Post by Konrad Raab on Sept 12, 2019 10:51:35 GMT
Dealing with cheaters and future goals to aim for. Chicago, Illinois. Friday 5th April.
Inside of Konrad's apartment, Jerry sits on the sofa in the living room, while Konrad for some reason is locked away in his bedroom. Jerry's biting his lip, walking back and forth to wait for Konrad to step out of his bedroom. The problem was he hadn't left the room for five hours. Jerry goes to knock on the door and while standing outside of Konrad's bedroom door says this.
Jerry Flack: “You going to come out to talk?”
No response from Konrad at all, until he came out, wobbly with his whole body, moist face with water in his eyes as he thought a lot about what Natural Born Killer said and thankfully, he came to his living room and sits down. Jerry saw Konrad had been crying and he already knows the reason for it.
Jerry Flack: “Natural Born Killer's right, you do need to embrace your dark side.”
Konrad Raab: “No.”
Jerry Flack: “You're not human. You're like a plastic doll if you think you want a perfect life. It doesn't work like that.”
Konrad Raab: “Change topic please.”
Konrad's whole body was shaking, knowing that everyone around him with Fizz, two wrestlers from another company and the voice he hears in his head are right. The problem was Konrad was battling against the dark side he knows he has. It's small talk because Konrad's vulnerabilities were exposed from Natural Born Killer's speech backstage before the Lord Of Trios tournament.
Jerry Flack: “I want to talk about this a bit longer. You got yourself completely destroyed in the ring in the tournament and that's because you got expose with your weakness Natural Born Killer exposed.”
Konrad wasn't saying anything because he knew he should have used anger and aggression. Konrad covers his wrists with the jumper, playing with his cross necklace, looking at the floor and turns his body away from Jerry as he didn't care at this point if Konrad's not looking at Jerry directly or Konrad facing the other way.
Jerry Flack: “Why did you wait until after the tournament to address Donovan Hastings, challenging him for a match?”
Konrad Raab: “I want to use aggression and anger on him in the ring by myself. I snapped.”
Jerry Flack: “That's the problem, you keep repressing anger, you're gonna snap at someone and it could target the wrong person. I admire you for wanting to face Donovan and wanting to only use aggression and anger against him. I don't agree on him poking you in the eyes, claiming it to be a super kick.”
Konrad Raab: “Yet after all what he's done, he refuses to get in the ring with me? This is the problem with ninety seven percent of wrestlers in UGWC, everyone wants to be a coward.”
It was known now of the red eyes, sweating a lot that he stands up and punches the wall with his right fist, screaming as Jerry smiles, seeing how much Konrad had to let himself go as Konrad seethes from his breathing as he wears himself out and Jerry speaks about Konrad's temper letting go.
Jerry Flack: “I hope you feel better now.”
Konrad Raab: “Yes”
Jerry Flack: “Good, glad we're getting somewhere. I know you want Donovan Hastings in the match, but you can't do anything if he refuses to step in the ring with you.”
Konrad Raab: “Then I'll go backstage and hunt him down. I will make sure the super poke if he uses it to be disqualified straight away because I had enough of him treating me like a punch bag.”
It was good that now, Konrad's expressing emotions more to Jerry, more than he's done in the last few weeks, even if he been told to embrace his dark side and Jerry hadn't even spoke about who Konrad's facing in a match yet. Before he does, he goes to mention this.
Jerry Flack: “I agree. However, I do feel in order for you to accept your dark side, you must put yourself in a situation where you're very uncomfortable and something I know you'll easily overlook, the chaos title.”
Konrad Raab: “No. I will never ever use a weapon on anybody. Are you kidding me?”
Jerry Flack: “No I'm not. I've thought a lot about this for the last few weeks. Please, Konrad, you need to stop being in your comfort zone and do things you would never do. Also, I know the only way you'd be forced to embrace your dark side is by facing the Chaos champion for the title.”
Konrad Raab: “I'm an honourable wrestler and you asking me to undo all of that by taking part in a match situation I don't like or agree with? Fuck you.”
Konrad clinches his fist and punches the door as he grabs his keys from the coffee table in the living room and storms out of the apartment, needing to take a walk after everything that's said and gone on between him and Jerry. Finally, they had come to blows over Konrad's disagreements on embracing his dark side and being in a Chaos title match. Konrad stopped in an alleyway as he crouches down on the wall with his hands, burying his face with his hands.
Konrad Raab: “As if I need anymore shit going in my life. The whole world is against me just because I refuse to do certain things. Why does everyone want me to do bad things?”
He cries very loudly with tears dropping down to the pavement with the shakes of his body as he drops his whole body to the ground, placing his knees up and removes his hands from his head before hiding his head on top of his knees. He's sitting there for an hour before he calms himself down. He sits himself up before heading back to the apartment and comes to sit back down on the sofa. Jerry turns the TV off, and he says this.
Jerry Flack: “Are you calm?”
Konrad Raab: “Yes, but I'm still angry with you. Go ahead and say what you have to say.”
Jerry Flack: “OK. I was going to tell you who you're facing against on Synergy and believe me, you could end up going somewhere if you win. You're facing against Roxy Cotton.”
Konrad Raab: “That's much better. Roxy Cotton is my second option of opponents I want to address out of the three in the match who also used me as a punching bag. I dislike the way her whole team were in the tournament.”
Jerry Flack: “Why's that?”
Konrad gives him an dirty look on Jerry's stupid question as he shook his head and says this.
Konrad Raab: “Do I need to explain why?”
Jerry Flack: “You've lost me.”
Konrad Raab: “Because Roxy and her whole team are the most selfish people I've come across. What was their purpose for being in the tournament if they are guaranteed title shots and are champions themselves before the Trios Tournament?”
Jerry slaps himself in the face and immediately addresses what Konrad's point was.
Jerry Flack: “I had no idea the tournament was to win anything.”
Konrad Raab: “Well now you do and not to mention the entire time of the tournament, Alan Wallace used me and Natural Born Killer to get a UGWC title shot. He's just like Roxy and her team, selfish as sin.”
Jerry Flack: “Despite the past results, if you win this match, it will lead you to a path that you'd likely never expect, earning a UGWC title shot. Think about that being a positive for you.”
Konrad Raab: “I would, but knowing Donovan Hastings, he'll likely ruin my chances of that already, considering he's friends with Roxy. Why wouldn't he stick his nose where it doesn't belong and give Roxy the win?”
Jerry Flack: “If it happens, so be it, but you can't ever take your eyes off Roxy because you'll lose the match just like that. To be honest Konrad, you should treat her like a piece of crap as well as Donovan.”
Konrad nods, he thought a lot about it when he gathered himself in the alleyway about using his anger to his advantage, being the guy who stands up for himself, even if he refuses to do what Jerry told him to do and forcing him to take part in a Chaos title match to expose himself. Konrad puts a small smile on his face.
Konrad Raab: “With my actions in the ring, I will. She'll see how much of a threat I am to her, and you can bet on me winning the match against her. I'm heading down to the gym. See you later.”
Konrad decides to leave the trash talking to be done on Sunday as he leaves the apartment once again, but this time to head down to the gym which clearly, Jerry wasn't needed for it. Jerry sighs and says this.
Jerry Flack: “I wish Konrad would accept he has a dark side and stops running from it. I have no problems taking matters in my own hands and get him that Chaos title shot from my own savings.”
Jerry chuckles a bit on wanting to help Konrad achieve his goals of overcoming his insecurities of wrestling in violent and barbaric matches. He forgets about it and watches TV as a way to relax from the day of anger, sadness and happiness from Konrad. It was clear to Jerry; however, Konrad's mood swings were getting worse and wasn't happy with anything. He forgets about it and decides to spend the day at home, while waiting for Konrad to come home to cook something to eat.
At least one thing has changed with Konrad, he was eating and gaining a bit more weight as after they've cooked and watched a film together, Jerry went to bed, but Konrad wanted to study a match between himself, Phrixus Deimos and Roxy Cotton triple threat match he had a few weeks ago. He keeps rewinding and going back to the same spot as before, looking out for the mistakes he made in the match. Two hours later, he goes up to bed himself to get into bed and sleep.
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Facing a childish opponent once again youtube.com shoot.
“I can't believe the amount of cowards we got running around UGWC. People who attack others from behind, to some who clearly won't show up for matches, to some who cheat to win matches and to some who clearly refuse to fight someone to get payback for what they've done aka Donovan Hastings. There's only two out of fourteen hired wrestlers in UGWC excluding myself who don't do any of those things and aren't afraid to do the right thing in the ring, Angelica and Wrestley.
Which is something my opponent for this week knows absolutely nothing about, the childish Roxy Cotton. Again, I explain that there's no denying her talent in the ring with winning two tournaments for title shots. She's a deserving top wrestler around here and those achievements along with her rewards just can't be ignored. Truthfully, I got nothing at all on my achievements in the ring at least that outweighs her ones. I can't talk about that at all, especially when she's beaten me in the past.
However, that doesn't ignore about how much of a child Roxy really is. All these insults and plays she does, it's just to give her something to say and do because she simply cannot view anybody a threat without resorting to calling people names, taking the piss out of their lifestyles and in some cases, their loved ones.
It's alright you know because I won't stoop that low of myself to do any of that crap Roxy does because to make her feel better about herself. It's ironic how her and Alan aren't friends when their personalities are so alike, only Roxy's insults are more childish. When are you going to grow out of this whole name calling crap?
Because you're too talented as a wrestler to resort to doing those things and you're certainly too talented to cheat to win either. I don't understand, why did your team need to be in the Trios tournament when your team mates already hold the cooperation titles, and you are already holding a UGWC title contract? That's what I don't understand with you, Donovan and Kenzi is you three never needed to be in the tournament to win titles or title opportunities.
I never realised at the time I was wrestling for title opportunities because the Trios tournament didn't mention anything about that, I wanted to be in it to get my name out there and I did. I did most of the work and all I felt like was being treated like a punch bag by both you and Donovan. Excuse my language, but I'm not a fucking punch bag. I'm a human being who deserves to give some sort of revenge on you. Am I angry? Damn, right I am.
Especially you're a coward for rejecting a title shot just because Angelica is your friend on many UGWC wrestlers, including myself would fucking kill to have. You seen how I killed my own body and almost killed myself just to get an opportunity? I was starving my own body because I was starving for a title shot. You will never understand how much disrespect I got from you doing that kind of crap. I haven't forgotten about you Donovan Hastings and if I see you anywhere near backstage, after I've beaten Roxy, I'm going back there, dragging your ass in the ring and beat the answer out of you because I know your tactics, you did the same with Zane when he challenged you. You're not getting away with your cheap methods to win the match and nor is Roxy.
Tomorrow night, Donovan will watch me beat the living hell out of Roxy, sending Donovan a message to teach you and Roxy some damn respect because that's what UGWC needs, a guy who beats respect to this business and my opponents around them. I also know if I win against you Roxy, I could be in line for a deserving title shot.
That's what drives me to win this match, just the aspect of me earning a title shot alone along with beating you like a punch bag like you've treated me and Donovan will receive in himself. I will capture the pinfall and overcome the odds against me and win the match to move ahead on beating Donovan Hastings in a one on one match. See you out there Roxy.”
Inside of Konrad's apartment, Jerry sits on the sofa in the living room, while Konrad for some reason is locked away in his bedroom. Jerry's biting his lip, walking back and forth to wait for Konrad to step out of his bedroom. The problem was he hadn't left the room for five hours. Jerry goes to knock on the door and while standing outside of Konrad's bedroom door says this.
Jerry Flack: “You going to come out to talk?”
No response from Konrad at all, until he came out, wobbly with his whole body, moist face with water in his eyes as he thought a lot about what Natural Born Killer said and thankfully, he came to his living room and sits down. Jerry saw Konrad had been crying and he already knows the reason for it.
Jerry Flack: “Natural Born Killer's right, you do need to embrace your dark side.”
Konrad Raab: “No.”
Jerry Flack: “You're not human. You're like a plastic doll if you think you want a perfect life. It doesn't work like that.”
Konrad Raab: “Change topic please.”
Konrad's whole body was shaking, knowing that everyone around him with Fizz, two wrestlers from another company and the voice he hears in his head are right. The problem was Konrad was battling against the dark side he knows he has. It's small talk because Konrad's vulnerabilities were exposed from Natural Born Killer's speech backstage before the Lord Of Trios tournament.
Jerry Flack: “I want to talk about this a bit longer. You got yourself completely destroyed in the ring in the tournament and that's because you got expose with your weakness Natural Born Killer exposed.”
Konrad wasn't saying anything because he knew he should have used anger and aggression. Konrad covers his wrists with the jumper, playing with his cross necklace, looking at the floor and turns his body away from Jerry as he didn't care at this point if Konrad's not looking at Jerry directly or Konrad facing the other way.
Jerry Flack: “Why did you wait until after the tournament to address Donovan Hastings, challenging him for a match?”
Konrad Raab: “I want to use aggression and anger on him in the ring by myself. I snapped.”
Jerry Flack: “That's the problem, you keep repressing anger, you're gonna snap at someone and it could target the wrong person. I admire you for wanting to face Donovan and wanting to only use aggression and anger against him. I don't agree on him poking you in the eyes, claiming it to be a super kick.”
Konrad Raab: “Yet after all what he's done, he refuses to get in the ring with me? This is the problem with ninety seven percent of wrestlers in UGWC, everyone wants to be a coward.”
It was known now of the red eyes, sweating a lot that he stands up and punches the wall with his right fist, screaming as Jerry smiles, seeing how much Konrad had to let himself go as Konrad seethes from his breathing as he wears himself out and Jerry speaks about Konrad's temper letting go.
Jerry Flack: “I hope you feel better now.”
Konrad Raab: “Yes”
Jerry Flack: “Good, glad we're getting somewhere. I know you want Donovan Hastings in the match, but you can't do anything if he refuses to step in the ring with you.”
Konrad Raab: “Then I'll go backstage and hunt him down. I will make sure the super poke if he uses it to be disqualified straight away because I had enough of him treating me like a punch bag.”
It was good that now, Konrad's expressing emotions more to Jerry, more than he's done in the last few weeks, even if he been told to embrace his dark side and Jerry hadn't even spoke about who Konrad's facing in a match yet. Before he does, he goes to mention this.
Jerry Flack: “I agree. However, I do feel in order for you to accept your dark side, you must put yourself in a situation where you're very uncomfortable and something I know you'll easily overlook, the chaos title.”
Konrad Raab: “No. I will never ever use a weapon on anybody. Are you kidding me?”
Jerry Flack: “No I'm not. I've thought a lot about this for the last few weeks. Please, Konrad, you need to stop being in your comfort zone and do things you would never do. Also, I know the only way you'd be forced to embrace your dark side is by facing the Chaos champion for the title.”
Konrad Raab: “I'm an honourable wrestler and you asking me to undo all of that by taking part in a match situation I don't like or agree with? Fuck you.”
Konrad clinches his fist and punches the door as he grabs his keys from the coffee table in the living room and storms out of the apartment, needing to take a walk after everything that's said and gone on between him and Jerry. Finally, they had come to blows over Konrad's disagreements on embracing his dark side and being in a Chaos title match. Konrad stopped in an alleyway as he crouches down on the wall with his hands, burying his face with his hands.
Konrad Raab: “As if I need anymore shit going in my life. The whole world is against me just because I refuse to do certain things. Why does everyone want me to do bad things?”
He cries very loudly with tears dropping down to the pavement with the shakes of his body as he drops his whole body to the ground, placing his knees up and removes his hands from his head before hiding his head on top of his knees. He's sitting there for an hour before he calms himself down. He sits himself up before heading back to the apartment and comes to sit back down on the sofa. Jerry turns the TV off, and he says this.
Jerry Flack: “Are you calm?”
Konrad Raab: “Yes, but I'm still angry with you. Go ahead and say what you have to say.”
Jerry Flack: “OK. I was going to tell you who you're facing against on Synergy and believe me, you could end up going somewhere if you win. You're facing against Roxy Cotton.”
Konrad Raab: “That's much better. Roxy Cotton is my second option of opponents I want to address out of the three in the match who also used me as a punching bag. I dislike the way her whole team were in the tournament.”
Jerry Flack: “Why's that?”
Konrad gives him an dirty look on Jerry's stupid question as he shook his head and says this.
Konrad Raab: “Do I need to explain why?”
Jerry Flack: “You've lost me.”
Konrad Raab: “Because Roxy and her whole team are the most selfish people I've come across. What was their purpose for being in the tournament if they are guaranteed title shots and are champions themselves before the Trios Tournament?”
Jerry slaps himself in the face and immediately addresses what Konrad's point was.
Jerry Flack: “I had no idea the tournament was to win anything.”
Konrad Raab: “Well now you do and not to mention the entire time of the tournament, Alan Wallace used me and Natural Born Killer to get a UGWC title shot. He's just like Roxy and her team, selfish as sin.”
Jerry Flack: “Despite the past results, if you win this match, it will lead you to a path that you'd likely never expect, earning a UGWC title shot. Think about that being a positive for you.”
Konrad Raab: “I would, but knowing Donovan Hastings, he'll likely ruin my chances of that already, considering he's friends with Roxy. Why wouldn't he stick his nose where it doesn't belong and give Roxy the win?”
Jerry Flack: “If it happens, so be it, but you can't ever take your eyes off Roxy because you'll lose the match just like that. To be honest Konrad, you should treat her like a piece of crap as well as Donovan.”
Konrad nods, he thought a lot about it when he gathered himself in the alleyway about using his anger to his advantage, being the guy who stands up for himself, even if he refuses to do what Jerry told him to do and forcing him to take part in a Chaos title match to expose himself. Konrad puts a small smile on his face.
Konrad Raab: “With my actions in the ring, I will. She'll see how much of a threat I am to her, and you can bet on me winning the match against her. I'm heading down to the gym. See you later.”
Konrad decides to leave the trash talking to be done on Sunday as he leaves the apartment once again, but this time to head down to the gym which clearly, Jerry wasn't needed for it. Jerry sighs and says this.
Jerry Flack: “I wish Konrad would accept he has a dark side and stops running from it. I have no problems taking matters in my own hands and get him that Chaos title shot from my own savings.”
Jerry chuckles a bit on wanting to help Konrad achieve his goals of overcoming his insecurities of wrestling in violent and barbaric matches. He forgets about it and watches TV as a way to relax from the day of anger, sadness and happiness from Konrad. It was clear to Jerry; however, Konrad's mood swings were getting worse and wasn't happy with anything. He forgets about it and decides to spend the day at home, while waiting for Konrad to come home to cook something to eat.
At least one thing has changed with Konrad, he was eating and gaining a bit more weight as after they've cooked and watched a film together, Jerry went to bed, but Konrad wanted to study a match between himself, Phrixus Deimos and Roxy Cotton triple threat match he had a few weeks ago. He keeps rewinding and going back to the same spot as before, looking out for the mistakes he made in the match. Two hours later, he goes up to bed himself to get into bed and sleep.
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Facing a childish opponent once again youtube.com shoot.
“I can't believe the amount of cowards we got running around UGWC. People who attack others from behind, to some who clearly won't show up for matches, to some who cheat to win matches and to some who clearly refuse to fight someone to get payback for what they've done aka Donovan Hastings. There's only two out of fourteen hired wrestlers in UGWC excluding myself who don't do any of those things and aren't afraid to do the right thing in the ring, Angelica and Wrestley.
Which is something my opponent for this week knows absolutely nothing about, the childish Roxy Cotton. Again, I explain that there's no denying her talent in the ring with winning two tournaments for title shots. She's a deserving top wrestler around here and those achievements along with her rewards just can't be ignored. Truthfully, I got nothing at all on my achievements in the ring at least that outweighs her ones. I can't talk about that at all, especially when she's beaten me in the past.
However, that doesn't ignore about how much of a child Roxy really is. All these insults and plays she does, it's just to give her something to say and do because she simply cannot view anybody a threat without resorting to calling people names, taking the piss out of their lifestyles and in some cases, their loved ones.
It's alright you know because I won't stoop that low of myself to do any of that crap Roxy does because to make her feel better about herself. It's ironic how her and Alan aren't friends when their personalities are so alike, only Roxy's insults are more childish. When are you going to grow out of this whole name calling crap?
Because you're too talented as a wrestler to resort to doing those things and you're certainly too talented to cheat to win either. I don't understand, why did your team need to be in the Trios tournament when your team mates already hold the cooperation titles, and you are already holding a UGWC title contract? That's what I don't understand with you, Donovan and Kenzi is you three never needed to be in the tournament to win titles or title opportunities.
I never realised at the time I was wrestling for title opportunities because the Trios tournament didn't mention anything about that, I wanted to be in it to get my name out there and I did. I did most of the work and all I felt like was being treated like a punch bag by both you and Donovan. Excuse my language, but I'm not a fucking punch bag. I'm a human being who deserves to give some sort of revenge on you. Am I angry? Damn, right I am.
Especially you're a coward for rejecting a title shot just because Angelica is your friend on many UGWC wrestlers, including myself would fucking kill to have. You seen how I killed my own body and almost killed myself just to get an opportunity? I was starving my own body because I was starving for a title shot. You will never understand how much disrespect I got from you doing that kind of crap. I haven't forgotten about you Donovan Hastings and if I see you anywhere near backstage, after I've beaten Roxy, I'm going back there, dragging your ass in the ring and beat the answer out of you because I know your tactics, you did the same with Zane when he challenged you. You're not getting away with your cheap methods to win the match and nor is Roxy.
Tomorrow night, Donovan will watch me beat the living hell out of Roxy, sending Donovan a message to teach you and Roxy some damn respect because that's what UGWC needs, a guy who beats respect to this business and my opponents around them. I also know if I win against you Roxy, I could be in line for a deserving title shot.
That's what drives me to win this match, just the aspect of me earning a title shot alone along with beating you like a punch bag like you've treated me and Donovan will receive in himself. I will capture the pinfall and overcome the odds against me and win the match to move ahead on beating Donovan Hastings in a one on one match. See you out there Roxy.”