most insecure people Steven's ever met when it comes to the type of person Raab is and Steven knows it. He looks on the computer to see what exactly Raab means and it turns out from a very quick search, he knows the problem and speaks.
Steven Qivers: “Oh I see yes, you are facing against Rage and Samantha Marlowe. That's right in the Blast From The Past tournament in SCW. I see the problem with this for sure, a huge problem that you are worried this woman you're teaming with might hurt you mentally again, right?”
Lord Raab: “Um well not exactly, the fact I have to team with her makes me sick to my stomach.”
Steven Qivers: “Yes so I can see. The problem is you can't deal with this change and I know you didn't want this match or even asked for it, but life doesn't care about you're problems and sometimes, we all have to do things we don't want to do and this is sadly one of those times. Another problem is you want to hurt Samantha very badly as well, right?”
Lord Raab: “Yes.”
Steven Qivers: “Damn this is really hard because I'm sure Henry told you not to do so in the tournament. I know you haven't been talking to Henry either since he placed you in the tournament and he's told me how you've tried to shut him out of you're life, but you can't. You can't keep running away from this serious problem.”
Steven writes down everything Raab said and he saw one of the other problems Raab's got with holding his chest. He knew deep down inside, Raab is hurting not only mentally, but psychically as well as he breathes very heavily again, but the pain eventually goes away as he feels weak and useless on not being able to run away from the situation and he spoke his mind on what he wants to do.
Lord Raab: “I'm not gonna wrestle in the stupid tournament. I don't care if it's for some worthless title shot, I rather earn it by beating the living shit out of my opponents rather than teaming up with some woman I've never seen or heard of in my life.”
Steven Qivers: “You have to Raab. I know it's hard, but the main thing is it will help you to overcome your fears. Nobody said you had to talk to Gothika but you do however have to get along and work with her. That's for now you're biggest task to overcome. Thing is you have to try and find a way to get along with Gothika without getting angry at her. At the same time, you have to not attack Samantha as well because you'd cost you're team the match.”
Lord Raab: “The fact I can't beat women limits me here. I know I got to beat down Rage, but I'm like is that all I can wrestle against? I want the chance to viciously beating women and I need to explode on them.”
Steven Qivers: “No you can't. Raab, you need to only face Rage and nobody else which should be just as clear to you. Not all women are like that rapist as I've said to you, but you of course don't see that because you avoid women everywhere you go, even locking yourself in a closet. It's not gonna help you Raab.”
Raab just couldn't take it as he just felt so empty and lost for words on saying something towards Steven as he's right, Raab seems to be so lost at where he's at right now and the biggest problem is women cheering for him and the fans themselves, but that's not important and he couldn't speak and Steven had wrote every single detail Raab said towards him and he looks at him, seeing Raab like he's falling apart and Steven talks about it.
Steven Qivers: “All I'm saying is if you do the match without attacking women and without running away from them, it shows we are going somewhere with this progress. Honestly and you are gonna hate me for saying this, but Henry is trying to help you. He's not being a scumbag and hell, he did say he only accepted the offer because the owners couldn't find anyone else. In a way as well, I think this match is for you're own good to teach you how to learn about everything with women what they are like in their personalities and what they are like in general.”
Lord Raab: “I can't. I just find them all evil and I'm just done with this because even you don't understand me either. Nobody fucking does, not even Samuel or Goth do.”
Steven Qivers: “I do understand, but you can't accept to make any improvements and you need to learn that things aren't going to be you're own way. You have to accept that things happen for a reason and this thing with facing against Rage and Samantha is for a reason of you to not worry about Samantha and Gothika and do the best you can. That's all. Don't be mad at the whole world for this, just go out there and do the best you can to win again.”
Raab in the end just nodded, no matter how much he hated this time to talk and no matter how much he hated this situation he had no business being in, he just had to make the best of it as he stands up and walks towards the front door and opens it before it starts to close slowly to itself and Raab walks straight back to his headquarters to do some training for the match, along with Samuel doing some with him as well before they go straight to sleep at three in the morning in their own bed together.
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Bullshit match ustream.com shoot.
“This has to be the lowest of the low that Henry has ever done. To be honest, I don't care about this tournament or my partner for that fact because I don't know what the purpose of this whole thing is. I don't know anything about the tournament and I don't know who the hell these people are on representing them in this shit match. I'm sorry to break it to you all, but there's gonna be nothing good coming out of this. You think I'm gonna give credit? You think I'm gonna be nice to these stupid women in the match?
Sorry, not happening. Not gonna pretend to like them when I don't. I'm fuming mad that I'm forced to compete in this pointless tournament match. Oh so I get a shot for the Heavyweight title. Been there, done that, worthless to win the same belt again. Yes I'm aware of facing against Rage and Samantha, but you both are just in the way to achieve me walking out of this shit match. Honestly it is and unlike you both who actually asked to be in the tournament. I didn't and I'm not looking forward to it at all.
Gothika can go and fuck herself if she thinks I'm gonna trust her. Yes I fucking get it, we were all champions or are champions currently, but what makes any of you think you are deserving of the shot for the titles or in Samantha's case, what makes you have any right to be in this match? In fact, I don't think you need to be in this match, but one thing I applaud you on is beating the hell out of Mikah for that Bombshells championship because she made the title look like a fucking joke just like she is.
Also like Team Hero as well which the only reason why they are still champions is not just because of the lack of competition, it's also because Roxi has carried the whole team to victory, while Kiera has been playing sex games more than actually training for matches. Sorry girls, but you both are just a bunch of jokes and shit champions that are undeserving of the belts.
Of course Rage, I haven't forgotten about you at all. I don't get you like you took off from wrestling a while ago and a few months later, you came back and I want to ask, why did you come back? Was it because of that stupid team you follow behind you and then you suffered a loss to Ethan Alexander and I pin pointed something as well that in a way when it comes to the women's division, you are right, there is no competition which I stated the above of my feelings on that garbage.
I know I'm seem to be mad on things, but I have no interest in wrestling in this match because of Ethan bitched out of the company which now I have to waste my god damn time, taking his place just so I have to team with a fucking woman. How insulting that is for me to be in this match which to me, means nothing. I'm only wrestling tomorrow night because of enjoying a good fight to hurt people because that's basically what I'm gonna do.
Oh yeah you heard me, I'm completely ignoring the world of having to follow orders on not hitting women in the tournament. Are SCW making the other wrestlers fucking pussies to actually run away from women in the ring? I don't give a fuck if Samantha steps into the ring, I'll demolish her like anything just like with Rage as well. Rage, from what I've heard you talk about recently with nearly all the people I hate, I absolutely agree with you, especially Sean Jackson being overrated who's also bitched out of SCW because he couldn't handle the ass beating Goth gave him.
Goth is past his prime did you say Rage? Oh, I didn't know that being the 2nd male grand slam in SCW's history is passing Goth's time in this business. You are delusional as fuck for saying such bullshit and although I've not seen him this week, he's much better than you in the ring from what I've seen from you so far. Yes we get it Rage, you captured the Heavyweight belt, but going for another reign? Did you know winning the same belt over and over again doesn't mean shit? I for one am proud with the time I was champion and although yes we get the fact it's another chance of us being title contenders again, but I didn't want to be in this tournament to win that. I didn't want to be in it at all. It's fucking Henry who forced me into it.
Wait a second Rage, are you telling me just because you are in a team with Despayre that you don't want to face him in matches? You are without a shadow of a doubt the biggest pussy I've ever met in my life honestly. If Goth and I fought each other, we'd beat the living shit out of each other yet again like we did last year because it's about being the best wrestler. Ha and the nickname of The Sin of Wrath is so god damn pathetic. Go ahead Rage, go and let that anger out at me because I'll do exactly the same, but even worse to you and even Samantha too. Fucking hell, this match is only for a bunch of bitches who are too scared to fight women.
I much enjoy beating women up for a living because all women are fucking evil and should bury themselves deep into the ground. I will go in the ring myself male or female wrestlers and beat them all on my own and I don't mean winning the match either. I want to end this pathetic tournament to have this match as a tie and even burning it to pieces. So you see I am only competing because Henry and my counsellor told me to. Never wanted another Heavyweight title shot since I'd rather have the tag team title shot with Samuel which I'd be proud to swap positions with. See you out there idiots as I'm just gonna have fun ripping both Rage and Samantha apart.
Since it's my fucking job to do so and honestly, I don't give a fuck what you both say, but you'll give a fuck when I smash you're heads together and knock you off your feet so I, not Gothika will either pin you or make you tap out like a fucking bitch. Tomorrow night Rage and Samantha, you will prepare yourselves for the most violent beatings in you're lives and it's only because Henry and the SCW staff have themselves to blame. I don't want to be cheered by the fans who put me off in every single match I wrestle in with them.
Anyway, I'm done talking about this shit tournament because it's of course Henry's way of me talking to women and overcoming my fears of it, but I will not let you idiots beat me, oh no I won't because I'm not scared of shit other than women and everyone around them. Tomorrow night Rage and Samantha's, prepare to be Raabinated by The Masked German Monster.”