Post by Lord Raab on Sept 12, 2019 11:34:56 GMT
Private discussion about doing social interaction things/Tweeder match up. Las Vegas, Nevada. Saturday 17th March.
There's nothing more Lord Raab had been doing since the match got announced, even when he got back from wrestling for Red State Revolver to make his name known in the rumble on Thursday than training his ass off for the Ultra Violence match against Tweeder, something he finally earned with hard work after defeating West McFadden in a title contenders match in Carnage Wrestling and it's a place he misses working for the most because he felt more than happy to be there, compared to EHWF who were treating him like garbage.
Or at least he thought that, considering he hasn't had any sort of title matches for a year almost since being in EHWF and he only signed a contract with Revolution Pro in CWC after signing up with them a week ago due to being bored on wrestling only in America and Australia more times than he ever went back to Europe to see his family.
It was something now he could be happy with on wrestling in another country like Italy to encourage himself to see his mother and sister over there. However he's still training in the gym, punching bags and kicking them while Callum was asleep in his bedroom with the machine he recently brought in case Callum wants Raab or Samuel for something.
While he was still asleep, his phone went off in his pocket as he stops punching and kicking so hard on the bags which he takes his gloves off and drops them on the floor before he picks up the phone without looking to see who it was and places it on his ear.
Lord Raab: “Fuck sake, I was training here.”
Henry Losak: “Sorry, I didn't mean to interrupt you.”
Lord Raab: “Fine, but still not happy you called me.”
Henry Losak: “Look, I'll call you back.”
Lord Raab: “Give me fifteen minutes to work in the ring.”
Lord Raab and Henry went off the phone to allow Raab to do some more training in the ring for a bit against a guy that was in the wrestling ring. He places his phone down next to the ring before he climbs into the ring and does some moves on the guy with weapons plastered all around him as he attempts to use them on his opponent who looks like he's in his early twenties with short brown hair with a chair shot to the head along with a barb wire shot to his face as he grinds his face towards it, enjoying the bloody mess he had.
He took a while to do some wrestling moves in the end because of how violent he was during the match as he laughs and giggles and he does his finisher three times on the guy, getting him concussed before he leaves the ring as it rang once again as he says for fuck sake again, until he knew fifteen minutes was up anyway as he picks it up and says this.
Lord Raab: “Now I'm ready for a chat.”
Henry Losak: “OK I get into it right now. You know, I've not talked to you about what I discussed to Samuel last week. Don't worry, he's in the gym right now because I wanted to chat with you privately.”
Lord Raab: “About what?”
Henry Losak: “You socialising with people, that's what.”
Lord Raab: “Henry, I got a fucking son now, you thi.......”
Henry Losak: “That's no excuse as to why you don't do anything outside of the gym other than being with Callum.”
Of course, Lord Raab was very scared of allowing anybody to get close to him, even with Kieran at times as he's very insecure with getting to know people other than Samuel and his family and the whole thing wasn't something Lord Raab likes. He points for the guy in the gym to leave as he does as he sits on the bench, shaking his head as he say this.
Lord Raab: “It is an valid excuse of you telling me that I shouldn't spend time with Callum and going out to waste time to talk to people. Fuck no, nobody gives a fuck about me.”
Henry Losak: “Do you ever wonder why Callum has no friends in school? Because like Konrad and I have said, he copies you for everything. You think he's gonna learn to make friends if you don't?”
Lord Raab: “I don't know what to say or do. I'm fucking afraid to even respect wrestlers, let alone talk to people to make friends.”
Henry Losak: “Callum said the other day, does daddy have any friends? It broke my heart that I had to say no to him because of you being so paranoid and scared to do so. I was hoping Kieran would've made things better, but Kieran said you barely get close to him.”
Although he knew Henry's right when he mentioned Lord Raab was too scared to respect wrestlers, let alone make friends with anybody, he still refused, especially it wasn't a discussion Lord Raab wanted to have when it came to the upcoming title match he had against Tweeder. He got angry and say this.
Lord Raab: “You know damn well why I can't trust Kieran right now after what happened with Oliver. This is why I don't want to know anybody ever again. I don't care for other people and what things they like to do. I given up with all of that years ago and for a good reason when too many people stab me in the back.”
Henry Losak: “I know and understand, but there's times when I heard from Konrad you actually like playing pool or Samuel writing down he loved playing bowling with you.”
Lord Raab: “How can I do that when I have Callum around?”
Henry Losak: “I can take care of him, can't I?”
Of course, Raab gets a little angrier, knowing it was the last thing he wanted to think about as he clinches his hands, wanting to get the phone conversation out of the way, especially he wasn't in the right frame of mind to even talk anything, but about the match with Tweeder as the breeze gets in the gym before he closes it and speaks.
Lord Raab: “Why are we having this discussion when I'm focusing on winning the Ultraviolent title away from Tweeder?”
Henry Losak: “Because I want you to understand that being indoors all day doesn't help your cause Markus. You need to have a life away from the fighting business and focus on yourself. Samuel has friends to hang around with.”
Lord Raab: “I don't give a flying fuck about that. I only give a fuck about beating Tweeder like a pebble on the beach he is to me. I want to win a title, not to waste time hanging around with fake friends that'll stab me in the back.”
Henry Losak: “How do you know that when you haven't even tried to talk to Kieran? Kieran likes you, but he feels you don't do the same with him. I know talking and going out to socialize scares the fuck out of you, but we all do things we don't want or are afraid to do.”
It was clear it was near enough Henry forcing Lord Raab to go out at some point, but Lord Raab spoke so angry to Henry because of him being more focused of Raab not interacting than the importance he was talking about as Raab says this while he got a powerade drink from the machine and drinks it.
Lord Raab: “You obviously don't care about the match I got coming up, do you?”
Henry Losak: “Of course I do and I'm glad you are focused on the match, that's great you're willing to win the Ultraviolent title, but you have to understand why I had to speak to you in private about your lack of interaction with anybody really.”
Lord Raab: “Then why are we wasting time to talk about social interaction then if you care about my match with Tweeder? Sorry I'm pissed off when you want to talk about something fucking irrelevant to where my head is at in terms of this upcoming match.”
Henry Losak: “I can tell already your head is in the match against Tweeder and how much you want to feel like you murder the guy, but at the same time, you know the situation of you acting the way you are and you know we've even discussed this before, but you aren't getting through to me and it's cos you're stopping Samuel to go out with his friends.”
Of course at this point, Lord Raab wanted to close the phone off as he was finished with the phone call, done talking about something he was so scared to do as he breathes heavily, even if his phone was going like crazy which annoyed Raab so much that he was almost attempted to answer it which he does as he says this.
Lord Raab: “Fuck off Henry.”
Henry Losak: “No because you need to understand that you're con.............”
Lord Raab: “I'm controlling Samuel, really how the fuck am I doing that?”
Henry Losak: “Not allowing him out of the house. You need friends, you need to show Callum that he can make friends too, but you're fucking selfish and care only about winning the Ultraviolent title.”
Lord Raab: “That's because it's on my fucking mind right now. Jeez, you really don't give a fuck about me pounding Tweeder's fucking head in and winning the title. I care about it because it's more important than the bollocks you're giving me.”
Lord Raab knew if he cut the phone off, he'll still ring again and then if he turned his mobile off, he'd have a phone ringing at his apartment so it was clear Henry had pissed him off with the talk about Markus's lack of interaction with people due to his fears which was clear of why he was angry as well.
Henry Losak: “You know, you can always ask me to take care of Callum if you and Samuel ever needed time alone together, right”
Lord Raab: “No I didn't. It's the first time I've heard you say something like that. I hate talking about socializing with people. It's a waste of fucking time and not needed in my life.”
Henry Losak: “It isn't because it's a sign of your son not having anybody to play with. It's because of you that he doesn't make friends cos you don't know how to.”
Lord Raab: “Yes blame everything on me because you proven I'm a shit father. Thank you, now goodbye.”
It was clear once again, Lord Raab cut off, knowing the truth about the situation, only Henry wasn't done as he was shaking his head on what Lord Raab was trying to do on twist the conversation around on being blamed for his father role being poor, despite doing everything as of late to get Callum's grades up to scratch, but once again, Henry calls and Raab picks it up.
Henry Losak: “OK, went a bit far there with the shit father comment, but still, please understand that while I know you're focused on beating Tweeder and doing all the training in the world to be prepared for it, you need to know that you have Kieran as well as Samuel who will encourage you to not be afraid. You're angry because your scared.”
Lord Raab: “I'm not scared, I'm fired up, that's why I'm angry.”
Henry Losak: “It's both fired up and fear anger Markus. Seriously, think about it because next week, I want you, Samuel, Kieran and Samuel's friends to go out and interact with the world. You need to for the sake of your son as he needs friends and so do you. I don't care if you kick or scream out of the door, you will go out and have fun. Go ahead and win against Tweeder on Monday, I see you on Tuesday.”
Henry cuts off the phone, knowing he had been right the entire time, but Lord Raab screams so loud in the gym before he ends up going outside, but suddenly, he breaks down because of him being too scared to leave the gym. It's different with Callum cos he had to go to the playground due to his hyper activity, but Raab couldn't do it. He was unable to respect wrestlers as it is because of the fear of him being stabbed in the back again. It scared him so much that he almost killed himself over it in the past.
Almost the same again today when he attempted to hang himself, but he stopped to think about Callum, something he's beginning to feel proud of having in his life so he didn't and went back to the apartment to check on Callum who was fast asleep before Lord Raab climbed to bed and went straight off to sleep in his apartment before Samuel's friend coming over to take care of Callum as Lord Raab went straight to Maryland to fight against Tweeder for the Ultraviolent title.
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Ultraviolent title, here I come ustream.com shoot.
“Here we go again on me facing against a bitch I defeated in the inferno match some months ago and he doesn't seem to change a single thing about him, Tweeder. I find it fucking typical that you were gifted a title match when you've done thing for just because I quote you could beat the fuck out of him with brutal matches. Guess what? So could I, but I had to sit and wait to earn my opportunity, despite me beating the fuck out of you in the past with facts, but cos you lost to me, Bridges rewarded you a title shot because of that.
He's seriously fucking delusional if he thinks you deserve a match for being a violent wrestler when I could've done the match as well, but hey, good on you for accepting like a bitch instead of proving yourself, just like Paragon handed themselves title shots as well when they asked for them you know like you said they deserved when actually, they didn't because they bragged like bunch of bitches to get tag titles much like their fluke ass win against The Monstimals. We never wanted to win, we wanted to prove ourselves as a team and be known to the world which was far better of an effort than Paragon ever did. I never been handed a damn thing in this business other than working to the top.
You've tried everything possible to defeat me and it failed each time you tried to do so. Do I still view you as a threat in this match? Of course, got no choice, have I as a challenger for your title? Tell me why you still talk about fucking sports all the time? Cos none of them have bare relevance to wrestling whatsoever. Different if we talked about MMA like say a Russian guy finally stopped messing about and knocked out a forty year old Brazilian fighter last night.
I don't know what point you're trying to make, but while you won a title in a gauntlet match, you didn't go for the belt in a title contenders match, did you? No, but I did because I wanted to earn my title shots by fighting and defeating people for it, but it's OK, I like to be able to use fucking weapons on your head again while once again, you failed many times to take off my mask and burn it on my face.
What if I said I looked like my twin brother Konrad which I'm sure you've heard all about on twitter? Would you unmask me and see a splitting image of him? Because that's exactly what I look like and you can't take that away from me. I find it funny how you said I'm not scary, when I think you aren't all shit either, especially when I've beaten you in the past.
Tomorrow things are gonna get messy and blooded up between us and beat the living fuck out of you until you can no longer stand with me being the new Ultraviolent champion. You can bet your ass that I will prove my win wasn't a fluke in the inferno match as I will beat you with every weapon available until you're knocked down like a bitch and steal the title from you. Prepare to be Raabinated by The Masked German Monster.”
There's nothing more Lord Raab had been doing since the match got announced, even when he got back from wrestling for Red State Revolver to make his name known in the rumble on Thursday than training his ass off for the Ultra Violence match against Tweeder, something he finally earned with hard work after defeating West McFadden in a title contenders match in Carnage Wrestling and it's a place he misses working for the most because he felt more than happy to be there, compared to EHWF who were treating him like garbage.
Or at least he thought that, considering he hasn't had any sort of title matches for a year almost since being in EHWF and he only signed a contract with Revolution Pro in CWC after signing up with them a week ago due to being bored on wrestling only in America and Australia more times than he ever went back to Europe to see his family.
It was something now he could be happy with on wrestling in another country like Italy to encourage himself to see his mother and sister over there. However he's still training in the gym, punching bags and kicking them while Callum was asleep in his bedroom with the machine he recently brought in case Callum wants Raab or Samuel for something.
While he was still asleep, his phone went off in his pocket as he stops punching and kicking so hard on the bags which he takes his gloves off and drops them on the floor before he picks up the phone without looking to see who it was and places it on his ear.
Lord Raab: “Fuck sake, I was training here.”
Henry Losak: “Sorry, I didn't mean to interrupt you.”
Lord Raab: “Fine, but still not happy you called me.”
Henry Losak: “Look, I'll call you back.”
Lord Raab: “Give me fifteen minutes to work in the ring.”
Lord Raab and Henry went off the phone to allow Raab to do some more training in the ring for a bit against a guy that was in the wrestling ring. He places his phone down next to the ring before he climbs into the ring and does some moves on the guy with weapons plastered all around him as he attempts to use them on his opponent who looks like he's in his early twenties with short brown hair with a chair shot to the head along with a barb wire shot to his face as he grinds his face towards it, enjoying the bloody mess he had.
He took a while to do some wrestling moves in the end because of how violent he was during the match as he laughs and giggles and he does his finisher three times on the guy, getting him concussed before he leaves the ring as it rang once again as he says for fuck sake again, until he knew fifteen minutes was up anyway as he picks it up and says this.
Lord Raab: “Now I'm ready for a chat.”
Henry Losak: “OK I get into it right now. You know, I've not talked to you about what I discussed to Samuel last week. Don't worry, he's in the gym right now because I wanted to chat with you privately.”
Lord Raab: “About what?”
Henry Losak: “You socialising with people, that's what.”
Lord Raab: “Henry, I got a fucking son now, you thi.......”
Henry Losak: “That's no excuse as to why you don't do anything outside of the gym other than being with Callum.”
Of course, Lord Raab was very scared of allowing anybody to get close to him, even with Kieran at times as he's very insecure with getting to know people other than Samuel and his family and the whole thing wasn't something Lord Raab likes. He points for the guy in the gym to leave as he does as he sits on the bench, shaking his head as he say this.
Lord Raab: “It is an valid excuse of you telling me that I shouldn't spend time with Callum and going out to waste time to talk to people. Fuck no, nobody gives a fuck about me.”
Henry Losak: “Do you ever wonder why Callum has no friends in school? Because like Konrad and I have said, he copies you for everything. You think he's gonna learn to make friends if you don't?”
Lord Raab: “I don't know what to say or do. I'm fucking afraid to even respect wrestlers, let alone talk to people to make friends.”
Henry Losak: “Callum said the other day, does daddy have any friends? It broke my heart that I had to say no to him because of you being so paranoid and scared to do so. I was hoping Kieran would've made things better, but Kieran said you barely get close to him.”
Although he knew Henry's right when he mentioned Lord Raab was too scared to respect wrestlers, let alone make friends with anybody, he still refused, especially it wasn't a discussion Lord Raab wanted to have when it came to the upcoming title match he had against Tweeder. He got angry and say this.
Lord Raab: “You know damn well why I can't trust Kieran right now after what happened with Oliver. This is why I don't want to know anybody ever again. I don't care for other people and what things they like to do. I given up with all of that years ago and for a good reason when too many people stab me in the back.”
Henry Losak: “I know and understand, but there's times when I heard from Konrad you actually like playing pool or Samuel writing down he loved playing bowling with you.”
Lord Raab: “How can I do that when I have Callum around?”
Henry Losak: “I can take care of him, can't I?”
Of course, Raab gets a little angrier, knowing it was the last thing he wanted to think about as he clinches his hands, wanting to get the phone conversation out of the way, especially he wasn't in the right frame of mind to even talk anything, but about the match with Tweeder as the breeze gets in the gym before he closes it and speaks.
Lord Raab: “Why are we having this discussion when I'm focusing on winning the Ultraviolent title away from Tweeder?”
Henry Losak: “Because I want you to understand that being indoors all day doesn't help your cause Markus. You need to have a life away from the fighting business and focus on yourself. Samuel has friends to hang around with.”
Lord Raab: “I don't give a flying fuck about that. I only give a fuck about beating Tweeder like a pebble on the beach he is to me. I want to win a title, not to waste time hanging around with fake friends that'll stab me in the back.”
Henry Losak: “How do you know that when you haven't even tried to talk to Kieran? Kieran likes you, but he feels you don't do the same with him. I know talking and going out to socialize scares the fuck out of you, but we all do things we don't want or are afraid to do.”
It was clear it was near enough Henry forcing Lord Raab to go out at some point, but Lord Raab spoke so angry to Henry because of him being more focused of Raab not interacting than the importance he was talking about as Raab says this while he got a powerade drink from the machine and drinks it.
Lord Raab: “You obviously don't care about the match I got coming up, do you?”
Henry Losak: “Of course I do and I'm glad you are focused on the match, that's great you're willing to win the Ultraviolent title, but you have to understand why I had to speak to you in private about your lack of interaction with anybody really.”
Lord Raab: “Then why are we wasting time to talk about social interaction then if you care about my match with Tweeder? Sorry I'm pissed off when you want to talk about something fucking irrelevant to where my head is at in terms of this upcoming match.”
Henry Losak: “I can tell already your head is in the match against Tweeder and how much you want to feel like you murder the guy, but at the same time, you know the situation of you acting the way you are and you know we've even discussed this before, but you aren't getting through to me and it's cos you're stopping Samuel to go out with his friends.”
Of course at this point, Lord Raab wanted to close the phone off as he was finished with the phone call, done talking about something he was so scared to do as he breathes heavily, even if his phone was going like crazy which annoyed Raab so much that he was almost attempted to answer it which he does as he says this.
Lord Raab: “Fuck off Henry.”
Henry Losak: “No because you need to understand that you're con.............”
Lord Raab: “I'm controlling Samuel, really how the fuck am I doing that?”
Henry Losak: “Not allowing him out of the house. You need friends, you need to show Callum that he can make friends too, but you're fucking selfish and care only about winning the Ultraviolent title.”
Lord Raab: “That's because it's on my fucking mind right now. Jeez, you really don't give a fuck about me pounding Tweeder's fucking head in and winning the title. I care about it because it's more important than the bollocks you're giving me.”
Lord Raab knew if he cut the phone off, he'll still ring again and then if he turned his mobile off, he'd have a phone ringing at his apartment so it was clear Henry had pissed him off with the talk about Markus's lack of interaction with people due to his fears which was clear of why he was angry as well.
Henry Losak: “You know, you can always ask me to take care of Callum if you and Samuel ever needed time alone together, right”
Lord Raab: “No I didn't. It's the first time I've heard you say something like that. I hate talking about socializing with people. It's a waste of fucking time and not needed in my life.”
Henry Losak: “It isn't because it's a sign of your son not having anybody to play with. It's because of you that he doesn't make friends cos you don't know how to.”
Lord Raab: “Yes blame everything on me because you proven I'm a shit father. Thank you, now goodbye.”
It was clear once again, Lord Raab cut off, knowing the truth about the situation, only Henry wasn't done as he was shaking his head on what Lord Raab was trying to do on twist the conversation around on being blamed for his father role being poor, despite doing everything as of late to get Callum's grades up to scratch, but once again, Henry calls and Raab picks it up.
Henry Losak: “OK, went a bit far there with the shit father comment, but still, please understand that while I know you're focused on beating Tweeder and doing all the training in the world to be prepared for it, you need to know that you have Kieran as well as Samuel who will encourage you to not be afraid. You're angry because your scared.”
Lord Raab: “I'm not scared, I'm fired up, that's why I'm angry.”
Henry Losak: “It's both fired up and fear anger Markus. Seriously, think about it because next week, I want you, Samuel, Kieran and Samuel's friends to go out and interact with the world. You need to for the sake of your son as he needs friends and so do you. I don't care if you kick or scream out of the door, you will go out and have fun. Go ahead and win against Tweeder on Monday, I see you on Tuesday.”
Henry cuts off the phone, knowing he had been right the entire time, but Lord Raab screams so loud in the gym before he ends up going outside, but suddenly, he breaks down because of him being too scared to leave the gym. It's different with Callum cos he had to go to the playground due to his hyper activity, but Raab couldn't do it. He was unable to respect wrestlers as it is because of the fear of him being stabbed in the back again. It scared him so much that he almost killed himself over it in the past.
Almost the same again today when he attempted to hang himself, but he stopped to think about Callum, something he's beginning to feel proud of having in his life so he didn't and went back to the apartment to check on Callum who was fast asleep before Lord Raab climbed to bed and went straight off to sleep in his apartment before Samuel's friend coming over to take care of Callum as Lord Raab went straight to Maryland to fight against Tweeder for the Ultraviolent title.
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Ultraviolent title, here I come ustream.com shoot.
“Here we go again on me facing against a bitch I defeated in the inferno match some months ago and he doesn't seem to change a single thing about him, Tweeder. I find it fucking typical that you were gifted a title match when you've done thing for just because I quote you could beat the fuck out of him with brutal matches. Guess what? So could I, but I had to sit and wait to earn my opportunity, despite me beating the fuck out of you in the past with facts, but cos you lost to me, Bridges rewarded you a title shot because of that.
He's seriously fucking delusional if he thinks you deserve a match for being a violent wrestler when I could've done the match as well, but hey, good on you for accepting like a bitch instead of proving yourself, just like Paragon handed themselves title shots as well when they asked for them you know like you said they deserved when actually, they didn't because they bragged like bunch of bitches to get tag titles much like their fluke ass win against The Monstimals. We never wanted to win, we wanted to prove ourselves as a team and be known to the world which was far better of an effort than Paragon ever did. I never been handed a damn thing in this business other than working to the top.
You've tried everything possible to defeat me and it failed each time you tried to do so. Do I still view you as a threat in this match? Of course, got no choice, have I as a challenger for your title? Tell me why you still talk about fucking sports all the time? Cos none of them have bare relevance to wrestling whatsoever. Different if we talked about MMA like say a Russian guy finally stopped messing about and knocked out a forty year old Brazilian fighter last night.
I don't know what point you're trying to make, but while you won a title in a gauntlet match, you didn't go for the belt in a title contenders match, did you? No, but I did because I wanted to earn my title shots by fighting and defeating people for it, but it's OK, I like to be able to use fucking weapons on your head again while once again, you failed many times to take off my mask and burn it on my face.
What if I said I looked like my twin brother Konrad which I'm sure you've heard all about on twitter? Would you unmask me and see a splitting image of him? Because that's exactly what I look like and you can't take that away from me. I find it funny how you said I'm not scary, when I think you aren't all shit either, especially when I've beaten you in the past.
Tomorrow things are gonna get messy and blooded up between us and beat the living fuck out of you until you can no longer stand with me being the new Ultraviolent champion. You can bet your ass that I will prove my win wasn't a fluke in the inferno match as I will beat you with every weapon available until you're knocked down like a bitch and steal the title from you. Prepare to be Raabinated by The Masked German Monster.”