Post by Konrad Raab on Apr 2, 2024 23:46:57 GMT
It's been a while since Konrad thought about the UGWC company. However, he had to because things have flipped upside down for Konrad since he left UGWC for New Frontier Wrestling. Even though he still has therapy and is combating the fact he could be a champion and mentally preparing for a title match again, he was told by his therapists, both Cameron and Josephine, to speak on his review of his wrestling career changes. He also talks about how he was doing in the abandoned warehouse he had made in Chicago.
Konrad Raab: "The fact is I've never been happier. This is the first time I can say I'm in a much better place. The only times I've gotten angry since I've temporarily left UGWC was in the ring. I made the wisest and best decision I could have made by improving my behaviour in New Frontier Wrestling, a company that gave me a chance to right my doings. I was in a terrible place when I joined New Frontier Wrestling as I came off a loss against Larry Tact for the UGWC Conquest Championship. I had to leave because I had enough of the horse dick jokes amongst being picked on because of losses I was getting every single day from UGWC wrestlers, despite me being the cause for everything."
Konrad clears his voice and is already in a better mood than he was. The tone of his voice explains everything about what mood he is in with a smile on his face.
Konrad Raab: "To be in the NFW Perseverance title match in just under a month of being there is fantastic. I've been on an undefeated streak since I joined NFW, just doing my work of being at the show every week, and that people talk more about what I do in the ring only makes me proud to be with the company even more. There's nothing people have said that's been wrong of me. Even if Jason Gray has tried to speak badly of me, he's encouraging me not to go my old ways, and for me to ignore him is fuel to the fire for me to compete and be a better wrestler to be more positive about myself."
Nodding his acknowledgement of changes was vital for Konrad as he drank water from the metal bottle.
Konrad Raab: "I still got some work to go to be at one hundred per cent as I still feel nervous and anxious about preparing for title matches, especially the world title matches, but saying that, I've not had to use anger outside of the wrestling ring for almost a month now and that feels good to me. It feels good I'm in the right place and the right mind at the moment. Granted, I have things to sort out outside of sports with myself and someone else, but I'm working towards those things. I've come so far, and things are going in the right direction. I know I will get losses in New Frontier Wrestling, which would be my biggest test on coping with losses again."
Konrad sighed at the thought of that being pretty scary for him, despite the loss against Larry Tact for the Conquest title, which affected him a lot.
Konrad Raab: "But I'm good, and if I had stayed at UGWC, I would've been facing Gideon in the Tempest match instead of the other dude, and I could see that far away that it wouldn't have gone well, and I'd still be picked on as well. In NFW, the wrestlers respect me and see me as a valuable talent who takes wrestling seriously. I'm working towards that for UGWC to be better behaved, giving them evidence of the changes and the match wins and loss records I've had to be known for my wrestling abilities rather than my outside-the-ring activities. They have never acknowledged what I've done in UGWC, mostly because they see I'm doing everything right, even with wins and a draw I got. I can be happy a lot already. That's how I'm doing."
Cameron and Josephine clapped after hearing Konrad's speech on camera, which wasn't really directed at anyone but himself.
Konrad Raab: "The fact is I've never been happier. This is the first time I can say I'm in a much better place. The only times I've gotten angry since I've temporarily left UGWC was in the ring. I made the wisest and best decision I could have made by improving my behaviour in New Frontier Wrestling, a company that gave me a chance to right my doings. I was in a terrible place when I joined New Frontier Wrestling as I came off a loss against Larry Tact for the UGWC Conquest Championship. I had to leave because I had enough of the horse dick jokes amongst being picked on because of losses I was getting every single day from UGWC wrestlers, despite me being the cause for everything."
Konrad clears his voice and is already in a better mood than he was. The tone of his voice explains everything about what mood he is in with a smile on his face.
Konrad Raab: "To be in the NFW Perseverance title match in just under a month of being there is fantastic. I've been on an undefeated streak since I joined NFW, just doing my work of being at the show every week, and that people talk more about what I do in the ring only makes me proud to be with the company even more. There's nothing people have said that's been wrong of me. Even if Jason Gray has tried to speak badly of me, he's encouraging me not to go my old ways, and for me to ignore him is fuel to the fire for me to compete and be a better wrestler to be more positive about myself."
Nodding his acknowledgement of changes was vital for Konrad as he drank water from the metal bottle.
Konrad Raab: "I still got some work to go to be at one hundred per cent as I still feel nervous and anxious about preparing for title matches, especially the world title matches, but saying that, I've not had to use anger outside of the wrestling ring for almost a month now and that feels good to me. It feels good I'm in the right place and the right mind at the moment. Granted, I have things to sort out outside of sports with myself and someone else, but I'm working towards those things. I've come so far, and things are going in the right direction. I know I will get losses in New Frontier Wrestling, which would be my biggest test on coping with losses again."
Konrad sighed at the thought of that being pretty scary for him, despite the loss against Larry Tact for the Conquest title, which affected him a lot.
Konrad Raab: "But I'm good, and if I had stayed at UGWC, I would've been facing Gideon in the Tempest match instead of the other dude, and I could see that far away that it wouldn't have gone well, and I'd still be picked on as well. In NFW, the wrestlers respect me and see me as a valuable talent who takes wrestling seriously. I'm working towards that for UGWC to be better behaved, giving them evidence of the changes and the match wins and loss records I've had to be known for my wrestling abilities rather than my outside-the-ring activities. They have never acknowledged what I've done in UGWC, mostly because they see I'm doing everything right, even with wins and a draw I got. I can be happy a lot already. That's how I'm doing."
Cameron and Josephine clapped after hearing Konrad's speech on camera, which wasn't really directed at anyone but himself.