Post by Konrad Raab on Sept 11, 2019 21:09:20 GMT
Being forced to let his Black Ice side out. Anaheim, California. Monday 2nd April. (Off camera)
After the kids finished school and Konrad done gym work, he went to the playground with his kids where things were normal where he was himself, engaging with them, even playing with them. Suddenly when they were about to go, he heard a voice in his head, telling him that he needs to talk to The Black Ice. The problem was he couldn't because he was being a dad at this time, but it was getting louder, but still did his job as a father he was to play and interact with his kids and wasn't about to leave them unsupervised in case something happened to them while tackling the major block of his life.
He knew the right thing to do was to take his kids home, they had been in the playground for an hour and a half anyway so he picks them up and walks them back home as it was around the corner as he came in with his kids and he kisses Fizz to say this.
Konrad Raab: “I might need for you to phone your dad to take our kids away for the night.”
Fizz Raab: “Why?”
Konrad Raab: “It's something I can't say in front of our kids, even though it's really bothering me right now.”
Fizz suddenly knew what he meant, the thing that's been causing him trouble, not the psychical side of his problems, although that's gonna go away in a few days, but the mental side of him. Ever since Damien Angel talked about his other side, it had polluted his mind completely on what he has to do with it.
So the thing he had to do was going in the one place that only he can go to with his kids banned completely from there on gathering his thoughts and talking to this voice he hears, the basement. They had two basements where the kids can go in and the other they couldn't that was just for Konrad to use. He unlocks it and walks in and closes the door to lock it as he crouches down, placing his hands on his head and says this.
Iceman Raab: “Alright for fuck sake. Do we have to do this?”
Erik: “Yes we do. Damian's right you know, you are a weak, vulnerable man right now, doing nothing with Damian's threats. Besides, he called me out, what do you expect me to do, ignore his ass?”
Iceman Raab: “Yes, until the match comes around.”
Erik: “That's what I expected from a worthless son of a bitch. I don't want to talk to you, I want to talk to The Black Ice.”
Iceman Raab: “NO, not when my kids are around.”
Erik: “You're kids are safe, besides you told Fizz to get rid of them so put on that mask right now.”
Iceman Raab: “I may tell her to ring her dad, but I'm not doing putting it on. Leave me the fuck alone Erik. It's bad enough you tried so hard to pressure me to lose my sanity in front of my kids.”
It was that time that Konrad was in a state of sadness, even crying because he had been pressure and forced for twenty minutes, even as a dad he wanted to be right now. Erik was still putting the pressure on Konrad, even tears dropping down to the floor because he knew he wanted to be a father and be himself.
Erik: “Listen, Damian knows he's gotten in you.........”
Iceman Raab: “No, he's done no such thing.”
Erik: “Oh he has Konrad, explain why you're crying? Because your kids are upstairs playing? Because you don't want them to know The Black Ice? I don't give a fuck for your excuses, put on that damn mask right now before I tell you to hurt yourself and die.”
Iceman Raab: “Fine.”
A very sharp snappy tone of voice as he's giving up, he's giving up the style he prefers to have than the other side where he felt he wasn't human, a side he prefers to even forget he had, the side importantly that has come into his life for a year. Konrad even tries to stop crying because he literally doesn't want to, but before he does, he says this.
Iceman Raab: “I'm gonna say goodbye to the kids before I do anything.”
For Erik, it was excuses Konrad was making to prevent himself from going to the other side, but in a way, Konrad didn't like it, he didn't like his other side at all because of his dad having two sides. He stops crying before he goes upstairs to see her dad already taking them away and he goes up to his kids and says this.
Konrad Raab: “See you kids sometime next week, OK?”
Kids: “Bye daddy, love you.”
Konrad Raab: “I love you too.”
Their kids know they won't be seeing their dad for the rest of the week because of how busy he is with wrestling quite a bit this week, even at least not see them until next Tuesday week, but Erik unknown to the kids and Fizz that he was still pressuring Konrad to put on the mask that scares him and couldn't accept. Once they went, Fizz wanted to follow Konrad and he says this.
Konrad Raab: “No, not yet. I need time alone.”
Fizz accepted as she did see signs of Konrad being upset about something, she didn't know what, but that wasn't important. He went back down to his own basement and closes the door before he locks it up again. He turns into having very heavy breathing, knowing he's been forced to expose the one thing that Erik knows would in his mind make Konrad stronger. He stands there, looking at it, not even wanting to touch it.
Erik: “Just fucking put it on.”
He takes it off the mask stand, touching it with his hands, rubbing the mask that he's needing lessons on from his own mother on Sunday and relently due to the nature of the voice in his head places it on his head, turning towards a mirror, clenching his hands, staring right at it as it takes him minutes to feel the power of the other side he has and Erik says this five minutes later.
Erik: “Now, how do you feel?”
Black Ice Raab: “Feel fucking good.”
Erik: “You know one thing don't we that Damian Angel has wanted?”
Black Ice Raab: “He wants me to be this guy. He wants us to hurt the motherfucker.”
Erik: “That's correct, but he also wants to hurt him too, but Iceman is completely defenseless and too weak to handle Damian Angel. He has no chance to win, but The Black Ice does.”
Black Ice Raab: “We saw how weak he was when he fought against Har Megiddo, knew he made a fucking mistake being the Iceman side.”
Erik nods, it was something he completely agreed with Black Ice on with all of those things, however Erik wanted to get more into details with Black Ice as he got him down to this point as Black Ice goes on his knees in front of the mirror, looking directly at it like Erik was in the mirror itself.
Erik: “You must be destructive and violent towards him. You must let me control you to do things you've never done before like choking his ass out. This is your defense of not allowing that fucker to get in your head.”
Black Ice Raab: “I want to make him suffer from a shit ton of pain, regardless of the stuff he's done to CHBK and Greg Cherry before, he's not met us, he's not taken on someone who can legitimately hurt him to his knees.”
Erik: “Yes, he will. You're gonna do everything possible to hurt and break bones on his body, taking him out like he's done with many wrestlers because that's his form of entertainment to hurt and make people suffer. I want you to use your hands and make him choke on his blood.”
Black Ice Raab: “He's done enough of placing so many people in a hospital and that's where I prefer to place him, back of an ambulance to regret the damage he's done on Adrenaline Rush. He might've been a champion in the past, but nothing stops me from getting at his ass and beating the living shit out of him.”
Erik: “Yes, that's the power of The Black Ice. Your power with this side is strong, so strong you'll make that motherfucker bleed, crushing his leg or arm after what Damian and his cowardly team done to Adrenaline Rush and many other teams because they were scared, scared to literally have a fair fight and win matches.”
Black Ice laughs on the ideas both of them were coming up with as there's one thing if they could change, he thought a lot about it since the call out and knew things aren't going to be pleasant, even if this was Black Ice's biggest test to date. Phantom was one thing to use this power against in WWH, but Damian Angel was another ballgame altogether, especially the threat that's posing towards Black Ice, even if he hides the threat a bit there.
Black Ice Raab: “I wish to change the match into some sort of deathmatch or anything violent related because the violence grows in both of us. It needs more of a deadly type match between us as it's gone far beyond wanting a regular match now, especially Damian very stupidly wanting violence from me.”
Erik: “No actually, it was smart because he wants you to be dangerous and you got the power to cause so much hell as he's done on Iceman already. See, you are going to be this brutal, dangerous guy. You are going to expose the violence on this guy and most importantly, he's gonna get his fair share of deserts, bringing the world of destruction because of the injuries he's caused on his friends.”
Black Ice Raab: “Oh fuck yes, I love being powerful. He can claim to enjoy punishing people, but I'm gonna find a way of making this match a hardcore or a deathmatch situation because I won't attempt to blast his fucking head off with a weapon and stab his arm or leg over and over and over again like this.”
He uses an example of pretending to have a person on the floor and battering the steel chair from wrestling he took after wrestling finished and Erik laughs at the example Black Ice was showing him, he goes crazy, even laughs so evilly like he was enjoying to beat Damian in his mind down on the mat and he hears Erik clapping towards Black Ice.
Erik: “Yes, you're a crazy fuck who wants to do anything to beat him. You will crush his soul and his body anywhere you can to use the steel chair as extra and deserved damage towards Damian Angel. You got it.”
Black Ice Raab: “But even if it's not a hardcore match, one of us is eventually going to break the rules. There's no room for two dangerous fuckers in a singles match and if it is, I just gonna use my skills to break his arm or leg and send him in a hospital like I know he will with me.”
Erik: “Oh yes, you will do ex...............”
Suddenly, there was a knock on the door which was strange as Black Ice has never had his sessions interrupted and without even thinking straight, he opens it and places Fizz up the wall, saying this.
Black Ice Raab: “What the fuck you doing?”
Fizz Raab: “I wanted to see if you're alright cos you've been in there for a long time.”
Black Ice Raab: “I wasn't fucking finished talking to Erik yet. Want me to give you a reason to fuck you up right now?”
Fizz Raab: “What the hell's your problem?”
Black Ice Raab: “I told you, didn't I?”
Fizz Raab: “No you didn't.”
He holds on Fizz's neck a lot tighter, forgetting that the mask was controlling him, even Erik at this point, even forgetting that Fizz's pregnant which he didn't care about at this moment in time.
Black Ice Raab: “You heard every fucking word what I said. You're gonna fucking die.”
Fizz Raab: “No please, don't do this.”
Black Ice Raab: “I will because you can't stop me from doing what I'm about to do because you weren't fucking patient to wait for me. I will kill what you're carrying in your stomach.”
It was clear, Black Ice was crazy, he felt so much power that the one thing that Fizz knew what to do with him since it was clear, he's getting controlled by Erik who told him to say those things quietly as Fizz forces the mask off Konrad's face and he moves back so fast that he hits the shelves very hard on his back, losing the power he had. Due to him not remembering a thing cos of being somebody else, he asks a question.
Iceman Raab: “What have I done?”
Fizz Raab: “You were saying things like you will kill our unborn children and wanting to fuck me up.”
Iceman Raab: “Fucking Erik, I knew I shouldn't have given in to him. He made me lose control. He made me become that guy.”
Fizz Raab: “I figured he pressured you enough to turn into that vile human being you hate and fear of. Just so you know, you strangled me with your hand, almost killing me.”
Konrad immediately passes out, scaring the fuck out of him with how he almost killed his wife and the unborn kids due to a panic attack as a way of reacting of the damage he almost done as it was certainly a good thing the kids weren't there to see it. Konrad picks himself back up after he fainted on how dangerous he was as a human being and Fizz asks this.
Fizz Raab: “You alright?”
Konrad Raab: “No I'm not. Just get away from me. I deserve to be in jail for what I've almost done to you. I'm a shit husband.”
Fizz Raab: “Babe, it's not your fault. I don't want to say this, but Damian h............”
Konrad Raab: “NO.”
Fizz Raab: “He has Konrad big time, otherwise you wouldn't done what you did tonight. I'm glad you're seeing your mum this week, helping you tackle this problem because you need it. You are out of control.”
Konrad Raab: “Do you think I know that? I deserve to be alone, no shitty excuse of a man deserves to be with you. I can't believe I said I wanted to kill you. No husband says that to someone they love. I'm too dangerous for you to be around.”
Konrad felt really hurt, it wasn't really him hurting Fizz, but psychically it was and if there's one thing he's finding difficult right now, it's dealing with this problem and more so he was so invincible that he almost killed three people in one night which would've put him in prison with the wrestling world would've found out about it.
Fizz got the mask off just in time for him to be just himself and it was clear Damian had gotten into Konrad's head. For the first time ever in SCW, someone managed to make him mentally very very weak. Fizz decides to leave him alone tonight as Konrad was mentally breaking down, losing his self-respect and even for Fizz as well. He deserved to die right now as he looks at the knife he previously held to kill himself a few weeks ago then he says this.
Konrad Raab: “I might as well end my life here. Better for my family's safety than me putting them in danger.”
Fizz heard what Konrad said and when he was about to slash his wrist, she takes the knife off from him and slaps him for doing what he's stopped Fizz from doing so many times, despite the mistake he has done tonight.
Fizz Raab: “No, you aren't doing that to yourself.”
Konrad Raab: “I need help.”
At this point, it wasn't Fizz who needed Konrad, it was the other way around and he was scared because he needed so much help and realizes what he did destroyed him so badly that he without any hesitation cuddled her, crying on her shoulder for his horrible mistake, more Erik made him do with his voice clouding his head.
Fizz Raab: “It's OK babe. You're safe now. I still love you more than ever. I knew it was coming, to be honest, but I didn't know it'll come to what you were told to do.”
Konrad Raab: “I would never ever do that ever again. I'm a sick monster.”
Fizz Raab: “No, you aren't. You feel your in danger of losing who you really are. You also need to use that side to be honest because I saw how badly you want to hurt me, you were thinking I was Damian Angel.”
Konrad Raab: “What do I know?”
Fizz Raab: “You don't and that's why you say that. Come on, let's get into bed and sleep. I will be close to you tonight because you need it.”
Konrad nodded as he was always insecure about his nasty side, but this side he had securities with, especially Fizz was there with him as they went upstairs to their bedroom as Konrad laid with his shirt off and Fizz kisses all over Konrad, even his cheek to feel like he was safe and he felt a lot better when he was feeling loved and forgiven from his wife and she forced his hand on her stomach as he smiles, knowing it was a reason to stay alive and how to combat this problem straight away from his mum's guidance. He rubs it a lot before he kisses Fizz's stomach and placing his head on her stomach for a bit of cuddle before coming back up and falls asleep as so does Fizz.
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2nd Psychotic lesson. Cologne, Germany. Sunday 8th April. (Off camera)
The day of his second psychotic lesson arrived as he slept a bit longer due to the argument he had with Fizz overnight, but at least he knew she'd be distracted with the Moto GP race being on today. Konrad, on the other hand, had no time as he usually goes to his mum's when he's wrestling in the UK like he has been with Supreme Championship Wrestling lately and things for Konrad have slipped big time.
He still was struggling to learn why he was going out of control and needed to restrain himself, especially when the voice in his head got to him or more Damian did by calling out the other side of Konrad and he already has spoken to Adrenaline Rush earlier that day to tell them he's forced to use the side he hates so much that he wishes he could get rid of it.
At the same time, he really needed his mum at this time, considering she's been through everything with her husband having psychotic moods, but she knows from the last session she had with Konrad was very different to what she's seen with her husband and the rest of her family. She had no idea what's happening with Konrad, especially what he almost did on Monday. He sits down in the armchair with him pulling the other armchair forward to face opposite where Konrad was going to sit. Once they did, Konrad was shaking with quite a lot of fear as he had lost the person he is and he says this.
Konrad Raab: “I'm losing sight of who the fuck I am.”
Ingrid Raab (Konrad's mum): “Did something happen to you this week?”
Konrad nodded, ashamed to even discuss the story that happened, ashamed of being a man right now. He didn't even look in his mother's eyes, but Ingrid can already tell her son was so upset by it and she asks a question.
Ingrid Raab: “Tell me what happened?”
Konrad Raab: “Well, you could say I was pressured a lot on Monday by Erik, the voice I told you about to be this Black Ice guy who would do anything to cause hell, but the worst of it is he tried to kill Fizz. He said something like I'm gonna kill you and your children while having Fizz by her neck. Fizz removed the mask and I hit myself so hard on the shelves on my back. I was told what happened and even had my hands on her neck.”
Ingrid Raab: “Really?”
Konrad Raab: “What kind of sick human being would have their wife up against the wall, choking them and wanting to kill them and the unborn sons? I don't know what to do mum. I'm out of fucking control and I'm scared I'm gonna do something I'll regret.”
Ingrid Raab: “That's because somebody got inside of your head.”
Konrad Raab: “No.”
Ingrid Raab: “Yes somebody did.”
It was a point that now, Ingrid did need to do something about Konrad's fit he had or Black Ice wanting to destroy and kill people, including his wife he almost done it to. Could he imagine if he tries it with his mum? The voice again came back and he shouts this.
Konrad Raab: “Shut up Erik. Leave me alone.”
Ingrid Raab: “What is he saying to you?”
Konrad Raab: “He wants me to be The Black Ice again. No way am I going to be that guy, not after what happened on Monday.”
Ingrid Raab: “Tell me Konrad, who told you to bring The Black Ice out?”
Konrad went dead quiet, he wanted to say nothing because he hasn't been mentally well with himself, being too much of a danger to say anything right now as it was clear to Ingrid it was obviously somebody getting to Konrad and she says this.
Ingrid Raab: “Who was it?”
Konrad Raab: “Erik.”
Ingrid Raab: “No, I think it's more than just Erik doing this. I think there's somebody who said something to you to be that guy.”
Konrad heard the voice again from Erik, this time pressuring Konrad to put the mask on or he'll make him sick all over the place as he says this.
Konrad Raab: “Fine, I put the mask on.”
Ingrid Raab: “I didn't tell you to.”
Konrad Raab: “I know. Erik's making me do it.”
In a way, Ingrid smiles as maybe, she'd get more answers out of his other side as he clearly does remember who, but he won't say the name as he got into his head big time so he went to the bathroom and got the mask out of his pocket and places it on his face. He looks in the mirror and clinches his hands as it takes a while to get into that mode of having that power of hurting people more than ever. He gains it five minutes later and goes down to his mum with The Black Ice mask on and says this.
Black Ice Raab: “Damian Angel called me out. I was supposed to ignore that pussy and not be this guy, am I?”
Ingrid Raab: “Oh, I see. Who's Damian Angel?”
Black Ice Raab: “Didn't he tell you? He's a fucking cunt who can go and injure people because it's for his own entertainment with his bitch boys who do work for him because he's too gutless to do anything himself. He injured Konrad's friends.”
Ingrid Raab: “Well I think he mentioned that before, but he wanted this?”
Black Ice Raab: “Of course he did because he wants me to beat the living shit out of him and I will do that. I will be that nasty fuck he craves and smashes his head in again and again until he can't stand. He can't stand within any foot of me. He may have been champion in the past, but all those opponents he faced don't have any violence in their bone.”
Erik was mostly giving Black Ice ideas on what to say, even if he meant it as well to his mum about what he really wants to do to Damian, something that's clear on him literally doing almost everything he did to Jason, except that it will be a much bigger test as he says this.
Black Ice Raab: “Damian might be a much bigger test than Jason Helms was, but even he knows this match between me and him is gonna be fucking messy with a lot of blood, pain and suffering from both of us, but he won't win this match because I'm gonna be better and overcome the odds against me.”
Ingrid Raab: “What about Fizz you choked? I thought you loved her?”
Black Ice Raab: “She was in the wrong place at the wrong time. I said vile and disgusting things, I did, not Iceman. I wanted to kill her because she was interrupting me while I was talking to Erik who half of the time tells me to do and say stuff. I agree however he has gotten inside Iceman's head, I believe in that, regardless of what Iceman says.”
Ingrid Raab: “I believe also you wanted to be violent in the first place.”
Black Ice Raab: “I have to because things didn't go well for Iceman when he fought Har Megiddo. He got his ass beaten so badly, knowing it was a big mistake he didn't use this power, but that's why Erik has controlled Iceman this time because he doesn't want to see me get completely destroyed and besides, he won't be able to withstand him.”
Ingrid sees Black Ice's point as well, although she wouldn't dare to say this, but knew there was something going on with Black Ice too as she says this.
Ingrid Raab: “I also see he's getting into your head as well.”
Black Ice Raab: “No, he hasn't. He may have gotten in Iceman's head, but he's not gotten into mine. He called me out as I said.”
Ingrid Raab: “He has because of he fo.......................”
Black Ice suddenly snaps as he throws things around the house, knowing he was going out of control and then he followed Erik's orders because he was so controlled that he places Ingrid up the wall, doing exactly what he did to Fizz, the thing Iceman talked about as he says this with a very tight grip around Ingrid's neck.
Black Ice Raab: “You just fucked up. Now I'm gonna fucking batter you until you say he hasn't gotten in my fucking head. I'm way more powerful than Iceman, don't compare me to that weak piece of shit.”
Ingrid Raab: “Because I'm speaking the truth?”
Black Ice Raab: “No, it's not. You're just being stupid right now. I'm gonna grab your throat and throw you across the fucking room for saying such stupid things right now.”
Ingrid Raab: “Now, no need for that. Your power is to be harnessed, you're violent and extreme behaviour comes from Damian.”
As soon as Black Ice attempts to tighten his grip a lot more, she was told by Fizz what to do if he gets like this as she suddenly takes the mask off his face as rather than moving back, he collapses on the floor, not knowing what the hell happened. It was a serious sign that Ingrid showed that Konrad was officially not a nice person to be around with. Konrad gets up and says this.
Konrad Raab: “Why you coughing?”
Ingrid Raab: “Because he had me up the wall, trying to kill me and even tried to throw me across the room.”
Konrad took a lot steps back cos first it was Fizz being affected and now his mother? He really was on the ground in tears, no wondering why he collapsed on the floor, wondering what the hell was he turning into and he couldn't speak. He just crouched down on the floor, wondering why was nasty stuff happening.
Ingrid Raab: “Listen, it's OK you're afraid. I'm beginning to know why you act like this. I have actually been reading everything about your psychotic problems and it's come to a conclusion that you have Dissociative identity disorder.”
Konrad Raab: “What can I do?”
Ingrid Raab: “You need to have more sessions with me. I've never seen that side of you before.”
Konrad Raab: “That wasn't me. That's someone pretending to be me, a nasty me that deserves to be in jail. What kind of son am I when I even hurt my own mother? I need help. I want all of this to stop.”
Ingrid Raab: “I know you do, but you can't stop it. It's with you for the rest of your life. You have to learn to cope with it. You don't understand yourself because you rarely ever use the other side. Erik pressured you because he doesn't want you to be weak. He feels your weak when you use the Iceman side.”
Konrad shakes his head, although he's so ashamed of what he was controlled to do. He feels the world was going to be against him, at least one good things come out of it was that he had to fully look up the condition he has. He was trying so hard not to cry in front of his mum who was doing everything to help Konrad tackle his problem.
Konrad Raab: “I feel weak and a piece of garbage after I done that to you. Fizz and now you? I don't know what the fuck's going on.”
Ingrid Raab: “Because you aren't dealing with it and Damian's got inside of your head. You're letting it build up and explode like you do. Son, you know I always love you and to be honest, I'm glad that happened because I can think of ways to control you.”
Konrad Raab: “You must've known how to stop me doing things I said.”
Ingrid Raab: “Remember that you translated for me what Fizz said for me to do? That's how I stopped you. You do need a lot more work on controlling it and you certainly need work on remembering what you do as the other guy.”
Konrad nods as he couldn't help himself, but to cry as he does a lot, feeling like he says this to her.
Konrad Raab: “I want to end my life.”
Ingrid Raab: “What? No Konrad, don't do it. We all make mistakes.”
Konrad Raab: “Strangling you and Fizz to death is not a mistake. It's what sick people do. I swear to god that I may have to turn myself in prison.”
Ingrid Raab: “I know you feel you're breaking the law, but you need a lot of help and because of what I saw today, you need to chat with me every single week on the phone to have your sessions cos popping by when you can isn't working.”
Konrad Raab: “I'm so scared of myself. I don't know who I am anymore.”
Ingrid Raab: “You're a nice guy, that's what. I suggest you go and chat with your wife and I'll chat with you on your mobile in the week.”
Konrad picks his mask up and he puts it on and clinches his fist, expecting his mum to say something to him as Black Ice which she does when he turns around and says this.
Ingrid Raab: “You will do anything possible with your violence strength and win against Damian Angel because you look like you are going on a warpath.”
Black Ice Raab: “You can say that again. I will go on a warpath with him and do anything to beat him. I will taste and feel his blood on my chest, treasuring his blood on me for quite some time and I'm gonna do something about having our match in a deathmatch cos it's gonna be boring otherwise.”
Ingrid Raab: “Even if you don't, you still can do all of those things, just without weapons, that's all. I will see you later.”
He takes the mask off as he wanted to be normal to do what he does next, hug and kiss his mother as he says this before he goes.
Konrad Raab: “I'm sorry.”
He then leaves the house as he knows after the actions of this week, he clearly needed complete time away from Twitter for a week because he really needs to be mentally prepared because at this point in time, he wasn't and he was getting pissed off at everything around him. He decided to tweet to claim after discovering more about his opponents including Damian that he was taking time out from Twitter to mentally prepare himself for the match and only come on to tweet about a match he has on Thursday and then nothing else after that.
He goes to his apartment in Germany and goes straight off to sleep without doing anything else as he was worn out from the session he had with his mother today on top of having a lot of mental fatigue from twitter. He knew he needs to take a step back and he goes off to sleep, knowing it was best for him and to prepare against Damian Angel in the correct way.
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Black Ice side: It's gonna get violent and you'll enjoy the pain and blood I'll give to you youtube.com shoot. (Online)
“Oh yes, it's certainly has been a while since the last time the SCW world seen me and talk about this stupid idiot who quite honestly has called out for this side of Konrad Raab, the idiot who has spent a bit of time talking crap while I was busy doing things for this match, a man known as Damian Angel. You know what else I did? I dug up information about your rotten ass.
See, I know you've been a former Heavyweight and the title The Iceman wants to go for so much, Adrenaline champion twice along with rumours of you defeating CHBK and Greg Cherry, although I have no idea who they are, unless Iceman knows one of them. Of course, that's just a start of things on this video here.
However, I'm only just getting started and I will say this, I wish this was more than just a normal one on one match between us and having our match a deathmatch or any sort of violent purely because this match is not gonna be for the faint hearted with the amount of shit I want to do to your pathetic ass. You want to be entertained by having Har Megiddo attack people and put them on the injury list because they are too cowardly to attack them on their own in a fair one on one situation?
You have a team who quite frankly is nothing more than a bunch of pussies. Iceman targetted them on his own. He never asked Sophie and David to come out and help him you thick headed cunt, they came out to assist him because it was the right thing to do. At least he's done something, what have you done since you returned to SCW? Absolutely nothing, sitting on the sidelines until you're fighting with The Black Ice.
This Black Ice doesn't give a shit what you say and doesn't take anything to heart with your comments and I know you're gonna say I haven't said anything since the video. Well, I was waiting for the time to expose your ass. Oh yeah, one of your tweets caught my attention big time that was addressed to me, much like you called out for this and you don't realize that you're in a whole world of trouble when you called The Black Ice out because you know you wanted me to come and break you in half. I've been controlling Iceman for many days now because of making him ready to fight you.
Of course, you don't know how much you and your team are trying to ruin this sport by not allowing the future stars come in this sport to prove themselves, but you don't care, you want to hurt mentally and psychically to other wrestlers, especially Adrenaline Rush which is the pussy method to take when you're team aren't able to beat the best.
I don't do that shit and I may come across as a fucking asshole, but I do what's right for business and what's right motherfucker is beating the living shit out of you, ripping flesh by flesh from every single part of your body. You want to dissect me? I will get hurt, that's a fact, but you be fucking joking if you think I won't hurt you because you gonna deserve every ounce of pain, suffering and blood you'll get from the hands of me because I'm at my best when I use you as a ragdoll, despite being bigger and stronger than me, I will do anything to knock your ass down, giving you karma you need not just from me, but from Adrenaline Rush, those new kids that tried to come here and even Kennedy Street wants me to rip your fucking head off.
This invisible ice is far stronger and powerful than Iceman would be because he knows deep down inside, it was a fucking mistake to use his Iceman side, but hasn't he changed his style to this, despite you calling me out in the first place? Of course, he has because the whole idea of him being quiet is to prepare to fuck you up so bad and I will fuck you up.
Because karma comes back at you eventually, this match will show you won't ever fuck with The Black Ice or Iceman's friends ever again. You will be hurt, I will be hurt since Iceman has worked his ass off to earn the chance to fight you. Instead, you're fighting me and you aren't gonna like what a vile monstrous piece of shit I can be just like you claim to say.
I can't wait to beat the living shit out you to go and win tomorrow night because that's how the match will go as I will make you slip on The Black Ice and show how violent, attempting to break a bone in your body and bleeding like a little bitch as it's gonna be the same result of what happened to Jason when I fucked his ribs and back pretty good, only difference is it will be my hand raised in this fucking ring in Tampa Bay Florida, showing the world that I'm being violent to prevent more violence happening from you ever again because I'm not a nice fucker to be around when I'm in this state.
You will be wheeled out of the arena to leave you in a fucking hospital and if I do, I'll be smiling on the fact I've done everything I said I was going to do to you and you won't like me, but I'm sure gonna enjoy being fucking brutal and violent with you. I will most likely try and snap your fucking ankle in the match because you deserve to suffer with a broken leg after what you done to Tyler and Craig who Konrad had to talk to use this side. I will make you squeal and tap out for my hand to be raised in the middle of the ring as the winner of our match. Tomorrow night, prepare to be Iceinated by The Black Ice."
After the kids finished school and Konrad done gym work, he went to the playground with his kids where things were normal where he was himself, engaging with them, even playing with them. Suddenly when they were about to go, he heard a voice in his head, telling him that he needs to talk to The Black Ice. The problem was he couldn't because he was being a dad at this time, but it was getting louder, but still did his job as a father he was to play and interact with his kids and wasn't about to leave them unsupervised in case something happened to them while tackling the major block of his life.
He knew the right thing to do was to take his kids home, they had been in the playground for an hour and a half anyway so he picks them up and walks them back home as it was around the corner as he came in with his kids and he kisses Fizz to say this.
Konrad Raab: “I might need for you to phone your dad to take our kids away for the night.”
Fizz Raab: “Why?”
Konrad Raab: “It's something I can't say in front of our kids, even though it's really bothering me right now.”
Fizz suddenly knew what he meant, the thing that's been causing him trouble, not the psychical side of his problems, although that's gonna go away in a few days, but the mental side of him. Ever since Damien Angel talked about his other side, it had polluted his mind completely on what he has to do with it.
So the thing he had to do was going in the one place that only he can go to with his kids banned completely from there on gathering his thoughts and talking to this voice he hears, the basement. They had two basements where the kids can go in and the other they couldn't that was just for Konrad to use. He unlocks it and walks in and closes the door to lock it as he crouches down, placing his hands on his head and says this.
Iceman Raab: “Alright for fuck sake. Do we have to do this?”
Erik: “Yes we do. Damian's right you know, you are a weak, vulnerable man right now, doing nothing with Damian's threats. Besides, he called me out, what do you expect me to do, ignore his ass?”
Iceman Raab: “Yes, until the match comes around.”
Erik: “That's what I expected from a worthless son of a bitch. I don't want to talk to you, I want to talk to The Black Ice.”
Iceman Raab: “NO, not when my kids are around.”
Erik: “You're kids are safe, besides you told Fizz to get rid of them so put on that mask right now.”
Iceman Raab: “I may tell her to ring her dad, but I'm not doing putting it on. Leave me the fuck alone Erik. It's bad enough you tried so hard to pressure me to lose my sanity in front of my kids.”
It was that time that Konrad was in a state of sadness, even crying because he had been pressure and forced for twenty minutes, even as a dad he wanted to be right now. Erik was still putting the pressure on Konrad, even tears dropping down to the floor because he knew he wanted to be a father and be himself.
Erik: “Listen, Damian knows he's gotten in you.........”
Iceman Raab: “No, he's done no such thing.”
Erik: “Oh he has Konrad, explain why you're crying? Because your kids are upstairs playing? Because you don't want them to know The Black Ice? I don't give a fuck for your excuses, put on that damn mask right now before I tell you to hurt yourself and die.”
Iceman Raab: “Fine.”
A very sharp snappy tone of voice as he's giving up, he's giving up the style he prefers to have than the other side where he felt he wasn't human, a side he prefers to even forget he had, the side importantly that has come into his life for a year. Konrad even tries to stop crying because he literally doesn't want to, but before he does, he says this.
Iceman Raab: “I'm gonna say goodbye to the kids before I do anything.”
For Erik, it was excuses Konrad was making to prevent himself from going to the other side, but in a way, Konrad didn't like it, he didn't like his other side at all because of his dad having two sides. He stops crying before he goes upstairs to see her dad already taking them away and he goes up to his kids and says this.
Konrad Raab: “See you kids sometime next week, OK?”
Kids: “Bye daddy, love you.”
Konrad Raab: “I love you too.”
Their kids know they won't be seeing their dad for the rest of the week because of how busy he is with wrestling quite a bit this week, even at least not see them until next Tuesday week, but Erik unknown to the kids and Fizz that he was still pressuring Konrad to put on the mask that scares him and couldn't accept. Once they went, Fizz wanted to follow Konrad and he says this.
Konrad Raab: “No, not yet. I need time alone.”
Fizz accepted as she did see signs of Konrad being upset about something, she didn't know what, but that wasn't important. He went back down to his own basement and closes the door before he locks it up again. He turns into having very heavy breathing, knowing he's been forced to expose the one thing that Erik knows would in his mind make Konrad stronger. He stands there, looking at it, not even wanting to touch it.
Erik: “Just fucking put it on.”
He takes it off the mask stand, touching it with his hands, rubbing the mask that he's needing lessons on from his own mother on Sunday and relently due to the nature of the voice in his head places it on his head, turning towards a mirror, clenching his hands, staring right at it as it takes him minutes to feel the power of the other side he has and Erik says this five minutes later.
Erik: “Now, how do you feel?”
Black Ice Raab: “Feel fucking good.”
Erik: “You know one thing don't we that Damian Angel has wanted?”
Black Ice Raab: “He wants me to be this guy. He wants us to hurt the motherfucker.”
Erik: “That's correct, but he also wants to hurt him too, but Iceman is completely defenseless and too weak to handle Damian Angel. He has no chance to win, but The Black Ice does.”
Black Ice Raab: “We saw how weak he was when he fought against Har Megiddo, knew he made a fucking mistake being the Iceman side.”
Erik nods, it was something he completely agreed with Black Ice on with all of those things, however Erik wanted to get more into details with Black Ice as he got him down to this point as Black Ice goes on his knees in front of the mirror, looking directly at it like Erik was in the mirror itself.
Erik: “You must be destructive and violent towards him. You must let me control you to do things you've never done before like choking his ass out. This is your defense of not allowing that fucker to get in your head.”
Black Ice Raab: “I want to make him suffer from a shit ton of pain, regardless of the stuff he's done to CHBK and Greg Cherry before, he's not met us, he's not taken on someone who can legitimately hurt him to his knees.”
Erik: “Yes, he will. You're gonna do everything possible to hurt and break bones on his body, taking him out like he's done with many wrestlers because that's his form of entertainment to hurt and make people suffer. I want you to use your hands and make him choke on his blood.”
Black Ice Raab: “He's done enough of placing so many people in a hospital and that's where I prefer to place him, back of an ambulance to regret the damage he's done on Adrenaline Rush. He might've been a champion in the past, but nothing stops me from getting at his ass and beating the living shit out of him.”
Erik: “Yes, that's the power of The Black Ice. Your power with this side is strong, so strong you'll make that motherfucker bleed, crushing his leg or arm after what Damian and his cowardly team done to Adrenaline Rush and many other teams because they were scared, scared to literally have a fair fight and win matches.”
Black Ice laughs on the ideas both of them were coming up with as there's one thing if they could change, he thought a lot about it since the call out and knew things aren't going to be pleasant, even if this was Black Ice's biggest test to date. Phantom was one thing to use this power against in WWH, but Damian Angel was another ballgame altogether, especially the threat that's posing towards Black Ice, even if he hides the threat a bit there.
Black Ice Raab: “I wish to change the match into some sort of deathmatch or anything violent related because the violence grows in both of us. It needs more of a deadly type match between us as it's gone far beyond wanting a regular match now, especially Damian very stupidly wanting violence from me.”
Erik: “No actually, it was smart because he wants you to be dangerous and you got the power to cause so much hell as he's done on Iceman already. See, you are going to be this brutal, dangerous guy. You are going to expose the violence on this guy and most importantly, he's gonna get his fair share of deserts, bringing the world of destruction because of the injuries he's caused on his friends.”
Black Ice Raab: “Oh fuck yes, I love being powerful. He can claim to enjoy punishing people, but I'm gonna find a way of making this match a hardcore or a deathmatch situation because I won't attempt to blast his fucking head off with a weapon and stab his arm or leg over and over and over again like this.”
He uses an example of pretending to have a person on the floor and battering the steel chair from wrestling he took after wrestling finished and Erik laughs at the example Black Ice was showing him, he goes crazy, even laughs so evilly like he was enjoying to beat Damian in his mind down on the mat and he hears Erik clapping towards Black Ice.
Erik: “Yes, you're a crazy fuck who wants to do anything to beat him. You will crush his soul and his body anywhere you can to use the steel chair as extra and deserved damage towards Damian Angel. You got it.”
Black Ice Raab: “But even if it's not a hardcore match, one of us is eventually going to break the rules. There's no room for two dangerous fuckers in a singles match and if it is, I just gonna use my skills to break his arm or leg and send him in a hospital like I know he will with me.”
Erik: “Oh yes, you will do ex...............”
Suddenly, there was a knock on the door which was strange as Black Ice has never had his sessions interrupted and without even thinking straight, he opens it and places Fizz up the wall, saying this.
Black Ice Raab: “What the fuck you doing?”
Fizz Raab: “I wanted to see if you're alright cos you've been in there for a long time.”
Black Ice Raab: “I wasn't fucking finished talking to Erik yet. Want me to give you a reason to fuck you up right now?”
Fizz Raab: “What the hell's your problem?”
Black Ice Raab: “I told you, didn't I?”
Fizz Raab: “No you didn't.”
He holds on Fizz's neck a lot tighter, forgetting that the mask was controlling him, even Erik at this point, even forgetting that Fizz's pregnant which he didn't care about at this moment in time.
Black Ice Raab: “You heard every fucking word what I said. You're gonna fucking die.”
Fizz Raab: “No please, don't do this.”
Black Ice Raab: “I will because you can't stop me from doing what I'm about to do because you weren't fucking patient to wait for me. I will kill what you're carrying in your stomach.”
It was clear, Black Ice was crazy, he felt so much power that the one thing that Fizz knew what to do with him since it was clear, he's getting controlled by Erik who told him to say those things quietly as Fizz forces the mask off Konrad's face and he moves back so fast that he hits the shelves very hard on his back, losing the power he had. Due to him not remembering a thing cos of being somebody else, he asks a question.
Iceman Raab: “What have I done?”
Fizz Raab: “You were saying things like you will kill our unborn children and wanting to fuck me up.”
Iceman Raab: “Fucking Erik, I knew I shouldn't have given in to him. He made me lose control. He made me become that guy.”
Fizz Raab: “I figured he pressured you enough to turn into that vile human being you hate and fear of. Just so you know, you strangled me with your hand, almost killing me.”
Konrad immediately passes out, scaring the fuck out of him with how he almost killed his wife and the unborn kids due to a panic attack as a way of reacting of the damage he almost done as it was certainly a good thing the kids weren't there to see it. Konrad picks himself back up after he fainted on how dangerous he was as a human being and Fizz asks this.
Fizz Raab: “You alright?”
Konrad Raab: “No I'm not. Just get away from me. I deserve to be in jail for what I've almost done to you. I'm a shit husband.”
Fizz Raab: “Babe, it's not your fault. I don't want to say this, but Damian h............”
Konrad Raab: “NO.”
Fizz Raab: “He has Konrad big time, otherwise you wouldn't done what you did tonight. I'm glad you're seeing your mum this week, helping you tackle this problem because you need it. You are out of control.”
Konrad Raab: “Do you think I know that? I deserve to be alone, no shitty excuse of a man deserves to be with you. I can't believe I said I wanted to kill you. No husband says that to someone they love. I'm too dangerous for you to be around.”
Konrad felt really hurt, it wasn't really him hurting Fizz, but psychically it was and if there's one thing he's finding difficult right now, it's dealing with this problem and more so he was so invincible that he almost killed three people in one night which would've put him in prison with the wrestling world would've found out about it.
Fizz got the mask off just in time for him to be just himself and it was clear Damian had gotten into Konrad's head. For the first time ever in SCW, someone managed to make him mentally very very weak. Fizz decides to leave him alone tonight as Konrad was mentally breaking down, losing his self-respect and even for Fizz as well. He deserved to die right now as he looks at the knife he previously held to kill himself a few weeks ago then he says this.
Konrad Raab: “I might as well end my life here. Better for my family's safety than me putting them in danger.”
Fizz heard what Konrad said and when he was about to slash his wrist, she takes the knife off from him and slaps him for doing what he's stopped Fizz from doing so many times, despite the mistake he has done tonight.
Fizz Raab: “No, you aren't doing that to yourself.”
Konrad Raab: “I need help.”
At this point, it wasn't Fizz who needed Konrad, it was the other way around and he was scared because he needed so much help and realizes what he did destroyed him so badly that he without any hesitation cuddled her, crying on her shoulder for his horrible mistake, more Erik made him do with his voice clouding his head.
Fizz Raab: “It's OK babe. You're safe now. I still love you more than ever. I knew it was coming, to be honest, but I didn't know it'll come to what you were told to do.”
Konrad Raab: “I would never ever do that ever again. I'm a sick monster.”
Fizz Raab: “No, you aren't. You feel your in danger of losing who you really are. You also need to use that side to be honest because I saw how badly you want to hurt me, you were thinking I was Damian Angel.”
Konrad Raab: “What do I know?”
Fizz Raab: “You don't and that's why you say that. Come on, let's get into bed and sleep. I will be close to you tonight because you need it.”
Konrad nodded as he was always insecure about his nasty side, but this side he had securities with, especially Fizz was there with him as they went upstairs to their bedroom as Konrad laid with his shirt off and Fizz kisses all over Konrad, even his cheek to feel like he was safe and he felt a lot better when he was feeling loved and forgiven from his wife and she forced his hand on her stomach as he smiles, knowing it was a reason to stay alive and how to combat this problem straight away from his mum's guidance. He rubs it a lot before he kisses Fizz's stomach and placing his head on her stomach for a bit of cuddle before coming back up and falls asleep as so does Fizz.
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2nd Psychotic lesson. Cologne, Germany. Sunday 8th April. (Off camera)
The day of his second psychotic lesson arrived as he slept a bit longer due to the argument he had with Fizz overnight, but at least he knew she'd be distracted with the Moto GP race being on today. Konrad, on the other hand, had no time as he usually goes to his mum's when he's wrestling in the UK like he has been with Supreme Championship Wrestling lately and things for Konrad have slipped big time.
He still was struggling to learn why he was going out of control and needed to restrain himself, especially when the voice in his head got to him or more Damian did by calling out the other side of Konrad and he already has spoken to Adrenaline Rush earlier that day to tell them he's forced to use the side he hates so much that he wishes he could get rid of it.
At the same time, he really needed his mum at this time, considering she's been through everything with her husband having psychotic moods, but she knows from the last session she had with Konrad was very different to what she's seen with her husband and the rest of her family. She had no idea what's happening with Konrad, especially what he almost did on Monday. He sits down in the armchair with him pulling the other armchair forward to face opposite where Konrad was going to sit. Once they did, Konrad was shaking with quite a lot of fear as he had lost the person he is and he says this.
Konrad Raab: “I'm losing sight of who the fuck I am.”
Ingrid Raab (Konrad's mum): “Did something happen to you this week?”
Konrad nodded, ashamed to even discuss the story that happened, ashamed of being a man right now. He didn't even look in his mother's eyes, but Ingrid can already tell her son was so upset by it and she asks a question.
Ingrid Raab: “Tell me what happened?”
Konrad Raab: “Well, you could say I was pressured a lot on Monday by Erik, the voice I told you about to be this Black Ice guy who would do anything to cause hell, but the worst of it is he tried to kill Fizz. He said something like I'm gonna kill you and your children while having Fizz by her neck. Fizz removed the mask and I hit myself so hard on the shelves on my back. I was told what happened and even had my hands on her neck.”
Ingrid Raab: “Really?”
Konrad Raab: “What kind of sick human being would have their wife up against the wall, choking them and wanting to kill them and the unborn sons? I don't know what to do mum. I'm out of fucking control and I'm scared I'm gonna do something I'll regret.”
Ingrid Raab: “That's because somebody got inside of your head.”
Konrad Raab: “No.”
Ingrid Raab: “Yes somebody did.”
It was a point that now, Ingrid did need to do something about Konrad's fit he had or Black Ice wanting to destroy and kill people, including his wife he almost done it to. Could he imagine if he tries it with his mum? The voice again came back and he shouts this.
Konrad Raab: “Shut up Erik. Leave me alone.”
Ingrid Raab: “What is he saying to you?”
Konrad Raab: “He wants me to be The Black Ice again. No way am I going to be that guy, not after what happened on Monday.”
Ingrid Raab: “Tell me Konrad, who told you to bring The Black Ice out?”
Konrad went dead quiet, he wanted to say nothing because he hasn't been mentally well with himself, being too much of a danger to say anything right now as it was clear to Ingrid it was obviously somebody getting to Konrad and she says this.
Ingrid Raab: “Who was it?”
Konrad Raab: “Erik.”
Ingrid Raab: “No, I think it's more than just Erik doing this. I think there's somebody who said something to you to be that guy.”
Konrad heard the voice again from Erik, this time pressuring Konrad to put the mask on or he'll make him sick all over the place as he says this.
Konrad Raab: “Fine, I put the mask on.”
Ingrid Raab: “I didn't tell you to.”
Konrad Raab: “I know. Erik's making me do it.”
In a way, Ingrid smiles as maybe, she'd get more answers out of his other side as he clearly does remember who, but he won't say the name as he got into his head big time so he went to the bathroom and got the mask out of his pocket and places it on his face. He looks in the mirror and clinches his hands as it takes a while to get into that mode of having that power of hurting people more than ever. He gains it five minutes later and goes down to his mum with The Black Ice mask on and says this.
Black Ice Raab: “Damian Angel called me out. I was supposed to ignore that pussy and not be this guy, am I?”
Ingrid Raab: “Oh, I see. Who's Damian Angel?”
Black Ice Raab: “Didn't he tell you? He's a fucking cunt who can go and injure people because it's for his own entertainment with his bitch boys who do work for him because he's too gutless to do anything himself. He injured Konrad's friends.”
Ingrid Raab: “Well I think he mentioned that before, but he wanted this?”
Black Ice Raab: “Of course he did because he wants me to beat the living shit out of him and I will do that. I will be that nasty fuck he craves and smashes his head in again and again until he can't stand. He can't stand within any foot of me. He may have been champion in the past, but all those opponents he faced don't have any violence in their bone.”
Erik was mostly giving Black Ice ideas on what to say, even if he meant it as well to his mum about what he really wants to do to Damian, something that's clear on him literally doing almost everything he did to Jason, except that it will be a much bigger test as he says this.
Black Ice Raab: “Damian might be a much bigger test than Jason Helms was, but even he knows this match between me and him is gonna be fucking messy with a lot of blood, pain and suffering from both of us, but he won't win this match because I'm gonna be better and overcome the odds against me.”
Ingrid Raab: “What about Fizz you choked? I thought you loved her?”
Black Ice Raab: “She was in the wrong place at the wrong time. I said vile and disgusting things, I did, not Iceman. I wanted to kill her because she was interrupting me while I was talking to Erik who half of the time tells me to do and say stuff. I agree however he has gotten inside Iceman's head, I believe in that, regardless of what Iceman says.”
Ingrid Raab: “I believe also you wanted to be violent in the first place.”
Black Ice Raab: “I have to because things didn't go well for Iceman when he fought Har Megiddo. He got his ass beaten so badly, knowing it was a big mistake he didn't use this power, but that's why Erik has controlled Iceman this time because he doesn't want to see me get completely destroyed and besides, he won't be able to withstand him.”
Ingrid sees Black Ice's point as well, although she wouldn't dare to say this, but knew there was something going on with Black Ice too as she says this.
Ingrid Raab: “I also see he's getting into your head as well.”
Black Ice Raab: “No, he hasn't. He may have gotten in Iceman's head, but he's not gotten into mine. He called me out as I said.”
Ingrid Raab: “He has because of he fo.......................”
Black Ice suddenly snaps as he throws things around the house, knowing he was going out of control and then he followed Erik's orders because he was so controlled that he places Ingrid up the wall, doing exactly what he did to Fizz, the thing Iceman talked about as he says this with a very tight grip around Ingrid's neck.
Black Ice Raab: “You just fucked up. Now I'm gonna fucking batter you until you say he hasn't gotten in my fucking head. I'm way more powerful than Iceman, don't compare me to that weak piece of shit.”
Ingrid Raab: “Because I'm speaking the truth?”
Black Ice Raab: “No, it's not. You're just being stupid right now. I'm gonna grab your throat and throw you across the fucking room for saying such stupid things right now.”
Ingrid Raab: “Now, no need for that. Your power is to be harnessed, you're violent and extreme behaviour comes from Damian.”
As soon as Black Ice attempts to tighten his grip a lot more, she was told by Fizz what to do if he gets like this as she suddenly takes the mask off his face as rather than moving back, he collapses on the floor, not knowing what the hell happened. It was a serious sign that Ingrid showed that Konrad was officially not a nice person to be around with. Konrad gets up and says this.
Konrad Raab: “Why you coughing?”
Ingrid Raab: “Because he had me up the wall, trying to kill me and even tried to throw me across the room.”
Konrad took a lot steps back cos first it was Fizz being affected and now his mother? He really was on the ground in tears, no wondering why he collapsed on the floor, wondering what the hell was he turning into and he couldn't speak. He just crouched down on the floor, wondering why was nasty stuff happening.
Ingrid Raab: “Listen, it's OK you're afraid. I'm beginning to know why you act like this. I have actually been reading everything about your psychotic problems and it's come to a conclusion that you have Dissociative identity disorder.”
Konrad Raab: “What can I do?”
Ingrid Raab: “You need to have more sessions with me. I've never seen that side of you before.”
Konrad Raab: “That wasn't me. That's someone pretending to be me, a nasty me that deserves to be in jail. What kind of son am I when I even hurt my own mother? I need help. I want all of this to stop.”
Ingrid Raab: “I know you do, but you can't stop it. It's with you for the rest of your life. You have to learn to cope with it. You don't understand yourself because you rarely ever use the other side. Erik pressured you because he doesn't want you to be weak. He feels your weak when you use the Iceman side.”
Konrad shakes his head, although he's so ashamed of what he was controlled to do. He feels the world was going to be against him, at least one good things come out of it was that he had to fully look up the condition he has. He was trying so hard not to cry in front of his mum who was doing everything to help Konrad tackle his problem.
Konrad Raab: “I feel weak and a piece of garbage after I done that to you. Fizz and now you? I don't know what the fuck's going on.”
Ingrid Raab: “Because you aren't dealing with it and Damian's got inside of your head. You're letting it build up and explode like you do. Son, you know I always love you and to be honest, I'm glad that happened because I can think of ways to control you.”
Konrad Raab: “You must've known how to stop me doing things I said.”
Ingrid Raab: “Remember that you translated for me what Fizz said for me to do? That's how I stopped you. You do need a lot more work on controlling it and you certainly need work on remembering what you do as the other guy.”
Konrad nods as he couldn't help himself, but to cry as he does a lot, feeling like he says this to her.
Konrad Raab: “I want to end my life.”
Ingrid Raab: “What? No Konrad, don't do it. We all make mistakes.”
Konrad Raab: “Strangling you and Fizz to death is not a mistake. It's what sick people do. I swear to god that I may have to turn myself in prison.”
Ingrid Raab: “I know you feel you're breaking the law, but you need a lot of help and because of what I saw today, you need to chat with me every single week on the phone to have your sessions cos popping by when you can isn't working.”
Konrad Raab: “I'm so scared of myself. I don't know who I am anymore.”
Ingrid Raab: “You're a nice guy, that's what. I suggest you go and chat with your wife and I'll chat with you on your mobile in the week.”
Konrad picks his mask up and he puts it on and clinches his fist, expecting his mum to say something to him as Black Ice which she does when he turns around and says this.
Ingrid Raab: “You will do anything possible with your violence strength and win against Damian Angel because you look like you are going on a warpath.”
Black Ice Raab: “You can say that again. I will go on a warpath with him and do anything to beat him. I will taste and feel his blood on my chest, treasuring his blood on me for quite some time and I'm gonna do something about having our match in a deathmatch cos it's gonna be boring otherwise.”
Ingrid Raab: “Even if you don't, you still can do all of those things, just without weapons, that's all. I will see you later.”
He takes the mask off as he wanted to be normal to do what he does next, hug and kiss his mother as he says this before he goes.
Konrad Raab: “I'm sorry.”
He then leaves the house as he knows after the actions of this week, he clearly needed complete time away from Twitter for a week because he really needs to be mentally prepared because at this point in time, he wasn't and he was getting pissed off at everything around him. He decided to tweet to claim after discovering more about his opponents including Damian that he was taking time out from Twitter to mentally prepare himself for the match and only come on to tweet about a match he has on Thursday and then nothing else after that.
He goes to his apartment in Germany and goes straight off to sleep without doing anything else as he was worn out from the session he had with his mother today on top of having a lot of mental fatigue from twitter. He knew he needs to take a step back and he goes off to sleep, knowing it was best for him and to prepare against Damian Angel in the correct way.
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Black Ice side: It's gonna get violent and you'll enjoy the pain and blood I'll give to you youtube.com shoot. (Online)
“Oh yes, it's certainly has been a while since the last time the SCW world seen me and talk about this stupid idiot who quite honestly has called out for this side of Konrad Raab, the idiot who has spent a bit of time talking crap while I was busy doing things for this match, a man known as Damian Angel. You know what else I did? I dug up information about your rotten ass.
See, I know you've been a former Heavyweight and the title The Iceman wants to go for so much, Adrenaline champion twice along with rumours of you defeating CHBK and Greg Cherry, although I have no idea who they are, unless Iceman knows one of them. Of course, that's just a start of things on this video here.
However, I'm only just getting started and I will say this, I wish this was more than just a normal one on one match between us and having our match a deathmatch or any sort of violent purely because this match is not gonna be for the faint hearted with the amount of shit I want to do to your pathetic ass. You want to be entertained by having Har Megiddo attack people and put them on the injury list because they are too cowardly to attack them on their own in a fair one on one situation?
You have a team who quite frankly is nothing more than a bunch of pussies. Iceman targetted them on his own. He never asked Sophie and David to come out and help him you thick headed cunt, they came out to assist him because it was the right thing to do. At least he's done something, what have you done since you returned to SCW? Absolutely nothing, sitting on the sidelines until you're fighting with The Black Ice.
This Black Ice doesn't give a shit what you say and doesn't take anything to heart with your comments and I know you're gonna say I haven't said anything since the video. Well, I was waiting for the time to expose your ass. Oh yeah, one of your tweets caught my attention big time that was addressed to me, much like you called out for this and you don't realize that you're in a whole world of trouble when you called The Black Ice out because you know you wanted me to come and break you in half. I've been controlling Iceman for many days now because of making him ready to fight you.
Of course, you don't know how much you and your team are trying to ruin this sport by not allowing the future stars come in this sport to prove themselves, but you don't care, you want to hurt mentally and psychically to other wrestlers, especially Adrenaline Rush which is the pussy method to take when you're team aren't able to beat the best.
I don't do that shit and I may come across as a fucking asshole, but I do what's right for business and what's right motherfucker is beating the living shit out of you, ripping flesh by flesh from every single part of your body. You want to dissect me? I will get hurt, that's a fact, but you be fucking joking if you think I won't hurt you because you gonna deserve every ounce of pain, suffering and blood you'll get from the hands of me because I'm at my best when I use you as a ragdoll, despite being bigger and stronger than me, I will do anything to knock your ass down, giving you karma you need not just from me, but from Adrenaline Rush, those new kids that tried to come here and even Kennedy Street wants me to rip your fucking head off.
This invisible ice is far stronger and powerful than Iceman would be because he knows deep down inside, it was a fucking mistake to use his Iceman side, but hasn't he changed his style to this, despite you calling me out in the first place? Of course, he has because the whole idea of him being quiet is to prepare to fuck you up so bad and I will fuck you up.
Because karma comes back at you eventually, this match will show you won't ever fuck with The Black Ice or Iceman's friends ever again. You will be hurt, I will be hurt since Iceman has worked his ass off to earn the chance to fight you. Instead, you're fighting me and you aren't gonna like what a vile monstrous piece of shit I can be just like you claim to say.
I can't wait to beat the living shit out you to go and win tomorrow night because that's how the match will go as I will make you slip on The Black Ice and show how violent, attempting to break a bone in your body and bleeding like a little bitch as it's gonna be the same result of what happened to Jason when I fucked his ribs and back pretty good, only difference is it will be my hand raised in this fucking ring in Tampa Bay Florida, showing the world that I'm being violent to prevent more violence happening from you ever again because I'm not a nice fucker to be around when I'm in this state.
You will be wheeled out of the arena to leave you in a fucking hospital and if I do, I'll be smiling on the fact I've done everything I said I was going to do to you and you won't like me, but I'm sure gonna enjoy being fucking brutal and violent with you. I will most likely try and snap your fucking ankle in the match because you deserve to suffer with a broken leg after what you done to Tyler and Craig who Konrad had to talk to use this side. I will make you squeal and tap out for my hand to be raised in the middle of the ring as the winner of our match. Tomorrow night, prepare to be Iceinated by The Black Ice."